Hissapphire

this slave's ass is very soar tonight as she is sitting here writing. Master and this slave have been together for a little while now and this is the first time that He has had to administer corporal punishment to His slave but she knows that it was well deserved. this slave has been a bit moody lately and she had allowed it to get the best of her last night. the minute the words left her mouth she knew that she was in for it. Master was actually shocked, He couldnt believe that His sweet slave just snapped at Him. His tone and demeanor changed almost immediately. she knew that what she had done called for a very harsh punishment. this slave went to sleep last night (or at least tried to) knowing that sometime today she was going to be receiving a good lashing. when she woke this morning she knew what the day had in store for her and she was sick to her stomache all morning. when the time had come, Master had said to this slave in His loving voice "you know that i dont want to have to do this but you left me no choice and i still love you baby girl" this slave was strapped down to the bed on her stomache, so that she couldnt move an inch. she knew what was about to come and she was very tense which makes things even worse. she felt the first whack, "1, thank You Master" she says as her ass began to sting, then another "2, thank You Master" and as she counted out each one the tears start to roll down her face. she took each and every whack with dignity and grace. she was beginning to think that this will never end. after 40 whacks the cane actually broke as she took her harsh punishment. Master was not done tho, so He got out the crop as she continued to count. with each whack she could feel her body giving in, but not once did she ask Master to stop, she knew that a lesson was to be learned. finally "65, thank You Master" and Master was done. she layed there almost lifeless, tears running down her face, her body quivering, her hair wet and matted. she finds the strength to say "Master Your slave loves You very much" He replies "I love you too baby girl and i am so proud of you" she knows that her Master loves her very much and that He wants her to be the best slave that she can be. she has some good cuts on her ass and she is hurting pretty bad. this is a punishment that she will not forget.

Your slave loves You Master and she thanks You for loving her.

this slave was told by her Master days ago to put up a journal entry about her last punishment which happened on this thursday past. she has finally gotten the time to do so. this slave has been struggling so hard with referring herself in the third person. it is a complete reprogramming of her language that she has used for over 30 yrs. there is times that she does pretty good and only messes up once or twice a day but on this particular day she just kept using the words "i, me, or myself" and Master felt that she needed punished because she just wasnt focusing on this day. so Master had her do corner time but it was stepped up a knotch. in this slave's house she has tile floors, so Master had her lay out kidney beans onto the floor in her special corner and she had to do her corner time with her knees on these hard kidney beans on the hard floor. it was very painful. whether it was completely effective or not is another thing. she does stay more focused on her speech after that but has still not conquered using it all the time. Master keeps telling her that it will become second nature to her, but just once in a while in the middle of O/our conversation she will pop off with "i, me or myself." she has been really down on herself about this because she wants nothing less than to please Him. Master and her have been trying and trying to come up with ways to get her to succeed. she knows that it may just be a matter of it taking some time to reprogram her language but that isnt good enough for her.

Master You know that Your slave loves You very much and she is trying hard. it will become second nature to her one day.