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hotbbwinmichigan - Female Submissive, Canton Michigan | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About hotbbwinmichigan

I'm not exactly sure what I'm looking for at the moment. I've had alittle experience in this lifestyle, but not very much. It's always been something that has excited me and been a turn on. I thought I wanted to be Dominant to men (or even women for that matter) but the more I find out about myself, the more I realise that I am the submissive one and being Dominant is not for me. There is nothing more fulfilling then submitting myself to someone who makes me feel safe and secure. So as far as what I'm looking for, I still am unsure...but I think I'll recognize it when I find it...
I think I'm beginning to realize what I deserve. It's taken me many years to get to that point, but here I finally am. I deserve someone who treats me with respect, loves me unconditionally and stands by my side in trying times. I haven't had that in previous years which had left me feeling broken. I am not broken anymore. I am not settling anymore. Make no mistake, just because I enjoy pleasing my man and submitting to his needs does not make me weak.

I feel like I've lost myself somewhere. Is this part of getting older or being in a bit of a funk? I used to be quick witted, cheeky, and without a smile or joke. I could captivate a room. Now I feel I lost all that and even find myself having a hard time looking others in the eye, let alone smile at a stranger. Sometimes I think it's because I'm afraid - afraid to open up and let someone in. I've always kept myself guarded, but would allow one or two people in at a time. I know I kept them at a distance, which made me feel in control. It makes me curious if that is why this l/s appeals to me. You get the facade that you don't get close to someone, when in reality you are closer to them due to trust then anyone else. I haven't allowed myself that closeness though. I think I want it and desire it, but I am having a hard time letting go and trusting it.

 

Currently, I feel vulnerable and that is not good for me.

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