hmblmaster on Collarspace


	Back to List			Send Message		Details



	I am currently in a grieving process, for three different events which occurred almost simultaneously. I ama Dominant through and through, to the core of my being. But I am also a human, vulnerable yet strong. I am honest, sometimes too honest, but I am also empathetic. I will not answer any messages of anyone not willing to also be truthful and vulnerable as well. At this time, i am not so much interested in a play partner or owning someone, as I am in having a true friend. If something develops from that, then so be it Thats all for now

2/8/2011 12:33:56 PM

Wow, I am getting so sick and tired of the fake profiles on her from sub/slave women.

Lol, they all have the same thing in common, like they just cut and pste from eachothers profile:

I'm a Hucow...I was raised on a farm... I was raised in an incest family....

I live out of state right now, but.....

FUCKTARDS!...

This rant is now over... all you genuine submissive ladies seeking a real Dom/Master and Daddy, get in touch

12/15/2010 10:32:55 PM

Finally beginning to feel somewhat normal again. Back to my old BDSM self.

Looking to move slow, but Looking.

Anyone interested ?

10/4/2010 9:42:03 AM

01/04/10

Happy birthday to me....
wow. 42. any sub girls out there like an older, distinguished Daddy type ?

8/15/2010 9:05:14 PM

I recently found this quote from Ayn Rand. I found it both comforting as well as uplifting

“In the name of the best within you, do not sacrifice this world to those who are its worst. In the name of the values that keep you alive, do not let your vision of man be distorted by the ugly, the cowardly, the mindless in those who have never achieved his title. Do not lose your knowledge that man's proper estate is an upright posture, an intransigent mind and a step that travels unlimited roads. Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it's yours.”

8/15/2010 8:06:39 PM

In the past three months, I have lost my job, I have lost the woman I have swore to cherish and protect above all others, and I have experienced persecution, misunderstanding, the loss of access to my daughter and friends abandoning me. The last one occurred as a result of a malicious and poor excuse for a human being on COLLAR ME.

When Loss occurs, its said that we all go through a grieving process of :
1. Denial 2. Anger 3. bargaining 4. Depression and 5. acceptance.

I know that I am no longer in denial, I went through that already. I seem to be bouncing in and out of Anger, Bargaining, and Depression, but I always land back at Depression lately. I guess, over all, Im in that stage of grieving.
Some days its almost unbearable.

I miss my Daughter. I miss sharing my life with someone special. I miss what was and I am afraid of the unknown 'what could be' of the future.
The lost job and the divorce just is. The damage done to my life and my Daughters life as result of this collar me 'member' is beyond comprehension. at the right time, it will be absolutley neccesary for justice to be done.