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About Hesitantsub

Im searching for a Dominant lady who is willing to help fulfill a few fantasies of mine that I think I am now ready to turn into reality...



I want to be tied up inescapably with ropes or chains, have my mouth taped shut, my eyes blindfolded, and then teased and used as you deem fit.



I travel to Shanghai, Singapore, Kuala Lumpur (KL), and the UK fairly regularly.

If you are based in any of these locations and are interested in talking further, please feel free to write to me.



Thank you.





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Some of my interests include

- Sensory deprivation

- Solitary confinement

- Enforced chastity



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Uploaded two new pictures of my time at the LDH dungeon in Bethnal Green, London earlier this month... !!

I will be in London in January 2013, and am really keen to find someone who is willing to take me under her wing and use me for her pleasure, in the process fulfilling some of my dark fantasies as well... 

 

Please feel free to hit me back with questions if any. 

Lovely story! ....

 

"

It all started about 10 years ago. One Friday night I was in a bar in the city where I live, when I noticed that the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen was looking at me across the room. I could hardly believe it, but before I knew it she walked over and started talking to me. I was still thinking "What's wrong with this picture?" when she suggested we go to a nearby hotel.

Once we got to the room, she offered to get me a drink from the mini bar. Suspecting nothing, I drank the whiskey and asked her what her name was. "No names," she laughed, "it's better this way." I remember feeling disappointed that she obviously didn't want to see me again after that night (how wrong can you be?) At that moment, I started to feel woozy. I looked across at her and saw an evil smile on her face that I will never forget. It was the last thing I saw before passing out.

When I awoke again, I don't know how much later, I was naked and securely chained by my wrists and ankles to the four corners of the bed. My struggles against my bonds got her attention.

"Ah, awake at last," she said. "I was beginning to think you'd miss the main event." As she said this, she held up a shiny metal belt with some kind of device attached to it. Reading my thoughts, she explained, "This is a male chastity belt, the most secure on the market. There's never been a single case of a man managing to escape from this belt without the key, or have an orgasm - or even an erection - while locked in it. The metal is so strong that there is no way you could cut or burn through it without doing irreparable damage to what's inside it."

"In a moment I am going to lock this belt on you, then leave, taking with me the only key. The handcuff on your right hand is a special device of my own construction, incorporating a timer. In - let's see - a little over three hours, it will unlock automatically, allowing you to reach the keys to your other handcuffs, which I've left on the bedside table there, so you can set yourself free. Apart from the belt, of course!" she added with a laugh.

"By the time you're free I will be long gone, and you will have no idea where I've gone or even who I am. There will be nothing you can do except wait until I contact you and give instructions for our next meeting. I haven't decided yet how long I'm going to wait, and even if I had I wouldn't tell you. It could be a few weeks, months or even years. These meetings are your only chances to get temporarily out of that belt - though you will always be restrained just as you are now, of course. Sometimes I will allow you an orgasm, sometimes just tease you to the point of insanity then lock the belt back on again. It's my decision, and you'll never know which it's going to be. If you want even the slightest chance of an orgasm, you have no choice but to go along."

"Your temporary freedom will come at a price, of course. Sometimes the pain of a severe whipping, sometimes some humiliating or disgusting task you'll have to perform before I unlock you. But then ending will always be the same - I'll lock the belt back on and leave you lying there, counting the hours until the timer sets you free."

"Welcome to the rest of your life."

I had no time to take in the appalling picture she was painting of my future, as she was already locking the belt onto me. My cock dispappeared into a metal tube which seemed to be exactly the same size as its flaccid state - there would be no way I could get even the slighest erection. The belt itself looped around my waist, with two chains running between my legs between the belt and the cock tube. The whole thing had a built-in key mechanism rather than a separate padlock. As she snapped the lock shut, I saw once again that look of pure sadism in her eyes.

"Well, time I was going," she said. "But I'm worried you might be bored just lying there for the next 3 hours. Let me give you something to think about." With that, she took a 2 litre bottle of water from the mini bar. She gripped my nose in one hand, thus keeping my head still and forcing me to open my mouth, and forced me to drink the entire bottle. I wondered for a moment if the water was also drugged, but then suddenly I understood the torment she was inflicting - within half an hour I would desperately need to pee, but would have to wait another two and half hours in agony before I could.

