GrayOwl

Well now ,that was so NOT fun. Some friends came over and their son was so nice and gave me that damm pneumonia, and then to top it all off I ended up in the hospital for a few days  and all kinds of worried friends.

What a waist of time and cash ,just wish things would start to kick in and I can get out of this part of the country.

Would love to move out of Montana ,and go some where warmer !

Oh  may be soon.

It's came to my attention that most of the slaves on any of the sites that I go on,that they assume that most Masters are rich.And as much as I would like to be as well off as most Masters are,well I am not a rich Dom.

In fact I am a poor Master.Most Dom's are more better off than I am .

Most Dom's have their own homes and or are much better off than me. And for the most part they have a good retierment,were as I don't make as much as they do

I make less than $1000.00 in a month,and there for am a poor Master.Yes I did work most of my life,but I was a dumm kid whail I was growing up and did not report alot of those under the table jobs that I worked whail I went throw my pitiful life as a kid and theirfor am now a poor man.

Compared to the rest of those to whom have reported all of their earnings throw out their work history. I was to buisy in my younger years of finding new ways on how to do drugs.

But now some 15 almost 16 years later have finally got my head out of my ass and am now clean of the hard dope. And I thank the Father of us all for the time he has given me free of the dope.

So now after this short time of being clean I now find myself with out a good retierment and the only one to blame is my self, oh well life is going to go on. And so now here I stand looking at what needs to happen from this point on.

Now I must go up and don't look back for any reson eather. For to look back is a bad way to go any more.

So now I'm on the look out for a slave who is willing to come to me,and is willing to work as well as be my slave too !

My other is 18 yr's. younger than me and is not into the same kind of kinks as I am,so she is not so willing to go the extra steps with me,nor will she slide the way I am,and thus we are at our brakeing point . She will not change for me and I am set in my ways and plane to stay this way ,for it is who I am !

So many ways to go and yet I will stay the way I am ,for with this damm C.O.P.D that I have gotten and it looks to being the only thing that is going to bring me down I choose to stay the way I am and who I am for what ever time is left for me on this plane.

And so their for I am in search of a slave who is willing to be with me untill my end.

So now here I go yet again another year and no slave to help me ring in my birthday !

A month or two back I found a slave to whom was going to be here with me on my 54th birthday,But like life has been going for the last few year's I will spend it with out a slave.

The slave in Q. was going to let me ship her upto me ,but everything I did to get her upto me was not good enough for her. She was in fact a scammer,and the straw that broke my back was when she had the gall to ask me to send her my credit card # and any thing eles she would need to acess my account !

This did not sit to well with me,and I wrote to her and sead ,Who is the Dom in this picture? And she gave me the well dummy attitude,so I told her she should be happy with what this Master was trying to do for her.

But that was not enough for her still,and for 3 days I tryed to get her to just get on the bus and to be here for me on my birthday.

But oh no I could not do anything the right way for her. So after a week of fighting with this scammer I went to the bus depot and cash out her ticket and then got a letter off to her and told her she was releasted from her bonds with me.

I also told her that to remember her I had gone out and bought myself a $0.50 cent peice (1943 ) and every time I would look at it I would remember her as the slave to whom tryed to scamm me out of every thing she tryed too !

Then this ungreatful scammer called me every name in her book,and I wrote back to her and gave her my two cents ! And then told her that I would not ever think on her again,so I guess I won't be looking at that coin for a very long time now will I.

I also be for brakeing off with her told her thank you for helping me ring in my 54th birthday.

And so now here I go yet again with my other who dose not do any thing for me on this one and only day that I would just once in my life love to have some sex on, and go with out again !

My other is some many years younger than me and I just do not under stand why she dose not want to let me feel good on this one day?

So now what do I do? Start over again ! Looks to me like this is going to have to be the way for me to go.

So here I go again,startting over this far down my way in life,and may be some day befor I get to old I can find a real slave to whom is not out to scamm me for every thing they can get out of me !

And as for little miss scammer,well let the Father deal with her. And just let go and move down that slow road again. What a way to go !

Well now that I have been scammed, I see that not all slaves on any of the sites that I go on are with out those who just do not understand how it can hurt to get a Masters hopes up and then shut that door in his face. Shit happens !

So I think it's time to clear the air just a bit.

What am I looking for in a slave: I would like to find a young slave who has not one thoght on what they are doing. Some one to whom I can train to be the way I want them to be for just me.

Some one to whom will be with me for the rest of our lives,not just untill they think they are ready to move on down the road for more better training. I would prefer them to be with me forever,and that dose in fact mean (forever) no getting trained by me and then in a feww mm,yy's moveing on. This is not what I want !

And then if you can take the training then we can move on together.

It would be ever so nice if your holes have not been used,but I know that in this day and age that is just a little to much to ask for,but their is always hope !

Slave must be willing to do anal,oral,bondage,torture,blind folds,gag bits,and anything eles we can think of whail I am training them.

I would so prefer a young hermaphrodite but a young f/m will do,but if the right young male slave was to come along I would take them under consideration.

Have to say that their are some things to these things called computers.and they off from the norm for me ,but may-be some day I can understand why they are so damm hard for me to work with.

For some reson or anouther they are to be a part of this new age for all of us,but I'm just a little lost when it comes to working on them. And so here I go off to see if I can learn more about how to work on them better.

I just have to get a little of the schooling to really under stand them,but no one ever sead that life is going to be easy.

But then life dose have it's up's and down's as dose all thing's in this world.

And as for me ,I'm just a dumm old county boy trying to understand this new way of finding a slave on this kind of thing.

It makes me feel like I'm so damm dumm,and I do not understand so much of these things eather.

But some where  some day I'm sure I may understand more that I do for rite now. And may-be some day I will find a slave who can help me to understand this way of how to work on one of these darn things as well.

Never has I had to work so hard on something like these darn things,they are so confuseing to some one like me.

Got a lot of shit from some of the folks on this site ,so here yah all go.

My other is not into the same kind of things she sead she was when we frist got into our thing some many years back. And now see just stoped putting out to me,and told me if I wanted to get a slave she would not stand in my way.

With that sead and done, If you don't mind liveing with me and my other,she won't have any thing to do with you,but you will belong to me and serve only me,then we can build on that.

My other is 18 yrs., younger than me and is not into the same kind of kinks I'm into,she sead she was , but she's not ! I love to tie you into some ways that you won't get out of and then you will be taght how to please me,weather it be oral,anal,or what ever I see fit. I grow so tiered of others telling me(you don't do it that way),maybe it's not for them but it is for me,so thats that. If you can't stand the heat don't come into my kichen.

I have some twisted way about myself and I like it. So don't juge me for who and what I am,I'm just a twisted older Master and thats who I am.

I love bondage,belts,clamps,clothes pins,strap on's,anal sex giveing as well as reciveing,oral reciveing,rimm reciveing.

Feed up with all the shit on this site,I get juged for who I am and what i'm into,so if you want to know who I am now you are going to have to write to me,tiered of all of the bull-shit. Drop me a line or two and we can see if our kinks are on the same page.