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About gozmos
Looking for a Lady that enjoys a man suffering! ?i have a fair selection of tools and toys you can use on me or force me to use on myself. ?Looking for camera sessions, real time, emailed instructions, chat, etc. ?How may my suffering amuse you Mi Lady? ?Can't wait to hear from you.... ? or, feel free to email a favorite torture scenerio and we'll see what we can do.. ? I'd love to hear your ideas ? ropes cords cock binding cock/ball clamps testicle weights (five pounds minimum1) cock whips ball paddles electroshock toys urine soaked gags ? |
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Mistress Tami came by. SHE is crueler than most of the LADIES that have abused me over the years. SHE really likes to cause pain. This time SHE thought it would be fun to stick pins partway into my cockhead and leave them sticking out. Then SHE would hold a candle flame to the end of a pin until i screamed. Tied down to the torture bench all i could do is thrash against my restraints and scream. In time SHE got tired of my screams and gagged me with a pair of HER panties. Then SHE pissed on them while they were in my mouth. Then SHE went back to heating the pins some more. This is definately one of the most painful tortures i have been put to.......
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Lady D. came over and tortured me. SHE binds me in the torture chair, wires up my cock for electrotorture and hangs a bucket from my balls. The bucket has a rope on it that goes through a pulley on the ceiling and then down to my wrist restraints that are over my head. The bucket has a tube going into it and one out. One allows urine from another bucket to drain into the lower one. This tube has a valve on it that can be controlled remotely. The other tube goes to a penis gag in my mouth. The gag has a hole though it alowing fluids to go through like a real cock. SHE then sits back with the controllers for the power and valve and some of her favorite toys. SHE then opens the valve allowing urine to flow into the bucket. Then she starts to pleasure herself while She watches. Eventually the weight hanging from my balls becomes unbearable. I have two choices. Suck urine out of the tube and drink it (letting it run out of my mouth allows it to run back down into the bucket) or pull on the rope and raise the bucket. this releives the weight from my balls but also This activates a switch that lets electricty run through my cock and turns off the flow of urine. I chose to raise the bucket. and the current hit my cock like a whip. then She increases the power while She plays with her toys until the current becomes too much to bear and I lower the bucket. this stops the electricity but puts the weight back on my balls. She enjoys watching me suffer this way for a while and then opens the urine valve again. Again the weight increases until I can't stand it and raise the bucket again. my cock jumps as the electricity surges through it again. Again Lady d. enjoys watching my suffring while she masturbates with her toys and then again slowly increases the power until I can't take it . again i lower the bucket the pain is too much i raise the bucket. again the power hits my cock. Too much! i lower the bucket again-the pain is unbelievable i start to suck and swallow urine to ease the weight. it helps a little, but not enough. I raise the bucket and the current hits my cock again. i endure it for a while but then lower the bucket again. Lady D. watches for a while and then opens the valve again. The weight increases as i writhe in agony. after a while it is too much and i suck more urine, but i can only drink so much. When my balls hurt too much to take again i raise the bucket. The pain from the electricity is so bad i immediately lower the bucket again. but not for long. my balls just can't take it so i raise the bucket again. the power slams through my cock again causing it to bounce around. I scream around my penis gag. Before long Lady d. in increasing the power some more. before long i am lowering the bucket again. Finally Lady d. tires of working the controls and sets them to automatic so that the valve keeps flowing urine into the bucket until i raise it which turns off the urine flow and turns on the power which increases automatically until i lower the bucket turning off the power but starting the urine flow again.Lady D. eases back with her favorite toy and says, "I have plenty more orgasms to go...." i thought the torture would never end.... |
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Mistress T- is coming by! SHE says SHE want me to suffer for a good long time, but SHE doesn't want to do the work so i must torture myself how SHE tells me to while SHE pleasures HERSELF. If i don't do a good enough job, SHE will be displeased and torture me HERSELF and so much worse i will be happy to go back to torturing myself for HER. SHE wants some new ideas though....can anyone help? |
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one of the problems the new testicle crusher has is that it tends to slip. (the crusher bars are made of stainless steel) One LADY has suggested that some little spikes on it would help keep it from slipping. i hope SHE isn't serious! |
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next time miLady wants to shock my ass as well. SHE also wants to beat my balls to "tenderize" them before putting them in the balls vice..... |
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miLady got a chance to try the new testicle crusher/shocker and it was far worse than i had imagined. It still needs some minor design changes, but it is about there. it is heavy and weighs about four pounds. that hurts a lot all by itself but add the pain from the crusher and then the electricity.....it wasn't long before i was begging to do anything, and i mean anything miLady wished....... |
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i should have the new balls crusher with electroshock capability ready today miLady. i think it will be a long weekend! |
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Mistress T- came by the other night. SHE did something different and it was remarkably more painful than i am used to. Once restrained in the torture chair and SHE had gloved up (SHE won't touch a slave without gloves) SHE fastened on a balls strap (tightly of course) then inserted a deep urethral electrode. This is a short fat little thing on a long wire that just delivers current right where it is at. Then She bound my cock, but not too tight, SHE did not want it to go numb. SHE then bound a threaded connecting ring to the end of my cock at the same time binding in place a urethral electrode that just stays at the end of my cock. This time the binding was quite tight so it wouldn't slip off. The SHE slipped a small cock vice onto my cock but left it loose. SHE gagged me at this point with a pair of HER panties that SHE makes me keep for HER that are used for "cleanup", and were stiff with dried cum, piss, and other nastiness. Now SHE attached a rope that went though a pulley to the ring bound to my cock and pulled it very tight stretching my poor cock to the limit. This really hurt. SHE then hooked up the tens unit and started to turn up the current. SHE had me writhing around in no time. The stretching seemed to make the current hurt more . A "5" on the power-box felt more like a "7". Once SHE actually did get to 7 SHE took the ten pound lead weight and hooked it to my balls strap. SHE held the weight in HER hands for a while and then suddenly dropped it. PAIN! This stretched my poor cock even more which i didn't think was possible. Then SHE went back to the powerbox and started to increase the current some more. 8! 