I am not seeking a life partner, a secret kinky shag or a casual place in someones stable of subbies and occasional play partners. (although I do occasionally play with a select few who I know and trust)

Play can be nice and mutually exciting but for me it does not fully satisfy a need I can't get away from.
I need to submit totally for one person, to feel special, treasured, recognised and valued in return for my absolute devotion loyalty and eagerness to please.