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| I am a new sub female, with a very loving Dom and husband. I am here to talk with others and learn from others. He does answer most e mails sent to me, and monitors my posting on a regular basis. I am not permitted to meet others, though he is entertaining the idea of bringing others around for play. That of course will be His doing. Thanks for your interest and I look forward to talking with you all!
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why are the message boards on this site so nasty! i mean, I read one a day at least that is bashing someonse else, and why? I have been "flamed" as they call it here, for just asking a simple newbie question!! Like how dare you ask us, the wonderful ones, a question? Read 24 poorly written books (from what I hear) to understand us, spend hours looking over our posts to understand us. We cannot be bothered to take five minutes out of our day for you. You just dont matter to us, we are too wonderful. Dont get me wrong, there are wonderful people out there taht have given me great advice. But I just dont understand why people bash eachother. What are you all so angry about? Does it make you feel better to put others down? Why? Whats the deal here people, treat others as you want to be treated. Also, if you dont want questions from new people already asked by others in the past, then these forums will die quickly. Partly because there will be nothing left to talk about, partly because no one wants to feel threatened everytime they post. They want true insightful responses, and mixed in with a few of those, are people just being nasty, short tempered, and rude. Ugh, grow up people!! |
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So I had a realization at about 3 a.m. Thinking about my ex, and why it ended. He is a sub, an outright sub just like me. I spent time trying to get him to be...stronger, like a man should be, when it just was not him. He isnt wired that way. Nothing wrong with it, its just not for me. I actually threw fits, subconciously trying to get him to control me, never worked. There is no way we would have ever worked. I wonder if he knows what he is yet? Maybe I should go over there, tell him to get on his knees, and whip him a good one. Make him realize what he is and what he needs. He isnt a very happy person IMHO, I think thats why. I doubt his gf would like that though LOLOL I also dont have the domme in me, but hey, I could try! |
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This weekend was quite interesting to say the least. With both of us being so new, it has been hard learning at the same time, not that the learning stops, ever, but...I dunno. I was sittting at the computer and said something bratty, without even realizing it. He bent me over the table and paddled my ass. I cried my eyes out, but felt wonderful afterwords. I cant explain it, I felt closer and more secure with him. Makes no sense to me, I should have been angry inside, but wasnt, at all. I am confused about my feelings at this time, and hope to one day understand what is going on inside my head. |
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Well, I find that writing down my feelings helps me quite a bit. I am worried about my Dom coming home. I am in for quite a punishment and I know I deserve it, but I fear the paddling that is to come for my disrespect. I yelled at him and called him an idiot for giving the computer a super virus that will cost us a lot of money to fix. I had no right to speak to him in that manner, and I know that it is His responsibility to deal with that matter and to learn from his mistakes. It is not my place to critisize him. Wow I cannot spell LOL I can only hope that I learn from this experience and that it will help me to become a better sub to my loving Dom. |
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