9! and finally 10! At least things couldn't get worse. i was wrong. Now SHE took the cock vice and positioned it so it would crush my cock head and about and inch below my cock head as well. As SHE tightened the wing nuts i found that the compressing of my cock not only hurt but somehow made the electricity hurt more! Each turn of the wingnuts was like HER increasing the power on the tens unit! I am thrashing against my restraints and screaming in my gag and sweat is pouring off my body now. SHE kept this up until i stopped thrashing as much because the pain was subsiding as my cock started to go numb. SHE then took a section of wooden broom handle and started to beat my weight streatched purple swollen balls. i thought i would pass out at this point and i wished i would. Finally SHE stopped beating my balls, took the weight off, let my cock loose and unbound my cock. SHE said. "Let's let you rest up and get you ready for round two!" |
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i did as You ordered my miLady....this time i got pics. i sat in my torture chair and restrained my ankles and legs and put on my wrist restraints. then i tied off my balls tightly and separately so they were very swollen and painful. i wasn't sure what You meant by my "most dangerous electrode" so i tried something new: a 7" long 3/8" lag screw with nasty sharp threads. i filled the threads with Icy Hot (i didn't have Ben Gay, i hope that is ok with the Lady) and inserted until the threads were completly inside my cock. for some reason the Icy Hot made my cock very erect and hard. i then tightly bound my cock the way the Lady likes which really hurt both from the Icy Hot and the binding causes my cock to get really engorged which forced the sharp screw threads into my cock on the inside. i then hooked up the tens unit to my cock and the urethral electrode. i then gagged myself with the two urine soaked tampons like before the way You ordered. i then tied a threaded connector to my aching balls and hung all fifteen pounds of lead weights from them just like You told me to. i started to moan and groan at this point so i suppose it was good that i was gagged. then i fastened my wrist restraints behind me and found the tens control box that hung behind the chair. then as i looked at a picture that looks like how i imagine miLady to look (She has not seen fit to give me an image to use yet) i slowly turned the power all the way up. at full power i started to make a lot more noise and thrash against my restraints and clench my teeth in pain forcing urine out of the tampons gag which i had to swallow or it would run down onto my cock increasing the conductivity and my pain. between the sharp screw threads, the Icy Hot and the electricity i thought my cock was going to explode not to mention the pain in my swollen stretched balls! after ten minutes of pure agony i turned the power off and allowed my poor cock to recover a bit. with the power off i really noticed the pain in my balls. then watching "miLady" i quickly turned the power back up to full power. i cleanched my teeth and screamed into my gag as my cock exploded in pain and i lost some urine down onto my cock which made the pain worse. i writhed against my restraints for fifteen minutes this time and again let my cock recover. my balls were purple by now and the pain in them was unbearable. finally while watching "miLady" again imagining that She was amused by my suffering i turned the power up as high as it would go. i let go of the power controller and squirmed and writhed in agony. this time i left the power on until my cock went numb from the tight binding. So much pain! and yet i was lucky. miLady might have ordered me to beat my swollen balls with the weights hanging from them or have used the balls crusher on them or the crusher with the electrodes on it and shocked my balls. She might have ordered me to use a far nastier gag too. so many things could have been worse. miLady is so good to me! One of the next things i must do is electroshock and more pins! i am very afraid of this again and do not know if i can please miLady.... at least She didn't ask for any of the other things like tight binding, weights, bengay, cock whipping or balls beating, balls crusher etc. i am afraid that one day She will........ |
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i did as You asked miLady. i subjected to electroshock torture with my cock and balls very tightly bound and with all the weights i had from my balls (about 15 pounds) i also was gagged with two urine soaked tampons. i cannot believe how bad the weights hurt!
i was not able to get pics so i guess i will have to do it again for you. i am just glad i didn't have to use toothpaste or bengay or other irritant on the urethral electrode or have to use the cock crushing vice or anal torture or anything else. the binding shocking and weights were bad enough!
miLady is so good to me!!
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Goddess wanted me to use needles! ?i was very afraid to do this. ?i had no needles but had some pins with colored heads. ?i was told by one Lady once that they hurt a lot more than needles. ?This made me more afraid, but i thought Goddess would maybe forgive me for not using needles as She asked if they hurt more. ? It did hurt too! ?i was only able to force one pin through the rim of my cockhead it hurt so much. ?Goddess is good to me though. ?She might have told me how many pins i had to use or make me roll a dice or draw a card or something to see how many pins i must use. ?She could have made things much harder for me. ?i hope She likes the photo of the pin ?in my cockhead......?
She wants all the weights i have plus have my cock and balls bound and electoshocked next! ?And i must gag myself with a urine soaked tampon! |
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Some time ago Goddess asked that i get Her more pictures with blood from the urethra and the balls. So to please Her i bound by cock and balls tight (She likes tight binding) This causes my cock and balls to swell most painfully. Then i hung a ten pound lead weight from my balls (Goddess likes weights from the balls too). Then i forced a urethral electrode (Goddess loves electrotorture as well) into my rock hard cock. This always will cause bleeding. Once done with the electro torture i withdrew the electrode and took some pics of the blood coming out of my cockhead. Then i took a small wooden paddle that had tacks taped to it and started to beat my swollen balls with it. This hurt like hell and each stroke of the paddle drew blood. Then i switched to my cockhead and beat it for a while. Once blood was running down and dripping from my cockhead i went back to beating my balls and then back to my cockhead again. i got some pics which i think Goddess liked and some short video clips which is hard to do with one hand while beating your cock and balls with a spiked paddle with the other. Goddess is so good to me. She might have asked for much worse.
