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Male Submissive, 49, DUBLIN
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Male Dominant, 42, West Midlands
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Male Switch, 54, Jerusalem
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About happysubslave
 Welcome and Greetings to you/You all/All... Thank you for taking the time to drop by and view my profile. A bit about me.. i am a happy subslave in training to a wonderful Master. We have been together for over 2 years now and i am living and loving the reaility of being owned by that special person who has brought about what i can only describe as fantasies into real life...Since i was a young girl i have forever fantasised over someone having complete control and ownership of me.. of my sexual kink which i have struggled to make sense of....and now i am living the dream! i feel enpowered to share some of my stories with You all and i truly hope that i can encourage others to have that courage to go forth and become that 'real person within.'...My journey to subslave fulfillment is met with many everday challenges... i am a mother, a business owner, a leader in my community. Over the past 2 years I have come to terms with the fact that in order for me to be effective in all my roles, the most important fundamental component for me to acknowledge is that foremost i am a proud strong submissive whose growth and development is completely and utterly dependent on the inner core strength that this bdsm relationship has facilitated for me to be ....that person who thrives on the sense of belonging to a Master who dually understands both my mental and physical needs. Please feel free to contact me whatever your sexual kink might be, should you wish to connect and share. I'm hoping to upload one of my fav rubber pics here very soon... |
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DO YOU SUFFER FROM LOW SELF ESTEEM, LACK OF SELF WORTH... FIND YOURSELF DOING EVERYTHING FOR OTHERS AND NOTHING FOR YOURSELF.... DO YOU WANT TO FIND A GREATER HAPPINESS FOR YOUR INNER AND OUTER WELL BEING.... THEN I HAVE THE ANSWER FOR YOU..... |
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Love is the way to lightness... If you let love and lightness into our world it can be the answer to all our feelings of past dismeanours and nightmares that has led us into the path of darkness... treat darkness with light and you will be a happier individual..... Let light into your world and you will be in a better space...a better time in your journey in this life. it will pave the way for you to become a happier and contented individual.... Darkness breads darkness..... The path we choose in our lives is sometimes that... our choice... for whatever reasons we think we need to treat darkness with darkness.. but this is only a quick fix .....we need to understand the reasons behind our initial feelings of darkness.... before we can let love and lightness respond to our true individual needs and behaviours....I am here to help.... LET LOVE RESPOND... IT WILL IF YOU LET IT. |
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HOW WILL LOVE RESPOND...... PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS CONCEPT FOR A MINUTE ..... IF YOU TREAT DARKNESS WITH DARKNESS WHAT DO YOU GET..... TREAT DARKNESS WITH LIGHT WHAT DO YOU GET.... DARKNESS CAN MEAN A NUMBER OF THINGS TO A NUMBER OF PEOPLE.... NATIONS AT WAR, INTERNAL FIGHTING - FELLOW COUNTRYMEN AT WAR AGAINST EACH OTHER.... US AS INDIVIDUALS WITH OUR OWN INTERNAL WARS FESTERING WITHIN US. AND TREATING ONE ANOTHER WITHOUT ANY RESPECT ONLY RESENTMENT, RETAILIATON AND HATE........ THESE HAVE NOT BEEN CURED AT ANY TIME BY RESPONDING IN THE SAME MANNER AS THEY WERE INFLICTED UPON US....... LIGHTNESS IS THE WAY FORWARD........NOT DARKNESS..... LOVE IS THE WAY FORWARD... ITS THE ONE THING THAT ALL OF US CRAVE, BUT FIND SOMETIMES SO DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS AND BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE..... I FEEL FORTUNATE THAT I HAVE FOUND THE LIGHT AGAIN.... AND KNOW THAT MY INTERNAL SELF NEEDS TO BE NUTURED WITH LIGHT... NOT DARKNESS... PLEASE RESPOND TO ME IF YOU TOO WANT TO FIND THAT LIGHT TO MOVE YOU FORWARD IN YOUR LIFE TOO.... |
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A wonderful weekend of relaxing and sexual pleasure. This morning we hooded up Sir pumped my arse and we had a wonderful cum session...... I love making the cock cum in my pussy cunt, its such an amazing feeling ! |
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Some time alone this weekend to gather my subslave thoughts and report them to Sir... i miss his presence already.... of not being by his side.. at his feet. eagerly awaiting his command to rubber up and delight in the attention the rubber glove provides me with or indeed to provide him with the many pleasures i have learned. It seems like ages since we've had some real bdsm time alone, but hopefully this week whilst we're childless we'll be able to make up for lost time..i'll have fun reporting my wicked thoughts to him.. and if i'm lucky he'll allow me to pursue these... Will wander off into subslave dreamland and recapture some of this morning's playtime . i love dressing in my ninja hood and wondering off into subspace whilst he clamped my clit and gloved my cunt until it spurted all over... and lucky me was privelledged to make the hardened cock cum too.... i'm feeling happy with myself that i'm becoming such an expert in pleasuring Sirs cock.... makes me feel such a useful subslave... my service to Sir makes me feel complete. 
