her2spankmehard

Hi there. My name is Terry And I live in Salisbury Maryland. I am new to this lifestyle but i know what im looking for. I am intelligent and can carry on a discussion of more than a sexual nature. I love to cook and listen to music and watch movies. I am in management and deal with lots of decisions and actions on a daily basis. I am looking for release on a long term ongoing basis. I am looking for a dominant female to help me release by serving her. I want a Domme who can sit and chill and talk with me and have a few laughs together as easily as she can have me over her knee and spanking my bare ass so its a brilliant shade of deep red. Is there a Domme out there that can reach the inner parts of both aspects? Is there a Domme out there that can and will deal with me as a person on one side and a service tool on the other? Can a woman acually go from laughing and talking with you one moment as a friend and sitting her bare ass fullweight on your face the next? Would a good friend give you heartfelt advice in one instant and in the next have you naked over her lap paddling your bare ass as your begging her to stop? I would like to meet such a woman who can treat me like the person i am which is smart ,funny and independant but also can cross the line when she feels its right to make me submit to her desires and use me for her amusement and enjoyment through my pain and suffering. I am looking for a good friendship and in return i offer my body to her for her use and abuse. Be it a long hard OTK paddling or a long slow deliberate ass smothering or anything that pleases her. Can she be there for me as a person as well as let my body be there for her to use as she wishes? I am submissive yes and i will serve the Domme however she wishes but i would like some moral support aside from that aspect of things. If this Domme i am looking for finds me and knows what i am talking about I will do ANYTHING she requires because i know she really knows ME as a person. I truly would consider becoming her SLAVE and relocating if she can offer the duality i am looking for. Make no mistake about it that i will endure CP as severe as she wishes, until and beyond me crying and bawling like a baby and begging her to stop and Humiliation and degradation as extreme as she can dish out WILLINGLY if aside from that she will not only use and abuse me, but be there for me as a friend when i need it. Is she out there that can give me the friendship i need in exchange for full control over my body for her use and abuse whenever and however she desires? If your out there and reading this and its you then PLEASE contact me and we can take it from there. I will make a good Submissive for you!!