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About gorgeous1
Just having fun reading and posting on line. Happily married to kinky hubbie who is also a member of this site and who goes by Capnspankins. We don't share or scene. We've been having all sorts of fun for the last 11 years, and I am hoping to learn more about a 24/7 type of lifestyle, because I want to basically extend the play into more of our mundane daily life. If any of you have experience in incorporating more play into your daily lives, I would appreciate an email. I am spending quite a bit of time reading and posting on this forum for two reasons. One, I have a hard time communicating what I want to do in my fantasies to my husband (I get all embarrassed if I initiate it, but have no shame if he asks me to do it...go figure!) so I want to get used to talking about this, and my second reason for spending time here is I am a compulsive cleaner and this keeps me busy. So there you have it. Thanks for reading. |
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Be Careful What You Wish For...
Master didn't start out as Master.? We were just another young couple who were curious about bdsm.? He had a riding crop and I had a willing bottom.? Our first session was unforgettable and we have been learning and growing ever since.
Our toy collection and marriage has grown over the past 11 years to include many more things, and now my husband is my Master.? He takes care of me and I submit to him.? He has the final say on decisions, and he earns the money.? I stay at home, and I care for our home.
Recently, I told him I wanted to spend more time exploring our D/s dynamic, and he has now jumped fully back into his role, which has allowed me to willingly get back into mine...his slave.? Master does not have time to read and post on this site, but he allows me to, and he has now requested that I post a journal entry every day for him to review.? We have begun orgasm control training and I have been asked to recount my experience...
Master used to make me request permission to orgasm, but after a while, he stopped requiring that I ask.? This weekend, he decided that I will no longer have that priviledge.?
Friday, I was told to ask for permission, and it was granted immediately.? Saturday was different though.? He took me quickly, and didn't satisfy me, leaving me wanting more all day.? I spent all day Saturday in a state of heightened arousal.? Being made to run my Saturday errands with no panties and a corset underneath my top and skirt didn't help either.
Saturday night, a friend came over for the evening.? I was made to dress in a skirt, a tight grey angora sweater and a lacing waist cincher with garters attached.? I had on 1940's style black patent high heels with little pink patent bows on them and silky black thigh high stockings.? When our friend came over, she complimented me on my outfit, saying i looked just like a 1940s pinup model, which made Master very happy and proud.? A few hours into the visit while our friend was in the kitchen, Master pulled me to him and whispered, "go sit on that bench and pull your skirt up so I can see your pussy."? My heart almost stopped, but I suprised myself by immediately complying.? It seemed like an eternity...my back to our guest, my legs apart and myself displayed for him.? All I could do was trust that he would tell me when to pull my skirt back down.? This little event of course brought me right back to the brink of orgasm, and when our friend left, I was hoping I would be rewarded for my obediance, but instead, Master said he was tired and that we were going to go to sleep.? Although I was tempted to satisfy myself, I was good and went to sleep instead.
Sunday, Master took me quickly again, and said I was not going to get to have an orgasm until the evening.? I was given the vibrator and told to excite myself just until the brink and then to stop.? I obeyed, but it was so hard to do, to pull away right before...
I then had to go out shopping, no panties and my waist cincher and stockings.? Master decided he wanted me to buy a tight red sweater.? I was so tempted to give myself an orgasm in the dressing room, but was afraid he'd know if I did, so I just took some deep breaths, found the perfect red sweater, and returned home before the time I was told to be home by.
I went several hours without any attention paid to my poor angrily aroused self, and then as we were watching a movie, I was allowed to touch myself every time a sex scene was on the screen, but I was not allowed to orgasm.? Finally, after the movie, we retired to the bedroom, and I knew that I would finally get relief.? I didn't know it would be close to an hour later!? Master was cruel, teasing me and bringing me to the brink and then taking it away over and over again until? he was finally satisfied.? Then, I was told it was my turn and that I would be allowed to orgasm, but I had to ask for permission first.? When I finally asked for permission, the release was so sweet that I almost cried, and I thought I would never stop shivering and contorting my body!
I had no idea that waiting would bring such intense pleasure, and now I see why Master is beginning my training.? He said he has a specific plan, and that I will find out what it is as it progresses.? I await his orders with delicious trepidation, and will submit the details of my training daily for your reading pleasure.
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