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Newish to the actual workings (as in limited experience), but not to needs and desires or what can be done.
Sub/slave looking for patient Master to please. Patient because slave is in complicated vanilla situation, that will not go away soon or easily.
Need to be turned into the almost no limits slave I am inside, but have been suppressing for a long time.
This will for a long period of time need to be done as sessions, one-offs, due to situation mentioned above. Very few limits, or rather: I need someone who will break all but a few of my limits, someone who will remove those barriers and turn me into what I need to be. ? The few limits that cannot be broken: No kids, no drugs, no disease, nothing illegal and no damage until able to go 24/7.
To be clear: while I have a dream scenario (see below) my need is to be turned into something that pleases the Master.?I have turn-ons and turn-offs, just like everyone else, but I believe that pleasing the Master is what mattes. The "type" of Master who I would ideally serve is demanding, patient, methodical, strict, cruel, sadistic and brutal.?I have no expectations of achieving any orgasms at all, at any time with the Master.
The ultimate dream is ending up as rubberized gimp, permanently restrained, and either in permanent chastity, castrated or nullified. No escape. I know this is is hardly ever achievable and certainly not for me in the near future, but hard is not the same as impossible. ? Fit, athletic, healthy and disease free. Intend to stay that way. Non smoker, never done drugs and never want to. ? Some practical notes:
No women please. I know I identify as bisexual, but am only interested in serving a man. I'll of course chat with women, but nothing beyond this. I am exclusively looking for a man.
No, I will not share facial pictures, or anything else that can positively identify me, until real trust has been built and even then I will be very cautious. That doesn't mean I'm fake. I'm sorry if you think so.
I am not immediately relocatable and will not be for some time yet. That doesn't mean I'm fake either. I'm sorry if you think so.
Meets will, for the foreseeable future, take some planning to arrange, but can be done. Realistically all of Northern Europe can be considered for a meet, North America in rare cases.
Meets will, unfortunately, for the time being, be very restricted with regards to marks. I'm sorry.
Very privacy minded and believe further, serious, contact should be encrypted. I will gladly assist with this of course.
Sexsex001
 
 Age: 23
 Chesterfield, Missouri