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	About growlyprowly I DO NOT RESPOND TO ONE-LINERS. DON'T BE A TARDPANTS. First, let me tell you what I'm not looking for. I'm not looking for: - men in their 30's and up - strictly dominant men - men who just want sex - illiterate morons - creeps/creepy-looking men I am here for, eventually, a relationship. Scary, right? I'm not expecting troo wuv, I'm not expecting soul mates, and I'm definitely NOT expecting (or wanting) sex with strangers. I am looking for people with relationship potential. Ready? Okay. Here is what I am looking for. Local switch men, around my age, who are single. I appreciate kindness, an odd sense of humor, and an appreciation for good-natured strangeness. I ought to note that I tend to sway more towards dominant than submissive, so perhaps potential mates should be slightly more submissive than dominant. Whee.

If I didn't have to work this weekend (odd jobs, monies and such), I would have met someone. It's weird to talk about the future in the past tense, but really, that's kind of what I'm feeling right now.

While shopping today I met a man who was fairly attractive. I mean, he was foxy as hell, just not my usual 'type'. We even used to live in the same town years and years ago, and I may have possibly seen his band perform.

I want to believe in kismet, but it isn't really an issue of desperation. Being alone doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would-- It's just that meeting someone would be the cheese to the supa deluxe burger of my life.

I bought these cuff things. They are soft and black and hot pink, and I love them. They're just as comfy as I thought they'd be and, even though I'm sleepy now, when I get home for good tonight I'm going to just nap and nap and nap with them on.

They are my security blanket.

I have trouble sleeping, and always have. Walking, talking, grinding my teeth, it's terrible. I even drive in my sleep.

It's just that I'm not a restful sleeper. I have nightmares sometimes, and other times "relive" things in my life and end up doing things like wandering off into the street in my jams. Once I even woke up out of state!

It occurs to me, after reading a favorite blog of mine, that some people find comfort from different things. I have a stuffed animal that I still sleep with when things are hard; if I'm ill or there's a death that hits close to home, it's given a deathgrip.

This girl in that aforementioned blog had a "stuffed animal" in the form of wrist cuffs. It makes me want to try it, not only to keep me from wandering to the gas station naked or something, but for that restful sleep.

Opinions?

I'm ready to start over now. I'm not in love with him anymore, and as I said, just ready to start anew.

It's scary, but I'm ready, I'm ready I'm ready I'm ready. Got the rebound out of the way, and now I'm just seeking out someone with potential. No more assholes, no more losers (unless their loserdom is akin to mine), and no more abusiveness.

I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready.

Now... Where are all the non-assholish, kinky, kind, slightly-geeky-but-still-bad guys in the area? Who aren't way older than me, or in their 30's? Or just out for sex?

. . .

Shit.

Soo. All you subs/slaves out there. You hate it when you get the random, pushy messages from dominants, right? The ones that make you feel small and objectified in a baaad way and all that?

What makes you think that dominants like getting them from you?

Objectification is objectification.

I'm thinking of going Pro-Domme. Seeing as though I have a lisp, needless to say, I will be the SHECHIEST DOMINATRISCH EVER!

Hah.

Well. If there are any local ladies in my situation, where you don't want to go to strange dude's home/hotel rooms alone, and also don't practice sexual acts during sessions, feel free to contact me.

Support system, bitches! :D

To those of you wondering why you'll likely never see a "face shot" of me on this site:

While I'm all for the hitty stuff, and being open with my sexuality, not everyone feels that way. No matter how many 'I promise not to show it to other people's i hear, I'm sorry, but I'm going to err on the side of caution every time.

I'm trying to get a job caring for damaged kids who are stuck in a facility. Apparently I'm a caring person, kids love me, and sometimes all the poor guys need is a hug and someone to talk to or play Nintendo with. All three of which I, frankly, rock at.

Because I'm into BDSM and the like, it DEFINITELY does not mean I'm into children in a damaging or unhealthy way. I love kids because I've seen so many of them hurt in my family, and I was hurt as one myself. Even after I have one myself, I'm going to be pursuing jobs like this, in which I can help the ones society pushes away.

Keeping in mind, I'm not talking about just average kids-- these are seriously damaged children, both mentally and physically, and I honestly believe that one of the reasons I'm here is to help them.

Because of that, I need to keep my identity and such to myself, to protect myself from false and unfair allegations.

Soo. Yeah. Please respect my wishes in that regard, because it's a stance that won't change anytime soon.

I had phone sex for the first time evar last night. It was fun, but I don't think I'd do it again unless it was for money.

It was fun though, again, especially when the conversation before and after was so good.

I miss my sparkly vibrators.

Bleh. Why is it so difficult to find male switches in my area?

Don't give me any of that "men aren't men until they're my age" bullshit either, because there are plenty douchebags of any age or gender and I'm tired of hearing otherwise.

I'm 21. I want to be with someone in their 20's as well. Blarrgh. Rabble rabble rabble.

Also- I am not your princess/mistress/ma'am/goddess/whatever. Refer to me as my usernames if you choose to do so at all, dumb-butts.

I just got a beautiful email from a Franciscan, in regard to a question about my tattoos.

It made me feel so precious, and so special, that I can't even begin to describe it. I just love being part of the Catholic church when people like that are involved, and understand that people today face different issues than during biblical times.

That was my random happytiems for today.

If anyone is having an ethical issue with piercings, tattoos, or any other body decoration, don't hesitate to send me a pm and I'll forward his wonderful advice onto you.

Peace out.

Lately I've kinda been hankering for an older sub. Nothing serious, not a relationship or anything, but more than a play partner. Maybe just someone to cut my teeth on, so to speak.

Not too much older, of course. I'm thinking thirties to forties. Local, needless to say.

That is all.

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