Next Goddess wants all the weights i have and needles! |
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Mistress T- decided that i had been good for a while and if i wanted to i would be allowed to cum. Of course with HER, nothing is free. SHE never allows me pleasure without a significant amount of pain For HER amusement SHE had a fleshlight type of artificial vagina mounted to a complicated looking frame at just the right hight for me on my knees. With a hood over my head SHE had me kneel down in front of it, spread my knees and strapped my ankles and knees to the base of the frame. SHE then had me put my hands behind my back and fasted on my wrist restraints. Then SHE reached between my legs with HER gloved hand (SHE will never touch me without gloves) and roughly grabbed ahold of my balls. SHE started to pull them and stretch them and squeeze them hard. i started to groan and SHE abruptly let go of my balls and said "Its starting to get too noisy in here". SHE pulled off my hood at which point i could see the frame with the "vagina". i also noticed that under the vagina was a board that had a lot of sharp looking nails or spikes sticking out of it. i wondered what they were for, but it didn't look good to me. SHE ordered me to open my mouth and SHE stuffed in a pair of her panties that SHE liked to gag me with. The panties were stiff with dried piss and cum from earlier sessions. Once SHE got them in place SHE tied them in place with one of HER little lacy bras. SHE then stepped back behind me and i trembled in anticipation. Again SHE reached HER gloved hand between my spread legs and grabbed my balls. i started to squirm and SHE ordered me to be still. SHE used one hand wrapped tightly around the base of my balls to pull and stretch my balls. With the other hand SHE started to roughly "massage" my balls squeezing them harder and harder until i finally screamed into my gag. At this point SHE started to spank my balls with HER free hand lightly at first and then harder and harder until i was hollering every time SHE smacked my balls. After what seemed like hours SHE quit spanking me balls and grabbed a leather ball strap SHE liked to use on me. SHE quickly fastened it around the base of my balls and then cinched it up tight. This would soon cause my balls to swell up painfully. SHE then grabbed my balls again and started to work them over some more. SHE commented and SHE did this how SHE was enjoying seeing my balls start to swell and turn that shade of bluish purple SHE liked so much. After a while SHE seemed to get bored and stopped abusing my balls, SHE didn't let go though. Now SHE took a threaded link and put it on the D-ring of my ballstrap. Then SHE took a ten pound lead weight and put the connecting ring through the eye of the eyebolt in the weight. SHE then waited for a while, holding the weight enjoying the torture of my anticipation because i knew what was coming. i was right and before long SHE simple dropped the weight allowing my swollen strapped balls to break the weight's fall. i screamed as the weight bounced and my balls stretched and the strap pulled tight against my balls so the pressure of the weight was on my balls. i squirmed and moaned as the weight swung around. Meanwhile SHE was making adjustments to the frame. The "vagina" was now just in front of me. The end of the spikes were about three or four inches closer to me than the "vagina" which i did not understand. SHE then said, "you have been a good slave and i think that you can have a little pleasure. you may do as you wish with the artificial pussy you see before you. We wouldn't want things to be over too quickly however"... Now SHE rolled a extra strength condom over my erect cock. Then for good measure SHE rolled a second condom on over the first. You might be surprised that my cock was erect but there was a good reason. If i failed to have an erection in HER presence SHE punished me terribly for it. SHE then sat in a chair beyond the frame and took one of her favorite dildos and sat down and spread HER gorgeous legs. i could see HER clearly over the top of the frame. SHE proceeded to pleasure HERSELF with HER toy as i was forced to watch, my cock bobbing around in excitement and my swollen balls aching. At last SHE said, "you may begin" . i positioned my cock head at the entrance to the "vagina" and slowly started to push my cock in. Almost immediately i started to understand what the board with spikes was for. i had only barely got my cock head in the "vagina" when my aching swollen balls pressed up against the spikes. This of course hurt so i withdrew my cock. i was just dying to cum and watching Mistress T- with that dildo was just making things worse. i entered the "vagina" again and pushed in until my balls hurt too much. i did this slowly as i didn't want to get the weight swinging. It felt so good to have my cock in the artificial pussy, if it was just my cockhead. i slowly backed out until just the tip was in and then pushed forward again until the pain in my balls stopped me. This was too much. Mistress T- had not allowed me to have an orgasm in weeks and i was desperate to cum. A little out of control i pulled out and quickly pushed back in. This time my balls hit the spikes harder and then the weight swung forward pulling my balls harder against the spikes. I jumped and the weight swung back pulling my balls off the spikes and then swung forward and pulled my balls against the spikes again, allthough not as hard this time. i pulled back out quickly and breathed heavily for a bit the weight swinging from my balls which were now really swollen and very dark. Mistress T- laughed and continued to work HER toy. i repositioned my cock head and pushed slowly back in. I could get my cockhead and about and maybe a half inch of cock in the pussy before the pain in my balls was too much to stand. i slowly started to pump my cock in and out determined to go slow and not too deep, but the urge to thrust in deep and hard was almost overpowering. Unable to help myself i started to thrust faster, and deeper causing the weight to swing and my balls to bounce against the spikes harder and harder. i wanted to cum so bad, but the heavy condoms made my cock much less sensitive so i was having a hard time reaching orgasm. It happens that the inside of the "vagina" tightened up the deeper one got which gave more intense sensations and made me want to plunge in all the way just that much more. The intense excitement and the weight swinging made my balls swell even more so every time they bounced off the spikes was more and more painful. Mistress T- was clearly enjoying my predicament and HER toy. i could see that HER gorgeous pussy was wet and dripping. Unable to control myself i thrust in harder and deeper that i had so far. i screamed as my balls slammed into the spikes but my cock was in