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Female Submissive, 42, Dixon, Illinois
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Male Dominant, 48, Adelaide
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Female Submissive, 42
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About hiscaramia
To preface things, I am not merely looking for cyber, sex, or to be your source of entertainment. I am looking for a deeper connection. You don't think you can manage that, move along. I won't waste my time, and you shouldn't waste yours. Also, as a rule just because you have Master in your name, or just because it says Dominant in your profile does not mean I am going to instantly drop to my knees to worship you. Respect is gained. Submission is a gift, I don't give that gift to everyone. You earn it, along with respect. There are so many fakes and pretenders on here, that I do plan to be picky with whom I spend large amounts of conversation and time with. You may think I am too assertive or direct, but like I said I have no plans to waste anyone's time. Especially mine. I have been out of the game for awhile. It is time that I step back into the fray. I am looking for a mongomous relationship with the right Dominant. I am not searching for Random play or long distance. I want a man that is local, or willing to relocate. Long term is what I am searching for, not flings. I would prefer if it eventually moved on to marriage. Since I have been out of the the game so long, this would be primarily in the bedroom, at first. I may be able to ease into other aspects of dominance, but for now it will be the bedroom only. If you are interested, or have questions feel free to ask me. Also, I am plus size, if this bothers you, move on. I don't have time for games, and I'd rather get that out of the way now. The connection between a Dominant and submissive is a strong one. It's one that takes time to foster respect and trust. But once that is gained there is a whole new world of pleasure that is opened up for both. I mean to find that again, and hold onto it. I'm not a toy, I am an investment. If you don't have the time to invest, move along please. Save us both the grief. |
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There used to be a fire, this burning need to feel wanted, desired, treasured. This burning desire to serve, kneel, give. That was ripped away so many years ago. Heartache surrounds and clouds my judgement, my view of this world that I wanted when I was younger.
There is this bloody haze surrounding the glittering world I once knew. I live it once. Ecstatic and eage to kneel at his feet. But he choose another, he reached out and grasped another hand. And that tore my heart in two....
This is rambling..and really makes no sense to anyone but myself. I suppose that is ok. No one else will read this little blurb..clustered words across the screen.
Tonight I'm sad...and I can't pinpoint why. I want wine to chase it away, but that won't help. It'll just numb it for awhile. Why am I sad? Who knows...this search is harder than I thought it would be. I won't give up, but I may get discouraged.
I'm looking for a needle in a million haystacks. And there have been a lot of pinheads that have posed as that needle, but I'm seeing past and learning... |
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I'm here. New, shiny. But not really. I'm a little old, a little rusted. I was here before. Bright eyed and busy tailed. Ready, willing. But then things happened, and I moved away from something that brought me great joy and pleasure. But now I am ready to grab that again. I am ready to be full of joy and pleasure again. Let the hunt begin. |
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