gruntpig

"Once upon a time I used to tell myself that "I could NEVER be that cruel".. but now, when I see what the cruelty does to him, it makes Me want to push him farther..

The humiliation deflates his ego, all the while reaffirming what he is: a slave. It deepens his dependancy. He is addicted to My voice, My body, My movements. He craves My scent and touch.

And all the while, he drips, and hardens in humiliated lustful tormented agony.

I lead it... this part of his anatomy he so enjoys. I use it as a tool, for it is there to amuse Me and to control him. It makes him what he is. Taunted, abused, degraded, humiliated, used, objectified. A slave. Nothing but a slave".

My slave.

 i am a slave with no Owner. Whether i was born a slave or whether i 'brainwashed' myself into becoming a slave - it does not matter. All that matters is that i know this, i accept this and i would have it no other way.

To me, being a slave means being owned - being used and yes, being abused by my Owner(s) - for the benefit of my Owner(s). i see my role as a slave to aid my Owner(s) in their comfort and pleasure - to make the Owner(s) life (or lives) better at my expense.

i see my status as a slave is lower then that of a pet - a pet is loved and cherished - while i should be used, abused - thought more like a multi-purpose tool - and 'appreciated' as you would appreciate your dishwasher, your washing machine - you realize your life would be less fulfilling having to do all the work you can use me for.

It should be your goal - that is the goal of any and all persons - to enjoy all that life has to offer. To devote your free time for your enjoyment, your pleasure, to the enrichment of your life in the ways important to you. It is your free time that is your life - it is when you are free to make the choice of what you wish to do.

It is my goal to give you more free time - by using my free time for your use. To perform tasks and chores that you detest, that are below you. Those tasks are especially suitable for me. But do not stop there - any task or chore you wish or need to be done and you feel your time would be better spent doing something else - use me to free up your time. That is what i am for.

It is my desire to become your servant, your butler, your maid, your cook, your chauffeur, your gardener, your go-for, your beast of burden, your handy man, your ashtray, your chair, your toilet,your whipping boy and more - what you need me to be i wish to become. But i can never become a man, your lover - i know my place will always be at the feet of my Owner(s) - and never an equal.

i exist to serve and to be used. Without an Owner i am nothing - my Owner gives me purpose. i exist for others - to serve others, to be used by others, to be abused by others.

i am a slave. i do not expect my path as slave to be easy, on the contrary i expect it to be hard. i will count on my Owner(-s) to make it hard. The harder, the more difficult, the more painful, the more i must sacrifice - all for the better. my 'limits' exist only to be stretched and surpassed - or simply ignored - because it is at these times when i truly become the slave i am - with no will of my own - no control of my own - everything in the hands of my Owner(-s) - as it should be, as it needs to be.

It is my duty as a slave to love, adore, cherish and worship my Owner(-s), to honour, respect and be loyal only to my Owner(-s) and those they may wish me to serve, to serve and obey as they wish, and to be thankful and appreciative for my Owner(-s) allowing me to be what i am - for giving me purpose - for using me.

 i should state that i do not consider myself gay, bisexual or even heterosexual. i consider myself a slave - and as a slave my Owner(-s) decide if and how i am to be used sexually. If it is the desire of my Owner(s) to sexually service male or female - i will do my best to comply.

What i seek for in Owners is simple - they must have a strong desire to own and use a slave,degrade,humiliate,de-humanize. A desire to 'show off your slave' a bonus. Age,race, looks and experience is irrelevant - all that is important is important is that you desire to own me, use me and abuse me.