harnrohrentraing

wer deutsch spricht, darf mich gerne auf deutsch anschreiben

my bdsm history started when i was 16 years old. i made many experiences with many dominants, but felt that what i really need would happen to be an extreme sadist and degrader who would simply not care about my feelings, and subject me to a rigid training designed to break me forever. when i was nineteen years old, i found what i had been looking for. i found my master in a bdsm club. he was a greatly experienced dominant at the age of 67, who reduced me to owned property, had me used widely by both friends and paying guests. he made me feel whip, crop, and cane on a daily basis and with no mercy. he was an extreme sadist giving pain i could only bear when being in bondage. his main interest was however dilation. when he trained me anally i wore butt plugs around the clock to the point that i was able to accept his fist in my anus. vaginally i had to be able accept both of his fist. and towards the end he started training my urethra with professional dilators. very unfortunately he passed away one year ago. as he had been the perfect master for me it was a tremendous loss from which i never recovered.

i need to be owned again. it needs to be a relentless ownership - extreme, perverse, painful, uncompromising, and hopefully for the rest of my life. the dominant i am looking for needs to be an experienced mature person (either male or female). in order to go to extremes one needs to have experience. so i am sorry to say that i am not looking for a young dominant.