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Wowsers! it has been quite some time since i was here last. Things got crazy with the holiday season and then dealing with everyone being sick and all has kept me off here for a couple months. Seems like just about the time you start really having fun life has to throw you a curve ball or 3. |
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Just wondering how many Doms out there enjoy receiving a letter of introduction from a potential playmate and what do you like to see in it? |
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Craptastick! Just found out no playdates for me until December at least :( Boo!
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For those who can't be bothered to read any further: Looking for Dominant black men (no ladies please... i dont share well) in the state of Wisconsin only, for NSA fun, I have a Master, not looking for another one and i don't do anal! If you have any questions regarding what is posted here please feel free to email me.
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wtf? did Cm die or something?
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Wow! i havent been here since March??? holy crap, I have been really busy. For those of you with my cell number or my yahoo... hellooooo text me or something and let me know you are still alive.
So, what i have been up to... switched jobs finally. I felt like i was working 24/7 there for a while. It's wonderful to have a life again.
So, i am back and in the swing of things again shall we say?
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Let me explain my nic for those that just dont seem to get it... Histoy4BBC
His... I am someone else's collared submissive (not looking for someone else to take over)
Toy... I am not a whore, I'm a toy to be used as Master sees fit. HisToy means that I belong to Him so ask permission before you start assuming you can use me and this means either online, phone, cam, or in person.
4... meaning for
HisToy4... Master has a specific purpose in mind for His toy
B... Big (over 8 inches and thick)
B... Black (not white, brown, red, yellow, green, purple or any other color)
C... Cock (not a pussy)
So let's put this all together shall we?
I am Master's toy for the purpose of servicing larger than average black men. Any questions?
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Mature? that was mature? ~snicker~ yeah um okay right! try again when you grow up lol
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I am Da Bomb! Got Master a movie he has been trying to find almost forever. And as a thank you I got Cadbury Caramel Eggs. Talk about saying thank you in my favorite language lol.
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Busy busy around here. Still looking for the right person to connect with. But thats life in the big city i suppose.
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Well, tomorrow is back to work for 7 nights again. So if you dont see me around that's where I am. For those that have me on yahell I'll be there as much as possible and I hope we get the chance to chat!
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So my life is slightly hectic at the moment. Between the 2 businesses, the job, the family, and the classes I find myself seriously swamped. I need a massage, a nap,? and some serious energy work done. Any volunteers??
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Mission accomplished!! Thank you so much Sir for all the loverly bruises and soreness! I had fun and hope you did as well!
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Can't sleep so wandering around the net.
So first meet went well I think. I hope he thought so as well.? Put a couple former military men in a room together and I don't have to say a whole lot. Which was good since my brain seemed to be unable to function as well as normal. Of course I always think of a million things I should have said or asked LATER. ugh
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i kind of wonder why i bother writing a journal on here. its not like people actually read these things...
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To everyone who needs to know... I wont be on much this weekend as its opening weekend of hunting season so Im in bed early and out in the woods by 5 am. Will chat again soon.
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Aha! I may have figured this out. In order to get people to actually read one's journal/profile on here one must keep everything very short (sort of like Twitter) and to the point. Is this too long?
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Ooo nice clean inbox yay me!
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Why do people I have never talked to want to add me to their friends list? How do they know I am a good friend to have on their list? Are they just looking for numbers? You know the more people they have on their friends list the better they feel about themselves. Sorry if this comes off as caustic but the least people could do is send me a message telling me about themselves before sending a friend invite.Weird!
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I'd like someone to define "Real" as it pertains to this site to me. I see a lot of people saying there's nobody real on here. So define what "real" is. I am pretty sure I am a real person, a real submissive, a real mom, a real employee, a real woman. I am pretty sure most of my friends would tell you I am a real friend as well.
Here's my definition of "real." You have a job, friends, and a life. You aren't sitting on a computer 24 hours a day beating your meat to porn. You have to be willing and able to travel at least half way if we agree to meet. You MUST show up if we set a date or have a damn good reason why. "Real" is if your wife doesn't know about your activities you tell me that up front. If you have a girlfriend who's the jealous type I get to know that too. If you simply want to hit it and quit then say that up front.
Fake is spending 2 months talking with me and my Master and then disappearing off the face of the internet with absolutely no word from anyone as to what happened to you. "Real" is saying "Hey, I just want phone sex with you." Fake is pretending to be someone you are not, saying you are going to do things you really wont or not showing up for dates.
