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docdan462001
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Mastersquest707
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Hi this girl's name is jen. i just started a new job in accounts payable for Aramark, at the AT&T center here in San Antonio, TX. Home of the Spurs. i have 2 5yr olds a girl and a boy plus i'm married, though my husband is very vanilla and though i think that he would enjoy this lifestyle, he has been hesitant about enjoying the plesure that comes with it. i'm looking for help to help him transition.
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I am so lost, I cannot seem to find what I am looking for. I thought I had but, he seems to have left me. Maybe this is my lot in life. |
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So i recently discovered things about my past that i had blocked out. who really knows why the mind does the things it does anyway, i discovered that the person that i related earlier as my first master was a child playing at being a man, and though for saying this i wish to punish myself it must be said. Anyway, i have settled that my husband is too vanilla to enjoy this life that i so crave, so i have begun looking outside for someone that can fulfill this need i have to be used. |
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So i have been thinking lately about the last time i felt truely owned. 15 years old. that seems like an eternity ago, i lately think alot about those days and how i ended up here. i miss my first master, he was - he is the one that i shall forever compare things too. |
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Well here i am in a new location without anyone. Well not anyone, my spouse and children are here, but i feel so cut off from all that i know and love. The oportunity in front of me is boutiful but yet i'm lost and sad. |
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| Age: 51 |
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