heaven. Three times in rapid succession i thrust in and out screaming into my piss tasting panty gag each time my balls hit the spikes. i pulled out a little and looked down expecting to see blood dripping from my balls. To my surprise there was none but seeing as how i had not climaxed yet i was sure there would be blood before i was done. At this point i lost all control. my balls were so swollen they were in agony and i thought my cock would explode i needed to cum so bad. i thrust back into the "vagina" and when i was as deep as i thought my balls would let me go against the spikes i started trying to jam my cock in deeper in short violent little thrusts. Each time i thrust i felt like my balls had been hit with a baton or something. Then, finally, i could feel a climax building and i started to pump the "vagina" pulling out and pushing in as hard and as fast as i could, the weight actually bouncing and swinging around as i did and me screaming into my gag. it took almost a minute of this torture before orgasm saved me and finally i sat back kneeling, my condomed cock still pulsing and bouncing around in the air, the weight dangling from my hugely swollen, purple, and yes, now bleeding balls. Mistress treated HERSELF to another orgasm as well and then put HER dildo to the side and walked over beside me. "Well now, did MY nasty little slave have a good cum"? i was sweating and my chest heaving. i nodded knowing that failure to acknowledge HER would be a serious mistake. SHE then picked up a section of wooden broom handle that was about 18 inches long and went behind me. SHE reached between my legs and behind the weight and pulled the weight and therefor my balls back through my spread legs. "These are so nice and swollen and purple that I just can't resist." SHE proceeded to start to beat my balls starting out not very lightly and hitting harder each time. i was screaming right from the beginning and the sweat just dripping off me. It was almost impossible to maintain my erection. Only long practice experience with HER kept me hard. SHE only did this for about twenty strokes but it felt like a hundred. Then SHE said, "I think you should have some more fun. Put you sorry cock back in that hole!" i complied but only with my cockhead. "All the way in!" SHE yelled and i pushed in as far and hard as i could, my balls in agony against the spikes. SHE went behind me again. "Now let's see if I can make you cum again!" SHE proceeded to beat my balls with the broom handle again each blow pushing my balls against the spikes that much harder. i screamed and screamed again. "Now keep pushing in until you cum again! I'M going to keep beating your balls until you do!" i started pushing hard into the "vagina" and each time SHE hit my balls. i didn't even feel close to orgasm and each blow made it harder and harder to even stay erect. It looked like it was going to be another very long night..... |
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Oh man did i ever get myself into trouble! i didn't cover my tracks well enough and She figgured out some of the things i had been enjoying on the internet. In particular i had found a really nice video of a female slave having her breasts whipped especially rough. The real thing you know, not just where someone swings a flogger lightly against her while she moans or pretends to scream.
Anyway Her attitude was something like this: "Oh, so you enjoy seeing a Girl treated this way? you think this is entertaining? I'll entertain you!" She has me sit in a chair in front of the computer and brings up the video, but doesn't start it. then She ties my hands behind my back and behind the chair back. then She spreads my legs and ties my ankles to the chair legs and then ties off just above my knees and pulls my legs back and ties them off so my legs are spread open wide and secure. then She runs some rope around my body and chair. She then takes off Her panties and puts them in a medium sized bowl. She then proceeds to urinate on the panties until they are soaked and floating in the extra urine. She pulls on some rubber gloves now and my cock gets rock hard in anticipation. She holds the bowl under my chin. i can smell the warm urine as She orders, "Open your mouth!" i comply (failure at this point would be incredibly foolish) and She forces the piss saturated panties into my mouth and ties them in place with a nylon stocking She keeps around for just this purpose.
She now grabs my erect cock in gloved hand and squeezes tight a few times. She then lets go and takes some thin rope and quickly wraps it around the base of my balls. Not too tight, more to isolate them from the rest of me. She then takes a two wingnut ball crusher and puts my balls between the crushing plates and tightens the wingnuts until the crusher is holding my balls without it sliding off. "We're going to have some real fun, you and I", she said. She then slowly tightens the nuts until I first start to squirm in pain a bit. She has the chair turned just a bit to the side and now she gets another chair and puts it just in front of mine and maybe a bit to the side so she can sit in it but still reach the wingnuts and at the same time I can see the computer screen past her easilly. She turns and starts the video and turns back and takes a wingnut between the forfinger and thumb of each hand. She was positioned so she could see the screen as well. "Now we'll have some real fun. You like to see a womans tits whipped. Let's see how much you like it now. By this time the bitch in the video was ready to get down to business. she smacks her slave viciously across the tits with her flogger and as she does MY lady quickly gives the screws a turn. I jump as she does as pain in my balls suddenly goes up a notch. Without meaning too I clench my teeth just a bit forcing some of the urine out and I am forced to swallow it or have it go out of my mouth and I know how my Lady is about spills. The Dom whips her slave's tits again and again my Lady quickly turns the wingnuts again. Again the pain in my nuts goes up a notch. And that's how it went. Smack, turn. Smack, turn. Smack turn. And she did it fast so at this point each time she did it it felt like my balls had been hit with a club. By now I am in real pain and each time she turns the screws I writhe in pain and scream into my gag. I had since clamped my jaws shut on my gag and swallowed all the piss I could out of the urine soaked panties and my my mouth was full of the taste of her piss. Smack, turn. Smack, turn. I am in agony now. She continues until the video is over. At the end she says, "Now do we like to see a girl get her tits whipped?" I vigorously shake my head "No!". "what was that", she said as she quickly took another three or four full turns on the wingnuts. I jump in my bonds and scream into my gag shaking my head violently as I