So bearing all that in mind I'm not sure there are so many fakes on this site as there are people who lack common courtesy and manners. I suppose its a good thing we find out who they are here as opposed to face to face.
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To all of the assholes who keep sending shit messages to me:
You're just pissed off cus I don't want to play with your 300 pound-nasty-hairy-livin in momma's basement-never getting laid by a real woman-don't know a bar of soap from a hole in the ground-twinkie eatin-pimple faced-ass!
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Just to re-iterate for those who may have missed it. Master and I are seeking straight Dominant Black men from Wisconsin to become friends and POSSIBLE play partners with.
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Holy wow! I just re-read my last post to Master and I think I might have some latent Domme wandering around in my submissive lil mind. HAHA! Man that was cathartic! And since the dude blocked me straight after he sent the stupid email I highly doubt he will be wandering back to check if I made him famous or not! lol Oh Im having a happy moment now :D
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Nifty lil email I got today from StripeMaster dated 11/13/09 2:20am
"Mabey you will find a nice Dom like O.J. Simpson."
I attempted to respond "Wow, are you a natural asshole or do you have to work really hard at it?" Only to find that he had blocked me post haste. Darn! I was truly hoping to send that response.
Listen fuckface, I have a wonderful Dom in my life and a lot of amazing friends who are Doms. We don't want or need assholes like you dicking around so why don't you go find some she-male bitch to rip you a new one and spare the rest of the world you penny-ante attempts at Domination. You couldn't Dom your way out of a wet paper bag.
*edited to add... No offense to the really cool she-males out there by the way :D )
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Quitting smoking not going so well. Am hating trying to remember to take the dang pills. And that inhaler thingy sucks! Period! it makes my cheeks and mouth burn and if I forget and really inhale it makes my throat hurt like I have strep or something. So, am going to talk with my chiropractor about the Standardized Nutrition. I quit for 2 years once when I was on that stuff for something else entirely. I quit and never even realized I hadn't craved a cigarette in days.
Plus I forgot to take the Chantix for 2 days and had dreams that I was having seizures in the check out line at the grocery store. And the headaches are making me nuts. I get a headache now and it just doesn't go away for days. And if I forget to take the pills for a couple of days in a row I am back up to a pack and a half a day. At least when I forgot to take the SN it wasn't a big deal. The cravings didn't kick in immediately and I didn't get the massive headaches like with the Chantix.
On a good note... I've lost quite a bit of weight lately. My size 8's are starting to fit better woohoo. Even though I still get swellybelly when I wear jeans that are a bit too tight in the waist. I thought about wrapping myself from hips to under the bust in ace bandages and seeing if that helps with the swelling but not sure if that would work or not. Can't hurt to try right? And who knows maybe I will be able to finally wear that lovely new corset I havent been able to wear since the surgery.
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Master should never have taken us girls to Target Saturday. I found 3 pairs of shoes and 2 pairs of boots I simply NEED. They were gorgeous. I never find gorgeous shoes and boots like these but then I hate shopping so that's not a surprise. How can a girl find such lovely treasures when she only shops at the Walmart superstore in the middle of the night, with a list, so as to avoid the crowds and simply gets whats on the list and never wanders? I suppose it is probably a good thing the littlest girl needed new shoes in a big way and had birthday gift cards to spend or I would never set foot in there.
Anyway, since the budget is quite limited at the moment am thinking I will put them on layaway. Let me describe these lovely bits of leather and suede so you can see why I simply must have them.
First was a pair of red suede and leather retro T-strap pumps with luscious 4 inch heels. You know, the kind the pinup girls of the 50s wore.
Then there was a pair of leather wine colored classic pumps with a 5inch heel. Also very retro 50's. (I really love that style of fashion. Think Marilyn Monroe, Joan Crawford, the Beaver's mom, cant remember her name at the moment. The 50s were sexy without being skanky I think.)
Next was a pair of black suede boots with a kitten heel and lots of sexy gold buckles. Nummy!. Then there were the little leather and lycra shortie boots also in black but with the sexiest high heel on them. (They would look simply awesome with my boot-cut jeans and a satin top. Or maybe my embroidered and beaded jeans and a satin camisole. Mmmm, or i could wear nothing but my collar and have my? black leather cuffs wrapped around them :P ~musing~)
Oh and the other pair of shoes were some darling little flats. Every girl should have lots of flats I think. They go with simply everything.
So even though I wont be able to wear any of them to work, I am simply going to have to add them to my closet. Of course that will mean getting rid of 5 pairs of shoes I already own.. hmmm.. I think I have a few pairs of scruffy tennis shoes I can safely dump.
