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| I am an OWNED, but occasionally shared slave (with Master's very discerning approval) but IF You are interested please READ MY PROFILE FIRST!
If You are married and cheating…do not bother me. Now, if You are married and Your spouse plays, attends or personally approves and VERIFIES the approval of the extra-marital activities to my Master there is no problem. I have been on the receiving end of cheating and I will NEVER knowingly put another woman through that experience.
In addition…NO male switches...NO male subs/slaves please. My need is experiencing the most powerful levels of TOTAL Dominance I can experience...please respect it.
my name here at CM is His spirit but, I’m NOT a new member here…many of you may remember me as vixen kneels; I have had a profile here at CM since 2004 but I deleted it on January 7, 2013 because I felt I needed to focus myself on being more of what my Master, my Life wants me to be. This new profile reflects the “new” me…I am His cunt, His meat, His slut, His slave and His girl and believe I am able to now totally mirror His ideals and serve Him with even more devotion and loyalty than I have in the past twelve years.
I am 66 years and 11 months old and didn’t embrace this life style I was 50 but even then it was all bedroom play until…along came my One and Only Master. Though I feel I was born to be His slave, it was only through His guidance, training, and an all too often tested patience He Created me for Himself. After twelve years He still inspires me to try to be the best in every thing I do and say; I try hard to represent Him as best as I possibly can, but I will admit I have failed Him too often in the past…thus the “new“ me and with a new profile. I am not HIS spirit…He is MY spirit, thus the new name here at CM.
Everything I am today is only because my Master, my Creator, became one of the only persons in my life who took the time to get to know me inside and out, developing all of the qualities He saw in me. Our bond has always been the depth of our communications, written, oral and unspoken; we both believe communication to be the foundation of any relationship but especially vital in an M/s relationship.
I have few limits but those limits I do have are almost universal; no scat, no children, no permanent scarring…in this M/s relationship my hard limits are my Master’s…when scening with others Master sets my limits in a Letter of Permission according to the experience and expertise of the Dominant interested in the possibility of sharing me in a scene.
I’ve been told I have an educated mouth so giving oral is something I enjoy…and, before You ask…don’t all slaves swallow? I am a three-holed slave though I do have activities I enjoy more than others, but again, as I said…I am His slave. I am a pain slut…I’m His pain slut, but I do enjoy pain from others at times. I do not require pain to have an allowed orgasm, and, I do have orgasms from pain without ever being touched by a human. I can be an exhibitionist at times, I love single tails, belts, straps, floggers of all types, chains, ropes, limited needle play, limited cuttings (Master and I are EXTREME together), hot wax, and on and on. It would be easier to ask me what I did NOT enjoy than to ask me what I DO enjoy.
I could not be more proud of the Man that owns me and I could not be more proud of all of the accomplishments He’s allowed me…but most of all, I am so proud He has allowed me to serve Him for all these years, even while He was Creating me as His.
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Understanding what Submissive means
These words were allegedly written by the onerose who has also been known as winterone, calliopeiaone, ladyhawke and whitetigress or so she says...I can't verify that so will attribute this to an UNKNOWN AUTHOR.
To understand the power of submission, one must first understand what being a submissive means, where it comes from and how it is expressed.
True submission is something that comes from deep within a person and is an essential part of their nature. It is something expressed from the soul and as such, it goes much deeper than the mere physical/sexual act of offering oneself to a Master for pleasure. A person can behave in a submissive manner but this is not the same as being "a submissive".
To offer oneself completely and utterly to another, to surrender all choice and "power" requires an exceptional inner strength. High self esteem and a knowledge that in order to relinquish power to another as well as understanding that one must possess that inner power is essential.
Embracing and expressing my submissive nature has given me the most powerful opportunities to find the deepest levels of trust, power and the intimacy that can only arise from the bond of a Master and sub. It is the ultimate expression of balance, the archetypal opposition of yin (the receptive principal) and yang (the active principle). Both sides being perfectly equal, yet forming a perfect whole.
As a submissive, my goals are to come before my Master as an empty chalice to be filled.....or a blank canvas to be painted....formless clay waiting to be molded. Thru this exchange, i know that i will become more than i was before....the Master takes the raw material, or the blank canvas or the raw gemstone and brings out the inner lustre. In this experience, what many misinterpret is that they assume the Master imposes his will upon the sub and she becomes whatever he wants her to be. i would disagree....to me, the Master brings out the qualities of submission in a more pronounced way. Rather than being told to "act" in a submissive way, it is the submissive's role to remove veil after veil until who she becomes is the perfect reflection of devoted service and in serving her Master, she finds an inner joy and balance that comes from knowing that with each veil removed, each boundary crossed, she becomes MORE of who she already is.
When i feel, hear and see my Master's pride in me, i know that i am elevated and adored above all women. i have truly given the Gift of my soul to him and in that exchange he becomes as bound to me as i am to him. That is the beauty of submission to me. There is a dynamic that exists where the more my Master asks of me, the more i am able to give, and then the deeper our bond becomes. It grows exponentially. The perfect yin/yang of the Master being the active principle in the TAKING and the submissive being the receptive in the GIVING.
My submission is expressed in many ways: on a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual level. Without all of these levels, again, it becomes merely a physical act. There is a sacredness to submission as well for me. Like prayer or other acts of devotion, it is living my life with an intention and focus that always strives for the highest, purest expression. Putting the relationship first...always searching within for ways to please and offer more of myself than i think i can. It is this going beyond and pushing limits that becomes the most important reward of submission for me...the place of empowerment and self knowledge and the resulting inner strength/transformation. It is also dancing with the inner Shadowself...the parts of me that are about fear and being taken on the journey by someone (the Master) who will be there to catch you so you never really fall. The most special part of submission for me is level of intimacy and soul connection with another. Each veil that is removed, each boundary crossed, each lash accepted and begged for, each time of being taken to the outermost regions of letting go of control.....all of this is the glue that binds the Master and sub completely to one another. To become completely naked and vulnerable on every level, then give more than i think i can and see the pride, love and devotion in my Master's eyes is the greatest Gift imaginable.
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