HOW WILL LOVE RESPOND...... PLEASE THINK ABOUT THIS CONCEPT FOR A MINUTE ..... IF YOU TREAT DARKNESS WITH DARKNESS WHAT DO YOU GET..... TREAT DARKNESS WITH LIGHT WHAT DO YOU GET.... DARKNESS CAN MEAN A NUMBER OF THINGS TO A NUMBER OF PEOPLE.... NATIONS AT WAR, INTERNAL FIGHTING - FELLOW COUNTRYMEN AT WAR AGAINST EACH OTHER.... US AS INDIVIDUALS WITH OUR OWN INTERNAL WARS FESTERING WITHIN US. AND TREATING ONE ANOTHER WITHOUT ANY RESPECT ONLY RESENTMENT, RETAILIATON AND HATE........ THESE HAVE NOT BEEN CURED AT ANY TIME BY RESPONDING IN THE SAME MANNER AS THEY WERE INFLICTED UPON US....... LIGHTNESS IS THE WAY FORWARD........NOT DARKNESS..... LOVE IS THE WAY FORWARD... ITS THE ONE THING THAT ALL OF US CRAVE, BUT FIND SOMETIMES SO DIFFICULT TO EXPRESS AND BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE..... I FEEL FORTUNATE THAT I HAVE FOUND THE LIGHT AGAIN.... AND KNOW THAT MY INTERNAL SELF NEEDS TO BE NUTURED WITH LIGHT... NOT DARKNESS... PLEASE RESPOND TO ME IF YOU TOO WANT TO FIND THAT LIGHT TO MOVE YOU FORWARD IN YOUR LIFE TOO....
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This week has been full on, getting back into the swing of normal work and our bdsm life. Sir has insisted on some well deserved training and not allowed me to cum for a few days, which has been so hard... but this morning we hooded up and had amazing cums... I've dressed in my rubber dress and boots tonight, and eagerly await his return home from work...Have my clit pumped up just the way he like likes it to be... yummmmy... oh |
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 Happy lucky subslave little girl i am. Daddy has given me so many cunt rewards since my return home. Have been hooded, clamped, gagged and fucked in all orfices... yummy... made feel like the true little slut girl i am for my Sir....makes me think he may have missed his subgirl as much as i have missed him.. This morning's session has provided me with the yummiest of regular flashbacks throughout the day. It has been so hard to concentrate on shopping... Sir put on his rubber gloves and we fingered, fucked, bit, licked and sucked for over an hour until he came in my little sub cunt...my cums are so powerful.. i feel like i am going to levitate sometimes , my whole body shook this morning as from my cunt copious amounts of my juice squirted and sprayed all over Sir and myself... needless to say that the bed turned into a pond... could've easily needed flippers and a snorkel... Lucky me had my gask mask on...so at least some of my being remained dry.. even though by the end of our session Sir made sure my face was covered in my cunt juice too. |
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i'm working away Up North at the moment and I'm missing my Sir soooo much. ...even though i Talk to him everyday and email him of course to report on my feelings/well being. He expects me look after myself when we are apart... i went and got waxed all over this afternoon... in anticipation for my return home tomorrow evening.. hopefully if Daddy can see i've been a good girl i might be deserving of some yummy rewards.....i haven't asked permission to cum this week as i have been very busy plus i want to save all my juices for him....the thought of it makes me shiver with delight..... i hope he has planned something special.for us to enjoy. i have missed our early morning play time of having his cock deep down my throat and putting on my gas mask for him for him to enjoy me whilst I cream the cock... i love making the cock come...it is one of my greatest joys.... |
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 The challenges of being a subslave is something that I deal with on a daily basis. I'm not complaining though... I thrive on challenges and this challenge becomes a reality every day as I live and love my life as submissive to my Sir.. The emotional fear of evolving further into subslave behaviour and the giving of myself wholly and soley to my Sir is one that both excites me but sometimes can also frighten me. I ache to be Daddy's girl, to do all I can to be pleasing to him, to serve him completely and to service all his needs. His ownership of me completes me and I am so proud to be His and His alone..
I ache to be cleansed and know when it is time... I kneel at his feet and inform him... "Sir it is time I need to be cleansed." He leads me to our special place where I kneel in total submission...and he kisses me gently while He places my rubber hood and eye mask on. He fixes my titties with leather ties so that they protrude and are even more pronounced than normal and announces that he is proud that His submissive has the courage to inform Him that it is time...He instructs me to lay down and spread my cunt open wide for him...He inspects my cunt.. murmoring that it needs to be pierced as he clamps my clit and flicks his fingers over its raised and now engorged head and I almost come in sheer delight...He places me face down on the special fucking table my arse in the air ... i await anxiously for the process to start... He inserts a metal butt plug in my arse and plays with me until i shake uncontrollably and spray my juices beneath me... it is time....Already i am in the zone of where i ache to be.... i feel a thud on my back another on my arse, and top of my legs and he plays with the butt plug intermittently as he flogs me with the soft leather straps commanding me to come, which i do with a force so strong that the butt plugs finally dislodges itself and the intensity of the flogger bears down on me harder and faster.. i start to fly I'm in the space of where i want to be and i start to sob little sobs at first until i am begging for him to stop.. He guides me to stand up on my shaky feet and tells me what a good girl i am. He flogs my sensitive nipples whilst standing and i shake with delight.. He momentarily takes off my eye mask and kisses my tears away... i notice how hard Sirs' cock is and feel so aroused when i see the juices dripping from his cock... i feel both humble and proud that i have created this sensation in him and the feeling of togetherness and completeness makes me the happiest subslave ever....He places my eye mask back and talks to me in a softly hypnotonic way that keeps me in the space.. i struggle with my answers but gradually i am brought back to reality.... For the rest of the day i have flashbacks of my cleansing and shudder everytime i create these images in my mind...my love for him is overwhelming and i try not to cry when i think about the depth of my devotion to him and the happiness he has brought to my world. |
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