gothKitten


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	About gothKitten I have only myself; my body, mind and soul within to offer. My loyalty, my love, my respect and trust, my obedience and service, my time and life, my heart and all within. A rock, with my own rough and random shape, ready and willing, desiring to be set upon with Her own self to realize the potential of Her, the creator, with Her then part of my own inner self and being. But only now a bare rock without definition or structure, without conformity or balance, with imperfect sharp and jagged edges. For such is a gift is all, and everything I have to offer, and to give. Back in SA for the time being.... DO NOT send me one liners. If you do not know the difference between a transvestite and a transsexual then don't waste your time, or mine. I am "not" a sissy/crossdresser/transvestite. As a sub, I've been described as rather bratty and quite a challenge. Looking for friendly people to chat to, but anyone trolling will be immediately put on my block list. Also looking to learn. For me, being TS has got nothing to do with my interest in BDSM. Its just a part of who I am. I'd like to hope that one day (and one not too far away) I can find that someone that's gonna make me feel like the most precious sub there is, and I can make her feel like the luckiest Domme, for in my eyes, I'm sure she will be. I have 6 piercings again. Got my nape pierced again, even though I lost my eyebrow piercing. I do not do chat requests on here with anyone, because of the tech problems I have with it.

I've been pondering with the idea of accepting tributes. Not sure yet though, so if you would like to send a tribute in cash through paypal or have any suggestions or ideas in the form, please send me an email.

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness,
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under,
I yell for help but no-one is there to hear it,
I begin to see the water at eye level,
and I kick and flail,
fighting to stay above the darkness.

But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me,
and I slowly begin to give in,
to the feeling that lies below the water line,
the water starts to fill my lungs,
the lungs that once held so much life,
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that,
I know this path doesn't lead to happiness,
but why won't someone grab my hand,
pull me from darkness's grasp?

Because no one knows I stand at the boundary,
the boundary between light and dark,
so I can give in to the thing that holds me.

All of the strength and all of the courage,
that I once held in my heart,
can't save me from the water,
so I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness,
undetected by the occupants of that world,
I don't want to fight anymore,
I've given in to darkness.

Just added a donate button to my myspace page~! How sad am I! LOL

The who offers the key to my dreams, may receive the key to my soul, and so easy that even a male could unlock it with the key.

Murphy's Law

- When something's too good to be true, it usually is...
- Everything takes longer than you think.
- Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong.
- If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.

Did you ever meet someone who was so perfect, every word wrapped you around their finger? Someone unlike any other Dom or Domme you've ever met, hoping that they're interested in you enough. Then when they are, and you think you've lost them, you wonder if they ever existed, only to feel empty, like a part of you is missing?

They're all right... I'll never find that Mistress or someone special in a time before I can be true to myself and those around me, inside 'and' out....

And here I was thinking maybe there was someone out there who could help, who could give me a push along in the right direction, some guidance... But there is only one way to get help... Help ourselves.

I don't care how anymore, just make the pain stop!

Maybe I should have been a Domme so I could find that sugar-daddy/mommy to pay for my transition. Hahaha!

I have only myself; my body, mind and soul within to offer. My loyalty, my love, my respect and trust, my obedience and servitude, my time and life, and my heart all within.

A rock, with my own rough and random shape, ready and willing, desiring to be set upon with Her own self to realize the potential of Her, the creator, with Her then part of my own inner self and being. But only now a bare rock without definition or structure, without conformity or balance, with imperfect sharp and jagged edges.

For such a gift is all and everything I have to give.

This sense of purpose, of needing to belong overwhelmes me so, it aches like a tumour, yet the reward should I discover it is better than life and love, that which fuels my needs, to be a good slave to that right Domme that comes along. But I ask, why does it have to ache so much, with so little chance of finding my dream, of fulfilling my purpose and finding my place at Her feet.

Starting to think I'd do nearly anything to get thru this crap, being TS... :(

Why is this world so horrible!

I just wanted a life worth living... Thats all.

I can't work out what people don't get about the word lesbian??? Why do I get so many emails from guys who can't work out what the bloody word means... I am lesbian!!!!! Not interested in guys! AT ALL! TAKE A HINT!

Not interested in CD's or sissies either... Sorry. But ur still a guy.

Hmmm. My mind hasn't been able to escape the fantasy, and this-morning I was soooooo god damn aroused. But not in a guy way, of course. But DAMN! I've never felt anything so intense, so consuming, so hungry... GOD I am so glad I'm not in a chastity belt right now, tho it does invoke certain.... bad thoughts. LOL

She was goth, she looked at me while she messed with the buckle on the collar at the back of her neck. I could see she was having trouble with it. "Could you help me take this off?" she asked. "Sure." I replied, removing the collar from her neck. There was a brief, but awkward moment of silence, "you want to try it on?"
"Oh, I dunno." I paused, looking briefly at the collar and the small metal spikes decorating it. "Yah, why not."
I applied the collar to the front of my neck, "oh hey, I'll do it up." she said, moving around behind me.
I could feel the collar adjusting on my neck, and then before all else a jingle and a snap that sounded very out of place. I reached around to find there was a lock on the back, but not only that there was a chain at the back. "Its an electric shock collar. Looks better on you." she smirked.

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Don't you hate it when you wake up from a dream and wonder what the hell was gonna happen next? I do!

It would have been nice to have a life worth living, tho. Pity. Whatever I do now, I just can't win. My life... A failure. Its over!

Moved to Melbourne, been here since Wednesday evening and loving it so far. Looking forward to meeting people and making new friends.....

Still looking for the "One" with no luck...

Will be relocating to Melbourne soon.

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