HisFlower

Things One Learns,

Today I learned the hardest lesson as a submissive,

it never pays to hide anything,let things build or

get upset over little things.

Today I hesitated to tell my Master that I had not slept

at all the night before as I was in too much physical pain. I did not think that it would matter to him,How seriously wrong I was. When I told him why,he was not pleased that I kept from him my pain,he told me that above all else my well being means everything. In hiding from him that I was in a great deal of pain,it was showing my lack of faith in his compassion and the inability to be honest with him. 

Today was the first day I was forced to face time without him because I failed to tell him all.

I know now that there is no reason to hide anything. 

Thank you my Master for teaching this Slave to be honest and tell you everything.

Submissive

I have been a submissive for most of my adult life.I came to be a slave as the age of 16 when I was introduced to my first master. He was a kind yes firm mane that taught me a lot about myself and

and how serving a master would teach me how to be more comfortable with myself and who i am. I spent

15 years in his collar.  He passed 16 years ago I have been collar free until recently when I met my current master.

To me being a slave means showing one the strength to let them guide and control me and lead me to a better life. I know that I need the control because

without it my life would lack direction and structure. Each day I wake up and smile when I touch my collar,reminding myself that I am where I belong and that my Master  knows whats best for me.

 my Name is Flower, aka Jade I am a BDSM slave. I am 41 and currently owned by a wonderful Master