Honeymsh

My pet is drowning in its submission to me, hence desperately trying to be heartless to me

what should I do?

In this realistic world, the perfect dominant and submissive/slave relation is not just to have good compatibility in BDSM set up, but also in Vanilla set up..... Unless there is a BDSM village where dominant and slave live just like Amish village

Pity for not able to let go for a change of being free for few moments even though its only disappointment and helplessness rest of the time 

you are like the moon from the lullaby my mom used to sing when I was a kid..

While a dominant craves for control their worst fear is helplessness/lack of control

Felt the real impact you have on me when I may have been around you

I guess you became a habit for me

 another day of ignored invitation

I guess this is it.. vanishing and making me realize what a fool I have been 

society is powerful. I lost to it

When you are truly into it you do it and your mouth remains shut

make my heart skip a beat with its virtual presense.. what will happen when it became real?? 

Dances when I order, strip and dance when I order, eyes will not raise high if i am around but he is not mine