do. "Well," she says, "I am not so sure as you so...." She gives the screws another few turns. Then as my pain sweat soaked body squrims and writhes. She hooks up a tens unit to the crusher. Each crusher plate had a conductive plate on the inside. The way she had it set up the current would go directly through my already crushed balls. "Let's have some more fun shall we?" She starts another video and in this video the slave gets her tits worked over even harder. She clicks on play as I shake my head "No!" hard and fast, my eyes wide open in fear. She then slowly turns up the current until I first jump at the pain. Her tens had a very sensitive dial on it so she could slowly increase the power over a number of turns. At the first whipstroke she turned the current up a bit and continued to do so each time that slave's tits took the whip. I had thought I was in pain before but now I was shaking and straining against my bonds and screaming into my gag. Finally the whipping sesssion stopped and my Lady just let the current flow at its last setting. "Have you learned your lesson yet?". she asked. Breathing hard in pain I nodded my head . "Are you sure?" she asked. I nodded harder. "I think maybe not", she said. I watched in wide eyed horror as she started a third tit whipping video and set it to replay when finished. As the whipping started she held up her tens unit and looked at me smiling evilly. Then in one quick turn she turned the power up to its highest setting. It felt like someone smashed my balls with a club. I screamed and lunged against my bonds, shaking in pain. She smiled and set her tens down. "Enjoy. I"ll just go for a while and let you have your fun looking at women getting their breasts whipped." "Have fun" " Oh, one more thing..." I couldn't beleive my ears! She bent down and adjusted the tens setting so instead of constant current it was pulsing on and off between off and full power at a rate of about 2 pulses a second. I screamed again and arched in agony. This is far worse than constant current and felt like that club was hitting my balls hard twice a second. Again she set the tens unit and with a parting smile slowly walked out of the room. It was a very, very long night............. |
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miLady made me do this:
i was to torture myself by using a deep urethral sound inside my cock which was tightly bound with rough rope. my balls were also to be the toothpaste on the sound/urethral electrode really burned. i used my 3/8" urethral probe that puts one electrode deep down right against the bladder sphincter and prostate. then i used another just in the urethra at the tip of the penis. this causes the current to go clear through the penis and pretty much just the penis. i used the rough rope you asked me to and bound as tight as i could. first i took a few wraps around the base of my cock and balls, then i bound off my balls then i started to wrap the rope tightly around my cock just above the balls and wrapped up towards my cockhead forcing the blood into the unwrapped part which was now swollen tight and rock hard and purple and incredibly painful. then i put on a ball strap and hung first the five pound weight from it and then when i could work up the courage added the ten pound weight. that proved to be unbearable and i had to remove the ten pound weight for a while and then put it back until i couldn't take it anymore and then off and on again for the rest of the time. then i attached the leads from the shock generator to the electrodes and started turning up the current. i did it in fast little turns that made it feel like my cock had been hit with something. i worked my up to full power as i was sure that is how you would want it and then adjusted the settings to try to make it hurt as much as it could. once my cock went numb from lack of circulation i took the weights off my balls and unbound my cock and balls and massaged my poor cock until the sensation came back. then i rebound my cock and balls, added the weights and turned on the electricity again. i worked up to full power in about one minute. after the pain subsided a bit (the way it does) i turned off the power for a couple of minutes and then went back to full power all at once. this really hurts and i would be thrashing around which made the weights from my balls swing around and really punish my balls. then after a bit i'd turn the power off, wait a few minutes and then back to full power. then once again when my cock got numb i'd unbind, restore circulation and rebind and do it all again. i only got about four hours but they were a long four hours. i was exhausted from straining against my restraints and drenched with sweat. |
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My mouth was full of the familiar taste of HER piss. i was gagged with several tampons that SHE had soaked with urine. Bad as that was at least the tampons had been clean when SHE started and were soaked only with urine. It is amazing how big a tampon gets when dunked in urine. i had three in my mouth and i had to concentrate to kept my mouth as wide open as possible. If i closed my mouth at all it forced piss out of the tampons which i was expected to swallow. Allowing any to be lost out of my mouth was met with severe penalties. Of course HER game was to cause me enough pain that in time i would clench my teeth .
SHE pulled on a pair of black latex gloves.....
i was expected to deliver the tampons with the piss completely sucked out of them. If SHE could wring one drop from them i could expect hours of her most wicked and agonizing torture, which is of course exaclty what she wanted.
SHE went over to where she had HER toys and tools and came back with what looked at first like some sort of cane or flogger. Turned out it was a metal brush with a long metal handle, kind of like a bottle brush but smaller. The brush was about 3/8" in diameter and about 3" long.
The brush had about a one foot handle on it and SHE held the brush down next to my cock and waited to be sure i had seen it. SHE started to rub it and roll it around on the sensitive skin of my cock head. SHE did this harder and faster until i screamed. SHE was careful not to draw blood though. i wondered why and it worried me. SHE continued to do this for about ten minutes.
