Morning song: Just one more moment, thats all thats needed.
Like wounded soldiers, in need of healing. Time to be honest, this time I'm pleading. Please dont dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it. I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground. But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up, forgive me now. Everyday I spend away, my soul's inside out. Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.
By now you know that I'd come for you, Noone but you.
Yes I'd come for you, but only if you told me to. And I'd fight for you, I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you, You know I'll always come for you.
I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing.
My mind was closing, now I'm believing. I finally know just what it means to let someone in, To see the side of me that noone does or ever will.
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home, Here and now, this I vow
By now you know that I'd come for you, Noone but you, yes I'd come for you, But only if you told me to. And I'd fight for you, I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you You know I'll always come for you. You know I'll always come for you.
No matter what gets in my way, As long as there's still life in me, No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you.
Yes I'd come for you, noone but you, Yes I'd come for you, But only if you told me to.
And I'd fight for you, I'd lie, it's true. Give my life for you, You know I'll always come for you.
No matter what gets in my way, As long as there's still life in me, No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you. I'd crawl across this world for you,
Do anything you want me to, No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you. You know I'll always come for you, You know I'll always come for you
I'd Come for you - Nickleback
_______________________________ 8/3/2009 3:23:04 PM: morning song This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go
Nickleback - Far away
_______________________________ 8/3/2009 1:03:38 AM: Hello me...meet the real me. And my misfits way of life. A dark black past is my Most valued possession. Hindsight is always 20-20, But looking back its still a bit fuzzy. Speak of mutually assured destruction? Nice story...tell it to readers digest!!!
/chorus/ Feeling paranoid True enemy or false friend? Anxietys attacking me, and My air is getting thin. Im in trouble for the things I havent got to yet. Im chomping at the bit, and my Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets.
Hello me...its me again. You can subdue, but never tame me. It gives me a migraine headache Thinking down to your level. Yea, just keep on thinking its my fault And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance. Mankind has got to know His limitations.
/chorus/ Feeling claustrophobic, Like the walls are closing in. Blood stains on my hands and I dont know where Ive been. Im in trouble for the things I havent got to yet. Im sharpening the axe and my Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets.
Well, me...its nice talking to myself, A credit to dementia. Some day you too will know my pain, And smile its blacktooth grin. If the war inside my head Wont take a day off Ill be dead. My icy fingers claw your back, Here I come again.
/chorus/
Feeling paranoid True enemy or false friend? Anxietys attacking me And my air is getting thin Feeling claustrophobic, Like the walls are closing in. Blood stains on my hands and I dont know where Ive been Once you committed me Now youve acquitted me Claiming validity For your stupidity Im chomping at the bit Im sharpening the axe Here I come again, whoa! Sweating bullets
Megadeath - Sweating Bullets
_______________________________ 7/31/2009 11:55:49 AM: Morning song: Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
There's something inside me That pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear Is never ending, controlling
I can't seem to find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's) (Just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before so insecure
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled Itself upon me distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence) (I'm convinced that there's) (Just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before so insecure
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing, confusing what is real
There's something inside me That pulls beneath the surface Consuming (Confusing what is real) This lack of self control I fear Is never ending, controlling (Confusing what is real)
I?am a dragon, keeper of pretty things and finder of lost souls - its my
nature. I can not be otherwise.
Do not expect me to be what you want
me to be. NEVER mistake passion for weakness NEVER think you know
me NEVER dream you?had the upper hand Just because you needed what I gave
you.
?I have an audio journal entry with what im looking for
just seek it?out.
? ? yes I will be at Floating world.
8/21-23 yes I am in just the right mood...... feel lucky? I may be
willing... ask...
Real time only - No cyber -
No phone NO NO NO NO! NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Requests will be
deleted
"...Love is brief: forgetting lasts so long." P.
Neruda
??? ????? ??? (not really - maybe)
Seeking
excellent?male(s) who is/are into public exhibition, impact play and in good
shape. NO MORE GIRLS.
So you
want to be my submissive? Ok - so here the deal: I set
the bar high. I rather have NO submissive/slave than one who is not what i
want. What do I want? If you even question this you
arent the sub for me
Looking for willingness to be molded to what
*I* want.? .
Be ready to meet and available for events.?I dont hide, I
wont have a sub?who wont show his face in public. Im active in the community. I
entertain. ?I teach and spend time educating people about various subjects.
?
impress me - its not easy. Send email, photo and make sure its more
than one line. No 24/7 -No housepets ********** Seeking
interesting characters who likes thrill rides Not afraid of the bumps and
twists. If your not on this ride when it peaks you will never be on this
ride