Hello everyone,

Sir would like me to get some experience playing with a female. I am putting this out there in hopes to find a Femdom in the local area with some like minded interests as myself.

T.I.A
hsdrtypainslut

To My One and Only,

     I truly ask for your forgiveness with what I did to you, from the bottom of my heart.  This past month has been hell for me and a true eye opener.  I have realized the last few months of our relationship I was truly not myself.  I was not being fair to you or myself.  But, oh have I realized where I went wrong.  Yes, am I stubborn? Yup, 100% and sometimes very opinionated.  It is who I am and who I will always be.  Now I know who I am and what I want.

     I want the D/s relationship.  One with that connection, that comes from truth/honesty, trust, and communication.  Also, with that connection, I want to serve someone who can provide the guidance, nurture, and discipline.  But, the only person I have ever felt connected to on the deepest levels is you.  Last Friday after playtime was over and we were kissing, I still got weak in the knees and butterflies in my stomach.  Yet, you also lit the spark with our kiss.  My body was up in flames with the burning desire I have for you.  Plus, it responded instantly.  The desire to submit to you on my knees was exploding like a bomb went off inside of me.

     It took everything, and I mean every ounce of strength in me not to sink down to my knees.  It was even harder to leave.  I want to, would like to perhaps, be given one more chance to prove to you, to serve you.  I want to be honest with you, and I will be.  Because when I’m serving you, even in non-sexual ways, I find peace within myself.  Just like when I’m in the cage, I feel so peaceful, serene, truly relaxed.  You know what is best for me though.  I would love to be able to keep exploring with you.  Hell, I will admit know, even if we never lived together ever again, but maintained that D/s aspect; I would be the happiest woman alive.  Just knowing I was the lucky one to serve you would always keep a smile on this one’s face.  I want to try new things with you.  Now that I know who I truly am, I am not afraid anymore.  It is actually quite the opposite.  The more I keep finding myself, the more I desire to dig even deeper in the lifestyle I want to go, and the more it would mean to serve you.  I want to keep exploring and learning about the lifestyle (all aspects), but I want to explore with you!  And as I site here and write this, the pendant keeps jingling.  I love hearing that noise.  It always puts a smile on my face.

     Here is something that I swear by/read daily:

“I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Dominant and I from having the best experience possible, but it can also lead to physical and emotional harm.

I will try not to manipulate my Dominant. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. In other words, I will not Top from the bottom.

I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not comfortable with and on expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being.

I will accept the responsibility for discovering what pleases my Dominant and will do my best to fulfill Their wishes and desires.

I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused. I know that being a submissive does not mean being a doormat.

I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives. I will share my knowledge and experience with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from where I have been. I will take time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct path.

I will be responsive to my Dominant. I will not try to hide what my mind and both are feeling so that I may assist Them in their responsibilities as my Authority. I know Dominants are not telepaths and I will not expect my Dominant to know thoughts or feelings that I do not share.

I will accept in the responsibility of a scene or relationship gone badly. I will not place total blame on my Dominant when it is not warranted simply because They are the Dominant. I realize things may not work out, as they should at time and will try my best to put it behind me and move on.

I will give my submission only to those who can responsibly accept it and desire to receive it. I will not place anyone in the position of Dominating me non-consensually, nor will I give my respect to someone who has not earned it.

I will be obedient to my Dominant even if I disagree with what They are requesting. I realize They have my best interests at heart and often know better than I what I need in a particular situation.

I know that my actions reflect upon my Dominant, and will do my best to help others to see Them in a positive way. I will not intentionally embarrass or displease my Dominant.

Above all, I will wear my title of submissive with honor. I will never cause others to think that being submissive means to be weak or sub-human. I will take pride in who I am and will never show myself in a negative way,” The Submissive’s Creed, Author Unknown.

     Now with that being said, I think my punishment should be as follows:  I think I should be put in chastity for three months.  Also, I think I deserve the cage on nights the kids are not home, for six months.  Plus, I feel due to my actions, that I should be severely beaten during a session once a month for six months, beyond my normal light beatings.  I also think that a secure confinement in the basement every other weekend for three months would be appropriate.

Things I LOVE:

1. Vibrators
2. Collars/leashes
3. Hair-pulling
4. Spanking
5. Wax play
6. Bondage
7. Flogging/paddling
8. Cages

Things I LIKE:

1. Blindfolds
2. Orgasm control
3. Gags

Things I Can Tolerate:

1. Crops

Things I am Curious About:

1. Corsets
2. Fire play
3. Canes
4. Obedience training
5. Outdoor training
6. Role playing
7. Stockings/heels
8. Suspension
9. Whips

Things I Dislike:

1. Eye contact restriction
2. Sensory deprivation
3. Chastity
4. Foot worship
5. Hoods
6. Objectification
7. Public play
8. Speech restriction
9. Vacuum

HARD LIMITS:

1. Ass play
2. Cross dressing
3. Dilation
4. Diapers
5. Electrical play
6. Enemas
7. Gas masks
8. Humiliation
9. Hypnosis

10.Medical play

11.Needle play

12.Rubber play

13.Puppy/pony play

14.Urine/fecal play

15.No children involved

16.No animals involved