Next SHE unscrewed the brush from its handle and held to the tip of my cock then as i screamed and only lubricated by my precum SHE slowly pushed the brush up into my urethra until only the metal threads were out. Any traces of erection were gone by that point. SHE fixed that though. SHE stepped to where i could see her and opened the coat SHE had been wearing.The sight of HER unbearably hot body in that sexy outfit immediartely sent my cock into a rock hard erection. The swelling of my cock forced the bristles to poke into the super sensitive walls of my urethra . i started to writhe and groan. i closed my mouth just a bit and had to swallow the piss forced from the tampons in my mouth quickly so I wouldn't spill any. But i couldn't take my eyes off HER. SHE further encouraged my erection by starting to give me a light handjob with those gloved hands. after a time SHE started to get rougher, pumping faster and worse squeezing harder with that brush inside my cock just when i was about to cum SHE quit and quickly took a lengthof latex tubing and started to wrap it tightly around the base of my cock and balls. SHE was an expert at this (having had much practice at my expense) and SHE knew how to wrap it just tight enough that blood could squeeze into my cock and worse my balls, but not out. Now SHE started pumping my cock with HER gloved hand again and my cock swelled harder and harder until the skin was tight and shiney. The pain in my urethra was unbearable and my balls were getting more and more engorged which was even more painful than the pain in my cock. then as SHE pumped with one hand SHE started to squeeze my bloated balls with the other. Even in this torture i was about to cum. SHE could tell i was about to cum and SHE turned loose of my now rock hard purple cock and took the latex tubing and quickly wrapped it around the base of my cock and balls but this time as tight as SHE could. This in effect was a tourniquet and assured my cock would stay in its skin splitting engorged condition. i didn't think things could get much worse. SHE took a wooden rod about a foot and a half long and about 3/4 of an inch in diameter. SHE smacked it into HER gloved palm a few times just to show me and then knowing SHE only had a short time until my cock went numb SHE started beating my cock with it. i screamed and clenched my teeth nearly drowning myself with the sudden flow of urine squeezed from the tampons. The beating itself hurt like hell, but beating forced those metal bristles deeper into the inside of my cock so it was like haveing my cock beat with that rod on the outside and beat with that brush on the inside. SHE gave me about ten good whacks with the rod, then switched and started to beat my balls with it. i screamed good and loud then. After about ten whacks SHE started alternating between my cock and my balls. After about five minutes (doesn't sound like long does it? i assure you it felt like eternity) SHE stopped and put a gloved finger to my lips. Are those tampons sucked dry yet? i shook my head "no" and SHE said "they will be soon" SHE then took a cock crusher and held it up for me to see. i shook my haed no and started to yell, SHE just smilled and put it on my cock and started to tighten it up. SHE stopped when it was just tight enought to not fall off. "I want those tampons sucked dry and you will do it or your pain will just get worse and worse and will not stop." SHE tightened alll four wing nuts about four half turns each. i writhed and moaned as i could feel the bristles torturing the insided of my cock. Then SHE whacked my balls good and hard with that rod a few times. i was dreanched with sweat by this time. my swrists and ankels ached from straining against my reastraints. SHE gave the wing nuts another half turn each. SHE did this fast, each half turn being one quick motion. The result felt like my cock had been struck by that rod again. Then SHE took a few more whacks on my balls. SHE was getting more vicous by this point striking harder and faster. my teech were clenched tight but i had not yet sucked that tampons as clean as i could. SHE stopped for a moment and asked if HER tampons were sucked clean yet. my chest was heaving and i failed to aswer HER fast enough, so SHE took my poor purple swolllen balls and squeezed them tight in one hand causing me to tighten hard against my bonds and scream, then as SHE squeezed my balls SHE took the rod and brought it down hard against my balls . SHE asked me if the tampons were sucked clean yet beating my balls as SHE asked, "ARE" (WHACK!) "THOSE" (WHACK!) "TAMPONS" (WHACK!) "SUCKED" (WHACK!) "CLEAN" (WHACK!) "YET"!!!! (WHACK, WHACK, WHACK, WHACK, WHACK!) i shook my head"no" violently. SHE said, "I want them sucked clean, now!" Now SHE beat my balls again, about ten times, and harder than anything before. Then SHE started tightening the wingnuts again. SHE used both hands first putting a quarter turn on both upper wing nuts then a quarter turn on both lower wingnuts, but then SHE didn't stop, SHE just kept turning the upper wings again, and then the lower. The pain was unbeleivable. i honestly thought the tight skin of my cock head would split open. SHE kept turning the nuts and between screams i sucked those tampons and mashed them agaist the roof of my mouth with my toungue trying to get every last drop of piss out of them and swallowing it down. SHE kept turning and i kept sucking until i thought i had got all i could out ot them and then just settled down to screaming as SHE kept tightening the cock vice. Finally SHE stopped and asked if i had sucked HER tampons dry yet. i nodded my head vigorously yes. "Well, its about time". "This is for taking so long". SHE gave a few more turns of the screws and then picked up HER rod and gave my balls a full dozen more good hard hits
Then SHE took off my gag harness and had me open my mouth so SHE could take the tampons out. They were a lot smaller now, with the piss out of them. SHE held one over my mouth. "Open up, don't want to spill anything that might be left". SHE took the tampon in both hands and started to wring it like a wet sock. Working hard SHE managed to wring a few drops of golden liquid out and into my mouth. "This will cost you slave!" SHE did the same with the other two tampons and managed to get a few drops out of each. "You know what this means don't you"? SHE stuffed a pair of her panties in my mouth and then SHE put the tampons back in the urine container but this time SHE added a fourth one. Then SHE quickly loosened the vice and unwrapped the latex tubing from around my cock. i quickly lost my erection, but at the same time fresh blood flowed back into my partly numbed cock. my cock got that pins and needles sensation. i moaned as feeling returned to my cock. "Well just wait awhile and let you get the feeling back in that cock good. I want you to feel what comes next completely".
But rather than wait SHE used her gloved hands to twist, pull, stretch, slap and squeeze my cock to "help the circulation return" SHE said. This hurt like crazy with that brush in my cock and only got worse as full sensation slowly returned to my cock. In time the circulation and feeling were about normal again and even with the rough handling, my erection returned. Now SHE released my dick and connected an alligator clip to the threads of the brush in my cock and one to the wire coming from the plug in my ass.
