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heidijones

I have known for many years now that being dominated was very arousing to me in the bedroom. I have also found that not being the decison maker in relationships was also appealing to me. I believe that what I want is a Master, someone who is like a father figure ( for lack of a better terms) both in and out of the bedroom. I seldom have orgasms and believe that once I develope a trust and bond with my Master, this is something that I would no longer have control over...make sense? Feel free to explain it to me if it does. Thank you, Heidi
6/11/2005 5:08:06 AM
I want to apologize for taking such time to respond to the emails that I have gotten. I am a single parent and work full time on several projects and this tends to keep me pretty busy. I think that one of the things that frightens me about this lifestyle is the fact that I do not have as much free time as ome would like for me to have. Is it ok to expect this understanding?
5/23/2005 6:19:59 PM
It has been a week since my last post here. I have been out of the state doing photo shoots and videos. I apologize for not responding to emails and answering instant messages but I will do my best to get them caught up....
5/14/2005 10:08:04 PM
I am leaving in the AM to go to Myrtle Beach for bike week...going to be dancing there and doing some photo shoots...I am pretty excited to go I just hope the weather is nice while I am there. I have been trying to answer some of my emails but have not gotten to alot of them because I have been trying to get things ready for this trip and also working a lot to prepare as well...I am going to get going now...I am not sure if I will have a chance to email while I am gone but I will do my best.
5/10/2005 7:24:52 PM
I have received a number of emails from people online now that say I should read this or that, and they ask me if I have ever had experience in this lifestyle...my answer is yes.
I have been blindfolded once, lead into a bedroom in a strange house and I actually think that I was licked at least once or twice by a big dog...then the man who took me there...that was interesting.
I played with a couple who were Master and slave...but I think that when he was having his way with me she was a little upset which threw it off a little. He fisted me and she enjoyed watching and comforting me through that...spankings and choking are favorites of mine.
5/9/2005 7:57:39 PM
I submitted my profile today after a friend told me about this site, perhaps I will be able to find myself here. If nothing else, maybe I will be able to understand things a little better.
fmdoll
 
 Age: 19
 London, United Kingdom