Kitten here

so my health just seems to keep takeing a beating and its not even enjoying it seems like I have strep throat know onto of all the tests I still have to get done on my tummy this sucks

I dont do being sick well nor do I enjoy takeing anti biotics

So its been alittle while sence I updated here

spent yesterday in the hospital it sucked I woke up with really bad pains in my stomach so we rushed out to a walk in clinic hopeing they could shed some light on my problem I couldnt walk the pain was so bad I was crying it was horrible! we get into see the doctor at the clinic at first he thinks im haveing an eptopic pregnacy sence Iv missed my period and Im haveing such pain low blood pressure nausea and fainting so he does a pregnacy test and nope so then he things it might be my apendix but nope not that eaither so hes stumped he says to go home rest dont move if i throw up or the pain gets worse to go right to emerg.

On the way home from the clinic I throw up a few times figureing its just motion sickness i dont pay much attention I get home lay down and within a half hour the pain is so bad im passing out from it I start throwing up i get a fever 104.5 so then its off to the hospital.

We get down and into triage where they take my blood and information then send me off to the wateing room 3 hours pass and Im finnaly called into see a doctor I get my room and I ask if anyone knows how long the doctor will be Im told it can be another 6 hours!!!

by this time the pain has stopped and Im like fuck it im not dealing with 6 hours of sitting here that will be 9 hours at the hospital so I just leave

Next thing I know im being paged and there are all theses security gaurds looking for me aparently iv been labeled a run away patient so Im taken back to the room where I have to sign myself out I do that and leave.

Made an appointment to see my own Doctor so that he can do the same tests that they were going to do at the hospital jeez sometimes I wonder if free health care is really worth it.....guess I cant really complain it could have been alot worse I could have been the women haveing sezuires that had been there for 16 hours and not even seen...

as for today my tummys alittle sencitive but nothing compaired to yesterday I can eat and drink so Im not complianing today Just still very sleepy I think I might take a nap

Kitten here
So I'm feelings extreamly little tonight I'm cranky and feel like crying, I woke up this morning haveing to rush for work I came out of my house and freaking fell on my stairs outside smashing my head off the steps and knocking myself out cold, Ended up with a minor cuncusion and wasnt able to have my nappy so Im now even more cranky and my head still hurts :(

Kitten here
So I have been working on loseing some weight (down to 132 woot)
I have found a great recipe to help out with my need for chippies there home made veggy chips
all you need are
Potatoes (doesnt matter what kind I used different ones)
yams (or sweet potatoes)
carrots
any other veggies
veggy oil

you slice them very thin I used a potatoe peeler to get them thin then you put them in a bowl with a little oil just enough to lightly cover them then lay them on a cookie sheet only 1 layer then cook on 400F for 15 min then reduce to 250f until they are done make sure to check regularaly because they cook at different speeds and you dont want any to burn

they are fucking great!

Im so excited! I know im supost to be blogging about my training and everything but I have the best news in the world! Master is comeing to my place for Christmas it means I can treat him super special and just let him relax everything!
Im going to make alot of special treats for him decorate the house everthing im so excited I can show him what a good slave I can be Ill show him Im worthy of serving him everything
Hes makeing one of my dreams come true Iv always wanted a good Christmas where Im able to cuddle up with someone watch a silly Christmas movie while drinking tea or hotchocolate (or coffee) the drink doesnt really matter and just be with the one i love with a tree set up and everything its gunna be perfect!

Kitten here
I feel horrible once again my Master gets to preform and I cant be there im so proud of him I want to be there to support him and I cant I hate the distance I cant wate until were together I just want to beable to cuddle in close to him to share my life with him, I feel like such a sap but I cant help it I love him

Kitten here
just finnished working my ass for the day its tired and sore, Im not sure if its because of my period but im literaly exhaused im kinda hopeing my friends dont want to hang out tonight. got some new tea to try tonight apple camamile yay!
back to my ass tho its getting slightly less hard to get the dildo in :) hope im makeing Master happy hehe and we were talking lat night about natural vs c section birth.... I know when you give birth it sretches but does it go back to the same as before will it still feel the same for Master? will it feel better?

Kitten here again
Im dieing of hornyness right now, its my time of month and for some reason I get like crazy horny, Master isnt helping any sending me dirty pictures hehe
still have to do my ass exercises tonight kinda looking forward to it I enjoy the humiliation of it and knowing that im pleaseing Master that makes me happy and warm inside ^_^

Kitten here Master wants me to start blogging about my ass training so I figured I should start before I get introuble
It still seems to hurt when I use anything in side my ass doesnt matter what lube helps alot tho
once its inside the pain stops and the pleasure seems to start I enjoy the fucking but still
Master wants me to train my ass daily so that its easyer for him to use hopefully all goes well