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8/29/2009 5:39:39 PM
Tons of changes and simply rolling with the flow in quite wonder......:)

5/27/2009 7:21:23 PM

i wonder what happens in our lives, at what moment we are made aware its time to let go, move on?
How far do we actually have to melt down i wonder?
Are we really a quitter because we lose strenght to fight?
Is our solace worth the loss?
Is it really true we can walk away and not look back?
Why is it so difficult for people to find true joy?
Why is the word love abused so frequently?
Is Tucson better then Oklahoma?
Does anyone even have answers for these simple questions?
                                  i wonder....


10/23/2008 4:50:02 PM
im so excited, my girlfriend and i are going to Vegas next month just to mess around for a few days!!!!!!!!!!

8/31/2008 11:54:31 AM
Life is so fickle at moments, it makes one wonder how we survive at all.....Just a thought...

7/20/2008 1:35:08 PM
tis' it just me or is absolutely everything not making sense anymore?....i wonder ~
                            

7/18/2008 9:54:35 PM

for: You
                     
                   
                            from: me


7/14/2008 8:24:05 PM
i gave Him a key that leads to one place,
His passions and desires, with no fear of disgrace.
It will open His mind to whatever may dwell
i shall surcome to His whims as well.
To give such a thing shows powerful trust
His Body and Soul, His darkest lust.
i gave Him a key that leads to one place, 
my everything freely, with no fear of disgrace.
                                                 

7/3/2008 6:56:31 PM
Happy Forth of July 
                     


                      (tomarrow)

6/21/2008 7:52:47 PM
Today was the Celtic Fest and it was a beautiful day for it...it was held indoors which was actually nice cause  we didnt have the heat..sabrina and i took a one hour Harp Lesson at the Fest, now thats not something you do everyday, but since i love harp music i found it to be really cool, sabrina wasnt so impressed..lol....Oh and for the first time in my life i tasted Guniness Beer.....$5.50 a glass and it was the worse stuff i ever tasted .sabrina and i both didnt like it and tossed it......so much for beer.. it was alot of fun and a lot of good music..you could hear flutes and harps it seemed everywhere...This was only the Second Year for this type of Fest, it was actually alot different then a Ren Faire, which i wasnt sure if it would be....im already going next year...

6/17/2008 4:56:27 PM
One thing everyone seems to have in common is, we like to complain that people dont read our profiles all the way..Granted there are some that dont but as a general rule most do.
i have current emails that still are commenting on the lost of Sam and the tattoo in my journals, so there is some reading going on. i always return a very thankful email to them, simply because someone sat at a computer and took time out of their life to read something i wrote, even tho most of the time it's simply blabbling on about things that dont matter..we all know the ones that dont look from lack of real interest on their part and of course those emails end up in the cyber delete bin, never to be seen or heard of again, but for the ones that do read your profiles and comment on your journal entries or something your interested in, dont those always deserve a polite Thank You? i guess i wrote this only because most people today at work, seemed to be in rude moods, making eachother mad and when i logged on here after coming home, the first profile i seen was someone screaming in big huge red letters 
 'READ MY PROFILE BEFORE CONTACTING ME OR I'LL DELETE YOUR ASS' yikers!!..i seen that and im already too scared  to contact that person..lafs...
does it really even have to be said?, i think we are all intelligent enough to relize if someone reads our profile or not simply in what they say in the first line or two of their emails to us..
            whatever happen to the 'quite delete?'
                 or was there ever such a thing?
                         
                  ~~Make Love, Not War~~
            have a beautiful evening everyone.....

6/3/2008 7:45:21 PM
and one more thing....since when does a 'crush' actually really mean more then a 'crush',,,it doesnt mean deep love..its simply a innocent crush...i have a crush on about 4 of YOU..that doesnt mean we are in love...but we do have nice chats and wonderful friendships...kisses ~~  trust me, when i get the 'real crush' everyone will know it..cant keep a thing like that to myself, laffs

6/3/2008 5:34:59 PM
just to clarify after recieving a few emails of congrats!!, erm, i have no one to place a 'crush on'...it was a private joke between another and i and i dont have a crush on her.
we was merely goofing off and its a long boring complicated joke..laffffin..she knows what it meant and the context...so if you sent presents, ill probably just keep them, as i love prezzies of all sorts..

5/31/2008 8:44:12 PM
*singing*....la la la, i have a crush on You, la la la..(faint drums   ).. i have a crush on You..(harmony)  la la la la...i can not touch You yet You are not far away, i have a crush on You, it started today...la la la la...(piano with backup singers )...la la la 
                                   (One fan/groupie--->)
   

5/27/2008 4:15:11 PM
well its a fact, we really do learn something everyday..such as..'do you know what a living doll is?' i didnt when i recieved this email until he explained it and i asked a submissve i was chatting too in email..i take this to be a real thing...now we all know..interesting eh?