She got up to leave.

"Wait!" I blurted out. "You... you can't do this to me."

She shook her head as if dealing with a particularly dimwitted child. "Understand one thing. I can do absolutely anything I want to you, and I'm going to spend the rest of your life proving it. The torture and humilation you suffer will be limited only by my imagination, which is to say, not limited at all. And even though you know how much suffering a phone call from me will mean, you'll pray every morning that that day will be the day I finally call, since I'm the only way you can get relief from your unimaginable sexual frustration."

She leant over me and made an ajustment to the timer-controlled handcuffs. "Why don't I give you a few extra hours to think about it", she said.

It was six months later when she finally contacted me, calling from an untraceable number. I was given strict instructions to rent a room at a particular hotel and wait for her there. When she arrived, she told me straight away that she didn't have the key to my belt with her, so I could forget any ideas I had about overpowering her to get it. She would only go and fetch it once I was securely handcuffed to the four corners of the bed - and of course, forcing me to drink a couple of litres of water "for old times' sake".

Finally, after several hours, she returned. (I suspect the key wasn't really that far away, but she enjoyed the thought of leaving me lying there, helplessly awaiting her return.) She removed the infernal belt, and my poor deprived cock sprang instantly to attention. I won't go into the torments and teasing of the next few hours, except to say that when she finally did grant me release, she stressed that I shouldn't take it for granted and sometimes I would be going through all this hell with no reward at the end. Like everything else she promised, it turned out to be true. After 10 years I still have no idea who she is. I have no way of contacting her to plead for mercy, and no way of guessing how long she will leave it before contacting me. When she does, I have no way of saying no to whatever cruel punishments she has devised as the price for my all too brief freedom.

Yet my fear at what tortures she may inflict on me is nothing compared to the terror that she will one day stop calling. She has dropped dark hints that she may get bored of our arrangement and bring it to an end - meaning, of course, that I would be left belted for ever, with no hope of escape.

I am completely broken and helpless."

 

AN OPEN (AND SHUT!) OFFER!!

I am getting a bit desperate now to experience and embrace submission.

Being locked in chastity, is something I would really like to try – I am almost obsessed about it! So, if you know what the above means, and you have an inescapable male chastity cage, and would love to lock it on a man and simply leave it on… contact me. I swear – I am crazy enough to go ahead with this, and you get to keep the key!

 

I came across this story on the internet... how I wish this was me!

 

If anyone here can make this story a reality for me, shout! - I will be yours without conditions and ceremony ! :-)

 

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" Nightfall. Why couldn't it come earlier. The sun going down left orange and yellow streaks of light streaming through the soft brown plush curtains hanging in her bedroom. Leaving a warm glow over the four poster oak framed bed covered in black. Black silk sheets fell all the way to the floor. Beside the bed lay a glinting silver tray about three feet long, almost like a tray seen in operating rooms at the hospital. Across the tray lay more black. Black cases stacked on top of each other. No particular order about them just stacked three high. One lay open and she reached in and took out the silver and black contraption inside. Wires ran out of one end and ended in a plug.

She pulled back the sheets on the bed. A man lay there. More black. Black ties holding his arms and legs to the four posters of the bed. A black blindfold over his eyes. A black strip of cloth tightly gagged his mouth closed. A black strip of silk wrapped tightly under his balls and over the top of his cock which stood fully engorged a little wetness could be seen along the slit at the top. Black clamps were attached to his nipples causing them to swell and stand also at attention. More black clamps were attached to his balls. Each clamp had a wire coming out of the bottom.

She bent over the mans body and put her face down close to his balls. She gently blew on them and watched as his whole body shivered and his cocked bobbed up and down. No sound came from the man who was dark skinned and had long hair pulled back in a pony tail. She watched the mans cock bob four times and blew again. Bob. Blow. Bob. Blow. Interesting, she thought. The next time instead of a blow she stuck out her tongue and licked along the side of the clamps embedded along his balls.

