Havix

Too weird to live; too rare to die.

Here is hoping....

 I know the new journals show up on a page, and people watch them...If someone reading this happens to also be one of the message board dwellers, I am having some issues with getting to the message board side.

When I click the link, it takes me to the index of the message board, but it shows me as logged in as guest. When I go to log in, it tells me my account isn't in the database. When I go to the register account page, it just loops me over and over, but still allows me access to my mail box.

I have emailed tech support, but gotten nothing back.

Any ideas, because it won't let me post at all.

Thanks, in advance.

I will always be the virgin-prostitute, the perverse angel, the two-faced sinister and saintly woman.

I have always had the  view that people who define their lives in the strictest of sense tend to be those without true definition or understanding of themselves or the world around them. It is the grey that holds life. It is the grey that gives depth and definition. It isn't in the darkness that we find the shadow that makes life rich and meaningful. It is in the grey that surrounds and offsets the darkness and the light. 

What vastly strange and interesting people there are here. 

I have been insulted for everything from my choice in profile picture to some imaginary tests that should serve as proof of my legitimacy. So weird.

profile...upon advice from one wiser than I...

Havyx.

Enjoy.

I should mention that for the current moment, any form of communication will be in email format only. I do not have instant messengers, I do not do chat invites, I do not give out phone numbers, I do not go beyond email. Period. 

I have been told this is topping from the bottom--which I find to be absolutely hilarious--because I limit communication. Well, here, let me tell you..I have a life, a career, children, a home, school and a whole bunch of other wonderful things that I have built up for myself. I call it my life. And until I got that initial email, you weren't in that. So that means I need to protect everything I have, and you need to show me that I can trust you to let you in. Any reasonable person is not going to just jump on the phone with you after 2 emails. 

Let's be realistic. If I met you on the internet and showed up at your house that weekend, would you really want to keep me? No. I find that people tend to treasure the things they have to actually work for. 

I don't mean any disrespect, but, I have a right to protect myself and my life and until I know you are not a serial killing maniac, you get no further than email. And it's okay, if you don't understand. That's perfectly okay. But, don't be mad at me because I have rules and standards. Old fashioned, I know.