*Such a rare beauty, I would love to make you into a living doll. I do this through hypnosis, if your interested please read my profile. Very beautiful

*im not even sure what that means..laffs

*hypnotize you into a plastic doll :)
 become mindless, a display piece and sex doll
 interested?

*hmm probaly not ,all sounds kind of out of my 
  realm... but thanks for asking :)

5/24/2008 11:47:27 AM
i feel i need to write this..just to clear up something...im not into a quick meeting for sex, not even if your willing to travel all the way from Tulsa..(laffin)..heres the thing..and ill be honest..i was married my whole adult life to one person..i dont know how to have sex with someone without being 'in' with them..i never cheated in my marriage, never had a one night stand..so meeting anyone for a scene, sex or otherwise that i wasnt 'in' with, well, honestly i would fail you..
i am for the idea of getting to know someone but that takes time and the interest to get to know me must be with you, not sporatic emails here or there, those dont seem to make connections.. you would want to talk to me as much as i want to talk to you~
Everyone have a beautiful day..and a safe weekend ~
hugss, gypsyangel

5/21/2008 5:48:59 PM

today was mostly nice, i didnt have to work and went insted to a landscape design class..i learned a few things..was back by noon,then let go of a online friendship that seemed to go around in circles leading to nowhere,  the feeling became that, i was the one who was suppose to be leading it and thats never good to make me the leader or make me feel like im suppose to be..lol, so i ate french fries then sulked a bit to much, so decided to goof off outside insted as not to feel so bad about the friendship...i do wish You well ~~
bright blessing to all on this day~~
oh i also got a ticket today, the first one in about 25 years...imagine that!! i usally get out of them for real reasons too..hmm


5/19/2008 5:03:47 PM
The polytype household isnt my thing..i get a few nice emails from these situations but its not my thing..im way too insecure and probably to jealous to share a Man i would Love with another day after day..

5/18/2008 10:36:05 AM
i recieved a couple really nice bday wishes in email..its so much appreciated and the beautiful photo that accompanied one rather interesting yet short email..thank you it was beautiful..well im working around the house then out to dinner with my daughter tonight.
bdays dont seem to be that  big of a deal when we are in the middle of a century..laffs..
hugss to all on this day ~~..
gypsyangel

5/13/2008 6:07:12 PM
Internet cat and mouse games bore me and i'll lose interest (call it ADD if you must)..it either is or it isnt...life is simply to short to go in circles..
On a wonderful note this Spring day, i have met a new local talking friend, she is my age, delightful and shes intelligent, her wavelenght is good and she just 'gets it' on alot of stuff....imagine that! my hope is we become good friends over time ~~

                     Oh, my bday is 5 days away...
           

                            woohoo!!


5/5/2008 7:44:06 PM
gezzwizzz...i admit it, things are alot tougher without the right Mentor in my life..no direction, no One to be accountable too..i still cant lose weight cause i cant seem to stick to a program and im still smoking,.....*pouts, cries, stomps and sulks* oh the tile isnt done yet either since im having a hard time staying focused and took me forever to choose the right the things..

4/25/2008 10:35:20 AM
i hope everyone is enjoying the first month of Spring, this is such a pretty time of year...even the tornado weather makes a beautiful sky...
be safe ~ blessings to All on this day ~ hugs

4/23/2008 4:40:47 PM
its been so busy with extra shifts at work, plus all the remodeling im doing and heres the thing with that...im doing it all myself to save money and some things for whatever reasons either got broken (some plumbing stuff in the bath while trying to tile)  or just arent working as i planned in my head  (uneven tile cuts) so now i have a big tiled mess up and a broken bath faucet...grrrrrrr.....hopefully this weekend i can replan my plan to fix it all up...i still owe a email or two, i havent forgot...hugsss you...oh btw..


ITS ALMOST my BIRTHDAY !!   yippie!!

4/17/2008 3:21:23 PM
i know i owe a few emails back and i will get to them, i promise...ive picked up a few extra shifts at work for the next few weeks AND been sort of remodeling my bathroom *doing tile and such*....so been busy here and its so pretty outside..i'll be online here and there, mostly when im not too tired..now im off to take a bath..... much love ~~

4/13/2008 8:45:15 PM
                                          
        time to buzz off to bed ~~ goodnight All
         

4/13/2008 8:25:21 PM
NS: Thank You for Your concern that i had been away a few days..That was sweet of You...much love ~ ga

                            (gossip below)

Apparently some people arent happy with their jobs, like my friend Vinnie...He has quit teaching tribal dance in his small village, Then he had the bone professionally removed from his head and now has become a full fledge Viking! -->   wtg Vinnie!!

