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Friends Always Welcome!
Update: Recent move about an hour from my former Chicago suburbs location, and now am enjoying a more quiet location in southern/central Wisconsin and exploring Janesville, Delevan and whatever else is around here that I haven't discovered yet, lol!
I am a submissive female in the Chicago area. I enjoy exploring, learning, and discovering more about my desire to submit, as well as the excitement and intensity of BDSM play. I seek a Master who will help me continue to grow and learn, and find the happiness, peace, and fulfillment that comes from pleasing and serving my One. I am not a passive woman who submits to all, but a strong woman who desires to submit completely to One Master.
I am looking for a Dominant who is loving, yet strict, intelligent, caring, polite, considerate, has a good sense of humor, and someone I can respect. A Dom who is into the mental and emotional aspect of BDSM, as well as the physical side of it. Someone who is looking for a real relationship and all that entails, who carries the D/s side of a relationship outside of the bedroom, while also understanding the realities of living in a vanilla world. I seek a man who will offer his gift of Dominance in the same spirit in which I offer my gift of submission. Honesty is vital, as are values, honor, integrity, and strength of character. He must be trustworthy and understand the risk I take in placing my trust in him, as I will be privileged and honored with the trust he places in me.
Please do not respond if you are married or have other subs; if you feel that honesty is only required of the submissive and is an option for you; if you play games of any kind in a relationship or with other people's hearts and minds; or if you are only looking for occasional sex. If you live in the Chicago area and "real" applies to you, an e-mail would be most welcome and I look forward to hearing from you. 
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I just did approximately 40 minutes of a meditation I have recently been trying, it's not new, but just new to me. Having become more involved in meditation over the last year in particular, I have found I usually get the most out of guided meditation, especially with either some music or other nature sounds in the background, and have found I can get fairly deep. I was curious though about this "brain sync" or "entrainment" and lots of other names used for it, that claims to allow even deeper meditation and more quickly. I tried some free samples off various sites, etc. and was actually surprised that it does seem to have an affect on me. This was the longest time I tried using it, and what I found - either disturbing or interesting, not sure which at this point - was that as I was really going deep, I kept visualizing being flogged or whipped. This caused me to wonder if anyone has tried combining these two things, this type of brain sync sounds along with the physical and emotional sensations of a heavy play? I think that sounds like it would be a fascinating combination, for those who are into the mental aspect, and especially since I have found subspace to be almost a spiritual experience. I also find myself craving more of this.....like I didn't want to come out of it and wanted to just play the mp3 over and over.... |
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| Age: 18 |
| Echuca.,
Australia |
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