"Now you will suffer for your disobedience"! The wires were connected to a powerbox on which SHE started to turn a knob. Immediately my cock exploded in pain as the current surged through it. i thrashed and arched and screamed into HER panties gagging my mouth. Then about every minute SHE would turn up the power a bit and watch as my cock burned with new agony. SHE continued this for a while and then said. "I think you are ready for full power now". SHE held up the box and HER eyes were bright and HER mouth slightly open. SHE licked HER lips. SHE was clearly enjoying HERSELF and so help me it looked like SHE might just be ready to cum! Suddenly SHE turned the knob all the way up to full power.......... |
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Sometimes Lady D. like to do this to me. She has a board about 18" long. She has a rather nasty dildo fastened to one end. She puts this on a chair and then makes me sit on it with the dildo up my ass. The dildo by the way is also an electrode. She then straps me to the chair. Then there is a series of holes in the board right under my cock. She will hold my cock up out of the way and then pick a hole She likes and puts a needle in the hole, and then let my cock down until it is hovering just over the point of the needle. If i let my cock drop down it gets pricked by the needle. That hurts and so my cock tends to jerk back up into the air over the needle. In time it will drop down on the needle point again. Then She likes to sit in a chair in front of me and get real nasty. She'll wear something very provocative like a nice latex quarter bra and open crotch panties. Then She'll spread those long gorgeous silky legs and either start pleasuring Herself with Her fingers or one of Her favorite toys. This gets my cock bobbing up and down and every time it goes down it gets pricked by the needle, usually in a slightly different place. She loves this and says it gets Her hot and so She gets even nastier knowing it will just torture me all the more. Sometimes if She is especially angry with me She will clip and electrode to the needle and hook this up and the electrode in my ass to a shock unit. This way when my cock drops down on the needle i get pricked and shocked. She will gradually turn up the power and in time the shocks are so severe that it causes my cock to jump up off the needle and then go high enough that i cant keep it from coming back down on the needle so my cock will be bouncing up and down uncontrollably on the needle and all the time getting pricked and shocked. She'll torture me for an hour or more until she has had who knows how many orgasms. Sometimes if i am doing really well at keeping my cock up off the needle She will take a small paddle like you stir paint with and beat my cock from above forcing it down onto the needle. |
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Ms. Traci came by the other night. She kept it pretty simple. She undressed and ordered me to sit in front of Her. She ordered me to put my hands behind my back which She promptly fasten restraints to and fastened them together. She then walked around me and found some ankle restraints which She fastened to my ankles then She got a spreader bar. She orderd me to spread me legs. i did but She was happy. "As far as you can"! She ordered. i did my best but this was still not good enough for Her. "Wider"! She screamed and yanked my legs even further apart and fastened the spreader bar to them. Then She leaned down and reached towards my crotch. Roughly She grabbed my balls and pulled them out away from my body and left them lying on the floor exposed and very vulnerable. ,
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"You know what is next don't you"? She said. i nodded fearfully. She then stepped between my spread legs. "Get ready to pleasure Me slave, you know what I like". i held my breath as She slowly put the toes of Her right stilettos on my left nut. Slowly She transferred weight onto the toes and heel of Her right foot. Then She did the same with Her left foot onto my right nut. By no means did she have her full weight on my balls, it was mostly on Her heels. But with very little effort She could rock forward putting Her entire weight on my balls trapped under Her feet. "Get to work" She ordered and i did too! With much vigor and enthusiasm as knew the consequences of displeasing Her. iI used my tongue in and out of Her vagina like a little cock and then lapped up to Her clit then i'd focus on Her clit for a while running my tongue in tight little circles around Her now engorged clit.
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?Apparantly not satisfied she leaned forward putting a significant addition of weight onto my poor balls. I stiffled a cry and sucked in my breath. The pain! I was TROUBLE tonight! Oddly enough though my cock was hard as a rock pointing almost straight up at her cunt. ?Suddenly my balls exploded in pain as she put more of her weight on them. ?"Deeper" she ordered. ?I plunged my tongue in and out of her vagina as deeply and quickly as I could. ?Again my balls explode with even more pain. ?My scream is muffled by my face being buried in her pussy. ?"More" she commanded. ? I did the best I could to keep up the pace. ?She must have had most of her weight on my balls by then because she started to twist her feet, grinding her shoes into my balls. ?"Bring me off now"! She hissed. ?As the pain rose yet even more and I was on the verge of passing out I hard lapped her clit ?faster and faster. ?Finally she arched her back ?grabbed my hair and pulled my face into her as she had a series of violent orgasms.?
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?After a while she relaxed a little and said that she needed to piss. Still standing with most of her weight on my balls she said, "Now stick that tongue as deep into my pussy as you can, open your mouth wide and as I piss you drink every drop. You don't even want to imagine what I'm gonna do if you spill so much as one drop." ?Fortunately for me she had good control and didn't piss too fast. ?As it was I could barely keep up gulping and slurping as fast as I could. ?Finally she finished. ?Urinating that is. ?"Now bring me off one more time slave. ?I won't relieve the pressure until I an done climaxing." ?With that she rock up onto her toes, her heels off the floor, her entire weight on my balls bringing their pain to an incredible excruciating level. I screamed again but got right to work on her clit flicking the tip of my tongue under over and around it until finally she shuddered in climax and slowly eased her heels back onto the ground. ?"Now clean me slave, and eat my honey" ?Still in agony, but not quite as bad I tongue cleaned her in and out until she was satisfied. ?Then, oh blessed relief she stepped off my balls. ?"Very good slave, but maybe next time I'll use my heels instead toes! ?She walked away then and left me to recover. ?Drenched in the sweat of pain and face sticky with urine and her vaginal fluids I wondered what she would do to me next.......... |
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I am bound in my chair firmly. legs spread apart and knees bound. I am gagged her panties which have been soaked in urine. My arms are behind me wrist restraints fastened together. I am jittery and on edge from the 400 mg of caffeine I was forced to take four hours ago. My bladder is full and feels like it going to burst from the two cans of diet pepsi and a full gallon of distilled water that she forced me to drink over the last few hours. I resist the urge to empty, but it is inevitable. No one can drink that much and hold it forever. Especially considering how powerful the caffeine and artificial sweeteners are as bladders stimulents/irritants. The caffeine also greatly enhances my sensitivity to pain. So eventually, I will lose control, but there will be consequenses.
Between my legs there is a bucket and in the bucket a funnel and at the bottom of the funnel two bare wires separated with a little plug of nylon stocking. There is a small electrode in my anus wrapped with a very irritating fabric which makes it hard to keep things tightened up down there. There is also a small hollow electrode in my urethra . Tightly wrapped cords keep this electode in while allowing semen and urine to pass through it. One of the wires from the funnel is hooked to one lead from the tens unit. The other funnel wire is connected to the electrode in the end of my penis. the other lead from the tens unit is connected to the electrode in my anus. She has turned the tens unit up to about 7. Both channels are spliced together to "enhance the sensation" Eventually i will lose my fight and will release urine into the funnel where it will soak the nylons plug allowing current from the tens unit to pass through my penis. The shock will be intense enough for my spincter to retighten and stop the flow of urine. Current will continue to shock my cock until the urine slowly drains from the stocking material. However, as the urine drains the shock intensity diminishes but as the stocking will remain damp there will still be some current flowing. Just enoght to keeep my cock at a low level of sexual stimulation.