4/10/2008 6:39:37 PM
 is it just me or is the 'new video greeting'   
dodad simply the coolest thing for this site??

                   ...FAR~OUT....


4/9/2008 7:17:07 PM
So there is two Dominate Males Both excellent at what They do, BUT... 

                          One is a: 
           Sexually Sadist Powerful Force

                      The Other is a:
           Sexually Nurturing Calm Force

        we all have our preferances so ask yourself,  
                    which type is best for you?

            i know exactly which One i'd cling too
                           
    
   

4/7/2008 5:41:58 PM
yes i am a BBW (big beautiful woman) ive never tried to hide the fact im over weight but some keep asking if i really am a BBW..YES i am. Some people are into BBW's, some arent and all is ok thats what make each of us Unique...  So just to make things very clear,  here is my interpretation of what a BBW is actually..

a. i cant fit in this dress
b. i should have started a diet
c. i should have stayed on the diet i started
d. this doesnt come in a bigger size?
e. oh my!!! thats cute, if i could only lose
    50 pounds!
*a quite sigh about here*
f. If only i had the RIGHT Mentor...
g. Gawd if i really quit smoking, then what??
h. yes, its ALL my metabolisms FAULT!
i. im a woman i LOVE chocolate, 
  
(THAT would HOLD UP IN COURT)
j. a BBW is anything over a size 16
k. im a waitress, i walk all day YET im fat?
   
(total  injustice)
l. at almost 48 years old, i have more
    interesting things to think about then
    if every Mans is digging my body ~
m. Finally, i always leave with this thought;
     Theres a guy out there that likes larger,
     fluffy type girls and even wants one with
     a few quirks.. 
              hugss to All on this beautiful day


4/3/2008 6:53:24 PM
woohoo, its time for the long MID-EVIL fair going on this weekend...i cant wait until tomarrow, yipppeee!!!..im listening to  fairy music right now as i type...It should be a magical day...  im so excited i feel like dancing... hugsss all around...
oh ps...ill be the muse in the dragon fly or fairy  wings..
oh pss... im not sure but i suspect that purple elephant up above may be doing aerobics and not so much dancing..* i detest aerobics*...laffs

4/2/2008 3:01:38 PM
if i dont happen to be here much to answer emails and such its because things are busy  and im probably just checking yahoo ...if we havent got close enough  where we talk on yahoo, ill get back to emails here thru out the week when i can...hugssss ~~ bright blessings to each

3/30/2008 11:10:48 AM
i keep getting asked this same question in email...'what am i looking for?'

 Someone who has wit and humor and intelligence to talk in every day langauge with me. i prefer  talking to people that havent been in this lifestyle a millon years, i would have nothing in common with You and would always feels inadaquet simply because we arent on the same wave lenght. i couldnt possibly understand all you know. i would rather explore a friendship with a total novice to this lifestyle and learn together and laugh at mistakes made. the only title i truely give myself in life is that of a..'treehugger' and everything else is surface yak yak. im a simi vegaterian and people that understand that and dont make bad comments about it, i appreciate. my favorite type of people are..ones that care about our planet, saving trees, helping animals, and spiritually are in their own class.
i have met a few friends on this site and even a few in real time and those i cherish. But to email me of all you know and how long youve known it and bla bla bla, is really wasting your time..i think D/s structure is a natural formation in a relationship and that will happen on its own. i find out more about a person in simple vanilla chat then i ever do in assuming the titles to be correct. like the old saying...the proof is in the pudding...

              *oh and a recycling artist is a plus*

3/29/2008 8:39:06 PM
my Friend Vinnie says im serious enough and He would know He is a singer at the Cabanna. He sings in the style of Regis...and He also introduced African tribal dance to His lil town..thank You Vinnie

                                       
(actual Photo of Vinnie in dance gear and Head Bone)

3/29/2008 9:55:57 AM
well its been a full seven days now and i still do not spreak one word of Danish.
i have been faithful in listening to the subliminal tape every night and yet, NOTHING! The tape sounds like Ocean waves and i think  between the cigarette patch i wear to not smoke and this tape it's been giving me bad dreams.  its like drowning in the Ocean and the last cigarette doesnt get wet BUT i have NO matches to light it.
Good thing i havent ordered the 'Learn to Speak Hebrew and Japanese All While Sleeping' yet...who knows what i'd be dreaming about then.
 