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Happy Labor Day to everyone! Hope your weekend is going well. Yesterday was so busy for us. First we went blackberry picking (my hands are so scratched up today :( and PURPLE! LOL) and came home with 13 pints of black berries from about a 500 square foot patch. What a blast though... and yummy! Then we went fishing and Master's little girl and I both caught a white bass each. Those will be going to a family friend as he loves them but we aren't big fans. We grilled corn on the cob and burgers on the grill and cooked some baked beans over an open fire. Throw in some fresh cantaloupe and blackberries and we were all stuffed! Then we took a different route home than usually and found an apple tree on the side of the road just loaded with apples so got a 10 gallon bucket full.
A day of grocery shopping and it only cost $5 dollars for gas LMAO!
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So the quitting smoking is going well i think. Im down to less than half a pack a day now woohoo! Now If i can make it past those little things that get me, driving down the road (why do I feel like i need to smoke just then?), right after eating, and as soon as I wake up? Oh well. Will continue with the Chantix and the inhaler thingies. My only problem is remembering to take the Chantix and use the inhalers lol. I never was a big pill person anyway. Maybe Ill just get a bag of suckers to suck on all the time...
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Okay no fishing on the 24th and just found out Im allergic to the patch. So those will go to Master so He can quit. On an up note. I only smoked 30 cigarettes yesterday as opposed to 38 the day before so thats a good thing right? Now to keep up the reduction and hopefully be quit before mid-September. Keeping my fingers crossed on that one.?
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Good Morning CM! Feeling all "warm fuzzy" this morning. Get to go see the quit smoking doc later and hopefully get it sorted why I have gone vegan but am still smoking.
Ever have one of those "aha" moments about a person in your life? You were looking for something specific and didn't realize the qualities you were looking for were right there in front of you the whole time? I sort of feel like a complete dip now lol.
UPDATE! Wow, okay so stop smoking doc kept me on the chantix and added the patch and the lil inhaler thingies. I looked like a major druggie walking out of the pharmacy this morning lol. And Master has promised to take me fishing this evening when it cools off a little bit YAY!! Warm fuzzy feeling continues!
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Bummer! It's raining buckets so no fishing today :( Ah well something to look forward to for the rest of the weekend. Today will be a good day to get things around here straightened back up and I may possibly bake a blueberry pie. I'm in the mood to cook and clean. Look out family lol.?
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You know, if i didn't already have my Master I would think that trying to find a decent guy online was an exercise in futility. They start out nice enough then degenerate into blithering idiots thinking nothing would excite me more than to get 5 or 10 pics of their cocks. You know, honest to god, when you have seen one cock you have seen them all. One might be bigger or smaller or more crooked than the others but really and truly they all look just alike.
How about shots of your smile, your eyes, yourself???? Why cant I see the one thing that makes you unique? Your face is what does it for me you know??
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Oh yeah that was fun. Now where are the real guys?
If there is any part of "get to know a person before I play" that you dont get please feel free to ask. I'll be happy to clue you in.
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Sigh.. and here we go again.
Okay let me get this out in the open... straight up... no holds barred... (and i really do not give a single solitary shit if anyone likes it or not.)
I am NOT a cyber and/or phone sex whore. I have stated it before and i will state it again, I am looking to get to know a person BEFORE I play with them.
I don't care who you are or how Dominant you think you are. You arent MY Dominant. I have a Master. I have been collared to this same man for nearly 3 years and I have NO intention of dropping him for anyone I might meet here or anywhere else my profile might be.
Nor is he a cuckold. He is a very active participant in my search for a black cock. Or any other play partner we may chose. He allows me to play with others but do not mistake that permission for any sort of weakness because if he tells me we aren't interested in you then we aren't interested. I do nothing when it comes to this search of ours without his express permission.
Also please note: I share EVERYTHING that happens with anyone I may meet online with Him.
If any of this is a problem for you then please do not bother to email me.
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OOO... random thought.... I want to find a sensory deprivation tank and try it out.Wonder if that has anything to do with being in desperate need of a nap?
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Well, we have begun our journey to fulfilling our fantasy. It's interesting to note that many white men are offended at the thought of a white girl being with a black man. How interesting. If I am not your girl, why would you care who I play with? I have a friend who teaches classes on Race Play and I will most certainly have to pose this question to her. Perhaps she, as a black woman, will have an insight on this dynamic.
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