Now as I continue my fight not to lose control of my urine I am being stimulated by the remaining current. This causes precum to slowly build up and then drip from my erect cock. The precum is much more viscous than urine and slowly drips from my cock and slowly runs down the side of the funnel until it reaches the wires. at this point there is a significant increase in current, but not to full power as semen or precum is not as conductive as urine. This does increase the stimulation though and drop by drop the flow of precum increases untill it almost flows continuously in a small sticky string from my penis.
ln time I will lose control and urine will flow from my aching bladder into the funnel. Immediately full current flows through my cock. But now the nylons plug is saturated with precum which is more viscous. So now it takes longer for the urine to pass though the plug. This leaves me writhing in pain until the urine clears. On a positive note I suppose the urine "washes" the nylons free of precum so the current level drops to a lower level. Over time mistress checks my progress and increases the tens setting. At a setting of about 8 when I lose my urine the shock intensity hurts enough that I clench my teeth forcing urine from the piss soaked panties in my mouth. If I do not swallow this piss it will fall into the funnel extending the duration of the shock. Likewise any loss of saliva will cause shocking. By the time she reaches ten the torture is so intense I would do or promise to do anything for her to make it stop. She is very patient though and enjoys sitting back with one of her favorite toys and pleasuring herself as I suffer.
Sometimes she will increase my torture by tightening a wide belt low on my waist increasing the pressure on my poor bladder. Because the shock comes so quickly after loss of bladder control only a spurt or so of piss, just five to maybe ten cc.s at a time are lost and in no way relieves the pressure in my bladder. In fact over time it actually builds as my kidneys continue to process the fluids I have had earlier.
Usually she will start my torture about four hours from when she makes me take the caffeine and most of the fluids. Four hours is about the time the first nearly uncontrollable urges to urinate start. She will then continue to torture me in this manner for the next four to six hours.
What she is looking for now is a way for the tens unit setting to gradually increase over the four to six hour torture period. Still working on that one. I can wait though. This torture is tough enough as it is..... |
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Lady Diane stopped by this AM for a quick session. She tied me spreadeagled to the bed. she was wearing a black bra and panties set she loves to tease me with so I am already hard and excited. She then pulls on a pair of black latex gloves. I'm really excited now. Then she takes a length of rope and starts wrapping it tightly around the base of my cock and balls. After a few wraps she stops and asks "how is that slave"? Is that tight enough"? I have to respond correctly of course so I gasp and say, "oh, no mistress, you must pull it much tighter! I am sure you would want me to suffer more than this"! "Very well, tighter it shall be", she says and then she unwraps the last few wraps and redoes them much tighter and then winds the base of my balls again and again until they are swollen and purple and tight. I am afraid she will beat them like she often does. Then she winds the rope back down to the base of my cock and starts tightly wrapping the rope around my cock one winding next to the other. My cock is engorged and turning purple at this point but she keeps on wrapping, if anything more tightly. I start to grunt and moan and squirm now. Finally she stops just under my cock head which is swollen so much it is hard to the touch and shiny! It feels like it is going to split open! She says she is tired of the noise I am making and looks in the dresser drawer where she keeps some things that she uses when she is over. she pulls out of a zip lock bag a pair of her old panties used for this before. She holds them under my nose and asks "what do you smell slave"? "It smells like dried urine and cum MiLady" I said. I am still squirming around as my cock feels like it is on fire. She says, "you are making far too much noise." and stuffs the panties in my mouth. They are not very big and fit easily. Then she climbs on the bed and straddles my open panty filled mouth. You know what happens now slave..." She then proceeds to pee into my mouth, soaking the panties until they will hold no more. I know what will happen if I turn my head or spill any so I keep my head still When finished she pulls an old skimpy bra from the same bag and ties my gag in place with it. Time for a little lesson now. She gets a brush from the drawer and comes back. "You remember this don't you"? Yes, I did! She had used it on me before and it hurt like hell. She took my rope bound cock and started to gently scrub my engorged purple cock head with it. I started to thrash around. She started to scrub harder and harder and I screamed into the piss filled gag. She stopped then and took my bound balls and turned the brush over. No screaming, remember"? She then gave my balls a few good whacks. I clenched my teeth squeezing urine from the soaked panties that I was forced to swallow or risk the further wrath of Lady Diane. She gave my balls a few more good whacks and then went back to scrubbing my aching glans. After a while she decided it was time to pleasure herself. She pulled a plastic sack over my cock and balls and then rolled a condom over the top of that. She added a few more condoms until my cock looked like a dildo with a huge swollen head. She then lubed that up and climbed up on the bed. Her panties were open crotch and she lowered herself slowly down onto it, then slowly impaled herself on it. Slowly she started pumping herself up and down on my bound cock. I was a human dildo. From the bindings and condoms I could only just barely feel anything. Just enough to tease me a little. She pumped harder and harder until she satisfied herself in a screaming orgasm. She climbed off the bed and giggled, "Was it good for you"? "I have to go now soon, but I want you to do something for me. I still think you need a lesson so I am going to beat your balls some more and while I do I want you to suck those panties dry. If I can squeeze one drop out of them when we are done I will make you pay for it later." Without further warning she started to beat my bound engorged balls. I started sucking her piss out of my panty gag. After a good twenty hard whacks she quit. She undid the bra and told me to let her pull my gag out. She took it in her gloved hands and held them over my face and proceeded to wring them out. She smiled as her wringing produced a few drops. "Uh, oh!" she said, "Looks like we'll have to punish you for this next time." I almost cried at this point. Whatever punishment she chooses will be brutal. She untied my hands and then quickly dressed. Wait twently minutes to finish untying yourself. You may do what you wish for those twenty minutes." She walked to the door. "You were good babe," she said. "Can't wait till next time!" |
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trying to find someone to help torture me. ?I really enjoyed using that webcam a week ago to broadcast some of my favorite tortures but I couldn't get the viewers onboard and telling me what to do. ?I loved the five pound ball weights and was bummed the eyelet on the ?10 pound weight was too small. ?I loved the urine soaked panty gag. ?The tight hoseclamp. ?the urethral probes and electrodes.........i just wish I could get more interaction. Care to help? I know my cock and balls need to be punished. Perhaps you should be the one to decide the punishment......... |
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