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I have no experiance and am not even sure if I would like this. I am however willing to give it a shot as the idea has always intrigued me. Would prefer to meet someone who would be very understanding that I am new to this.

Well after being on this site I have a few things to add. First and foremost I will no buy my way into your life. Sorry just not into that kind of thing. Second I am looking for a more of a partime thing. All these people I read want a live in slave sorry just not ready to commit to something like that yet.
2/24/2008 6:54:11 PM
I had the worst Friday ever.  I go to a bar with my british friend and see this really pretty girl in the corner all by herself.  I go over and we start chatting and end up heading off to another bar together.  She went to the bathroom before we left and shot up some herion or something because by the time we got to the bar she was out.  So I ended up nursing some really hot chick at my apartment on my futon THE ONLY BED I HAVE.  My british friend leaves and I am stuck watching some passed out chick to make sure she doesent die.  What a fucking night.
2/22/2008 5:30:15 PM
So I got some hot british guy coming over and I'm trying to get him to bring his *lady* friend and I'm not sure how it will work out. Lets see I'm 3 beers into a 12 pack so this rant shouldent be to bad. Why is it everyone views my profile but no one chats? Odd I guess maybe I am really ugly and just dont know it?. But then again I am not normal but neither are the people on this site LOL. Ahhh well bottoms up!
2/18/2008 1:50:01 AM
How do you think?  I know you will have misunderstand the question.  I am schizoaffective yeah I have a mental illness so go and be thankfull that you dont have to deal with visual hallucinations.  The chaos that has become my mind is always entertaining.  There is nothing quite like talking to a girl that doesent exsist.  But you dont understand cause you are "normal".  I remember what it was like to be normal and I long for it so much!  At my best moment I am distracted from my mind.  People do not seem to understand nor do they care to.  My drunken rant would go on however I must go to bed.
redsexslut
 
 Age: 19
 Fresno, Colorado