                      ********
                                     'sort' of a update

after receiving another email (the second) apparently someone doesnt feel i take anything to seriously.  let me assure You i do have a serious side it just happens that is not the side i display most readily and especially on the internet..Life is serious business, we all know this but i just keep that part mostly tucked in a little purple velvet bag and stashed under my bed, i pull it out IF needed when the time is right, then  i empty the bag out, toss all the  bits of seriousness in the air and grab one and thats the one i deal with at the moment. i really enjoy a drama free zone and seriously that takes work. 
 
Now i had a really good joke to share BUT since im typing a serious update i thought i better be serious.
*begins to whisper* did you hear the one about the 3 Dominates and a Nun that walked into a bar?...laffffffin

3/25/2008 4:43:34 PM

Toady was the BEST day ive had in such a long time ...it was so much fun, meeting Sir Daniel and His trix...OMG she is such a blast....we laughed and talked the whole time.
After i made a huge breakfast, Sir Daniel took a short Nap and this left us girls a chance to visit.
i love when i meet someone from online after talking with them for so long and they turn out to be exactly in real life as they are on the phone and email. trixxxx i miss you.... i cant wait till we all get to meet up again.
                        * A special Thank You*
Thank You Sir Daniel
for going out of Your way and making it possible for trix and i to finally meet..i will forever be grateful to You,,warm hugss...~~


3/24/2008 4:16:46 PM
this is exciting...i finally get to meet Sir Daniel and His trixie.....whoooooo! trixie and i have been phone and chat friends on this site for about 1 1/2 years now..The plan is i will prepare breakfast for them tomarrow morning on their way thru this part of Oklahoma heading to Colorado. Sir Daniel assured me they will arrive early..i have alot to prepare..i better get busy..Goodnight!...im sooooo excited!!!!....  *yipppes and huggles to trix*

3/23/2008 4:54:02 PM
Happy Easter !!! 

3/22/2008 11:12:09 AM

3/21/2008 6:58:01 Pm
 
well for some reason im not speaking any Danish yet..*faints*.........but ive been craving Danish with my coffee..like a raspberry one..i was talking with my friend on here, lilbit    and we both got ~subliminal waves~ from eachother and she starting eating poptarts..when she told me this i REALLY had to have a Danish...im not sure but suspect this cd might make me fat'ter...i should have ordered something more like, hmm:
"Snore Your Way To Skinny While Sleeping" 

 
3/19/2008 7:05:59 PM [Report Entry]
Heres something new..... i recieved a Subliminal tape today in the mail  ..'How To Learn to Speak Danish' no reading required hmmmmmm.........     this is all while sleeping??...geezwizzzers, this SOUNDS easy!!!.......i should say at this point i know absolutely no other language except English and sometimes i speak that badly..Oh wait.. i did learn to count to 10 in Spanish in the 8th grade..so i guess i spreak two languages.. Hopefully by tomarrow i should know some Danish  IF  all goes as the CD package promises..If i come online and toss a few Danish words around here and there, just please ignor me as i will probably only be showing off and acting pompas..... *any Danish speaking Dominates/submissive or just plain ol' vanilla's out here?* ps...please dont teach me just naughty words either, at least Not Yet...*grinz* 

 
3/17/2008 10:45:28 AM [Report Entry]

i heard back from master of 23+years..here is his reply..

u ask  4 2 many things u r blocked!!!!!!!!

can it be possible that i am the only one who see's the humor in this? i laughed so hard my voice went out and my stomach began to hurt a little...im trying to figure out where this might have gone wrong, could it of been, the soy meal? the rock hunting? the artsie stuff?or perhaps the Tampax? i guess he will be  just another one of lifes mysteries for me... 


3/16/2008 4:33:30 PM [Report Entry]
i received a interesting email (of sorts) today...copy and pasted as is...
 
girl i m a master of over 23+ years. i read ur profile r u slave? bondage? what r ur interest???? i have all u need!! im 4 real u b 2. 

ok, (laffin).... now normally i would simply disregard this type of note but i rarely get these so i feel compelled in some strange way to react, so this was my reply... 