His whole middle section convulsed up into the air off of the bed. She could see the pre cum glistening on the end of his cock start to drip down the front of his dick. She leaned down and licked his shaft licking off all of the moisture. Again convulsion lifting his dick up into the air and back down. She gathered up the wires coming from the ends of the clamps and connected each one to the others. She then connected them to the wires on the contraption from the black box. Then she plugged the other end into the wall. She reached for the little button above the plug and pushed it. This whole body stretched taught and a low moan came from the man as perspiration poked his brow. His forehead furrowed and his breathing grew shallow. The clamps were now sending a very low electric current to his nipples and his balls as well as a very intense constant vibration. She bent down and took his head in her mouth and sucked hard. A muffled scream came from the man.

She kept sucking and slid her fingers along the crevice of his ass. More moans. She stopped suckling and rubbed her fingers across the top of his dick wetting them in the moisture there. She then slid her forefinger slowly into his asshole feeling along the front for that chestnut area called the prostate. There it is she thought as she started lightly massaging his prostate with firm long strokes and resumed her suckling taking half of his dick in her mouth and suckling as if suckling on a straw working her throat over the dick not moving just suckling. His body was quaking now. Constant quaking shaking his body from head to toe. Steady moans could be heard from beneath the gag and sweat was glistening along his chest now.

By now darkness had settled in. the room was now pitch black and a mixture of humming, moaning and suckling sounds were the only sounds heard. She sucked his whole dick into her mouth and inserted another finger to join the other in massaging his prostate. She then started bobbing her head up and down faster and faster. The free hand went to the button on the contraption connected to the clamps and pushed another button just above the other one. The clamps started loosening and clamping back together in a steady rhythm. The electric current gone but the vibration more intense.

She stopped sucking withdrew her fingers from his ass and got up. She reached into another case and withdrew a four inch long one inch wide curved dildo. She rubbed some lube on the end and inserted the dildo into his ass. The dildo curved just so it was pressing directly and firmly into his prostate. She then turned on the vibration. The dildo started vibrating and rotating around in small one inch circles. She turned it up and the circles got a little bigger as well as the circumference of the dildo itself. It was now two inches wide. She left it running.

She crawled up his body feeling her tits slide across his sweating chest and when she was at his face she took off the mouth gag. "Please", he whispered hoarsely. "Please what?" she asked in a soft voice. "Please let me cum!" he said forcefully. She laughed and raised up so the only thing touching him was the tip of her left breast on his lips. He latched on and sucked hard. Sucking for all he was worth. She felt the sensation rush to her pussy and switched breasts. "Suck!" she said. He sucked hard and loudly.

"Give me your pussy! Please!" he growled. She turned around and placed her clit over his mouth and took his dick into hers. He growled like an animal and suckled her citrating it deep into his mouth and licking it steadily. She was suckling his dick taking it all the way to the bottom and back to the top as fast and as deep as she could.

" Don't stop!" she cried as her body convulsed. He sucked harder. " Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh! I'm Cumming!" Yeah! Yeah! Oh fuck, yeah!" She stopped sucking him and turned around to kiss him in the mouth. She could taste herself and she turned around and poised her ass over his dick and held it tight.

Do you want me to sit on your dick baby?" She asked. "Please!" he groaned.

She rubbed the head of his cock along her pussy soaking it in her cum juices and aimed it towards her ass hole. She lowered herself onto his dick feeling it slide in until the head was in and stopped. " Enough?" she asked. His body was lifting off of the bed trying to get his dick in further. She reached around and pulled off the silk wrapped around his dick and as it slid from under his balls she sat down completely impaling herself onto his dick.

"Fuck!" he yelled. She started slamming herself up and down, up and down. Harder and faster each time. " God!" he croaked. She whimpered, "Mmmm, uh, yeah. Fuck that ass baby!"

"Shit!" He yelled. "Damn, mmmm, tight!" She could feel him getting harder and throbbing. "Cum baby!" she whispered as she ground down hard.

"Yeah! I'm cuuuummmming!" He yelled as his body went ramrod straight and she could feel him pump his cum up her ass.

She fell back onto him still grinding her ass onto his dick feeling his body inside and out pumping and convulsing. "Don't you love the night baby." She whispered as his cum finished pumping into her ass and she felt his body shaking beneath her back. "Mmm" was all he managed as he lay beneath her still vibrating with the clamps. "

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