Dear *master of 23 + years*
i put together a short list of things im seeking please keep in mind this is only a scratch on the surface of what im seeking and does not include any BDSM thoughts or ideas..oh and btw master if the Tampax issue is a real problem i guess i could try and remember to buy the jumbo boxes..
                Hope to hear from you soon..:)  

*First thing is someone who laughs when i pull out my book of 101 jokes you never knew i had and begin to tell them (badly) 
*Some one who when ive prepared a beautiful dinner of something soy and place it in front of them, they  graciously smile while thinking...
dam ive eaten worse..and clean the plate.
*Some one when i am looking up a word in the Dictionary, they probably already know the meaning.. *Some one who can figure out why the bank constantly un-balances my checkbook...  
*Some one that tells me im wrong when i am, and can tell me im right when i am.
*Some one that thinks im pretty even when i have the flu and feeling 101... 
*Some one who just 'gets it' that i sometimes find my comfort zone in the middle of the bed and need most of the pillows when i sleep, but they will also know they wont fall as my legs and arms will probably be   wrapped around them.
*Someone who has compassion enough to leave the last piece of chocolate.
*Some one who knows duck tape has a millon uses..and knows all of them but maybe 12
*Some one who loves to travel yet understands i would require meds to get on a plane...
*Some one i wouldnt catch wearing my stockings when i leave them hanging  to dry..
*Some one who loves all my animals as deeply as i do..
*Some one who would be Honored to be a model for a art project, this may involvecovering the head and face in clay, plaster etc...
and since that one incident, i always leave breathing holes!
*Some one who would love to write a story with me, putting a lot of energy into it and then 'just be understanding' when i suddenly lose interest..
*Some one who helps me move all the furniture around at 2 am, only to relize at 8 am, it was all a bad move.
*Some one who brushes their teeth at least 3 times a day..
*Some one who doesnt believe a Toupe' is the only alternative.
*Some one who knows He looks sexy in a suit and tie.
*Some one who loves to mow the yard and raking is a plus!
*Some one who loves to go rock collecting with me, this may require carrying heavy bag of rocks up and down hills.
*Some one who doesnt get embarrassed if they have to go to the busy store for a box of Tampax.
*Some one on the way home from buying those Tampax, stops and thinks, geez I love her, I think ill stop and get her a chocolate cookie.
*Some who can go to a laundry mat and fold womens panties alone and not fear the Husbands watching will think..*are they his*? 

 
3/15/2008 1:01:17 PM [Report Entry]
ok i was serious...going back to fantasy realm.. 
                                


3/15/2008 12:07:08 PM [Report Entry]
ok i was told to be serious and come here from the 'otherside' now im here being all serious..i wonder what happens next? (singing) 'im leaving on a jet plane '*PPM* then breaks right into 'white rabbit' *JA*waiting~~ 

 
3/12/2008 3:59:03 PM [Report Entry]
i did it!!.... i completed my last class, last night..'Hot Stone Massage/Therapy'  i love learning a new skill and working with the warmed rocks really puts a new twist on a wonderful way to relax someone..now i just have to get my hands on some Mexican Black Rocks... 


3/8/2008 1:34:14 PM [Report Entry]
i know, im sometimes really slow about getting emails back. i do apologize... 


3/8/2008 4:08:14 AM [Report Entry]
i miss home but after so many years, perhaps its changed.........bright blessings to All on this day ~ 


3/3/2008 12:40:28 PM [Report Entry]
i'll come out of fantasy land when the faeries wake me up...     


3/1/2008 9:22:38 AM [Report Entry]
Intelligence is the sexiest outfit one can wear. :) 

 
2/25/2008 10:51:06 AM [Report Entry]

excellent advice KRL, Thank You, for being watchful ~ :) 


2/24/2008 1:08:51 PM [Report Entry]
its a beautiful day here and i finally got some art completed, now there is a feeling like i can accomplish anything (well in the next few hours anyway)...hugss and bright blessings on this day ~ :) 

 
2/19/2008 10:25:25 AM [Report Entry]
ok i thought i might like to add two photos of my new'ish tattoo (the only one i have)..its the Sister Moons and 3 stars representing my Son, Daughter and (ok i'll tell you)..Sam, a German Shepherd i had almost 14 years who was like my 4 legged son..who went away last year and i still miss him so much..The 3rd star is his.
Over the moons spells gypsyangel to represent the last 10 years, as ive had no roots and feel like a nomad with no sense of foundation. Hopefully 2008 will bring changes to all and we shall all be happy and feel grounded, no matter where we are ~ bright blessings to Each on this day ~ hugss 

 
2/15/2008 6:54:33 PM [Report Entry]

to answer one question ive seem to have been asked a few times...no im not wearing a collar in this photo, its a purple satin choker ive had since the Seventies and still wear it...hugsss 


2/13/2008 6:34:16 PM [Report Entry]
Happy Valentines Day to all, tomarrow...bright blessings~ 


 

 


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 Age: 33
 Austin, tx, Texas