GiftedWoman

How many of you meet others from sites like this? Have you been pleased, disappointed or put in danger? Did you feel you found the right one or did your spidey senses warn you but you met anyway?  

Better yet, did you find out something wrong about yourself that you finally admitted to and fixed it or do you continue believing the lies you portray to others?

Believe it or not, someone will meet you and find out you are a waste of time. Too bad you are too selfish to realize that. In your mind the others are the ones full of deciet and hot air.

Guess what?

you are the loser.

What you expect me to be and who I am will not be cohesive unless you talk to me and NOT talk to the fantasies in your head and the consuming desire to cum.

So get ready to be disappointed.

Underneath my hand you are thinking you are in control.  Telling me what you like what you dont like and what you expect. 

Hands bound blindfold on with my warm breath teasing your flesh. 

Your body starts relaxing confident that you are going to get what you want how you want it.  you open up to me slowly even more.

Sensing yourself a smile crosses my lips my fingers taking the very thing you told me not to use ever.

Sliding it over your skin as my fingers would tapping your hide softly then more firmly until soft moans come from your lips.

Rabbit fur strokes the red before the vampire gloves come out.  Squeals of pleasure pain and desire fall from your mouth, raising your hands over your head with the hoist, your heat scent filling my nostrils.

After some time after taking you down slowly, covering you letting you recover and myself recover you are curious as to what I used, how I did what I did to make you totally forget yourself.

Gasping knowing not to get mad or excited your mind races as you see all the things that held your greatest fear become your best friend.

Me

Bd/sm to me is not sexual intercourse or a way to get it when all other avenues have failed.  Whips, canes, needles, rope, wax, soft touches, soft voices with a hint of danger in them are what excite me getting my juices flowing, my mind racing.  Its the threat of danger with complete security the promise of floating on cloud ten for hours or even days afterwards.  I dont know of any plain sex thats ever done that.  

I am completely immersed in the promise of pushing past what the eye can see and the mind comprehend by such simply complicated actions that are in the hands of someone with talent.  Master, Grand Master, submissive, slave, trans, changed, ab, sadists, masochists and all the rest add a grand flavor and extreme joy to those that have the privledge of experiencing these wonderful people in this lifestyle.  

I am a sensual sadistic dominant switch.  hahah figure that one out.  Roleplaying is not really my thing it feels fake to me.  Ive been told I need to loosen up some hahaha I know they are right but I just cant.  I like alot of different things, I just ask that you try and be true to yourself.  I usually can tell the difference.  Graduating high school a long time ago..not having any patience for what is called playground drama.  

Friends are more important than a one night stand so communication, safety, enjoying is what I would like more.  Many things can stem from a well intended hello.  hehehehe

Spread your thighs wide for me let me peek inside.
 Let me feel the warmth of your flesh and to smell the real desire within you.

 Spread open your mouth part those luscious lips
Let me lick them.
Let me taste the hunger the openness inside you.
 No sweeter will be the taste of that Im sure.

Spread open your arms, your fingers, bare your nakedness to my eyes.
Let me see inside you.

No matter what ropes I use to tie you with.
No matter what jaw breaker keeps your mouth wide.
No matter what knive I use to cut your clothes off with.

If you dont let me see your soul I cannot get in.

Something came up in chat that really sticks in my neck.  The subject of sex, bd/sm and switches.
Let me make this clear to those that have their heads in online thinking. 
This lifestyle affords the freedom for any thoughts and actions to be openly discovered, it does not mean its right.

Sex
Sex is leather, steel, bondage and NOT just intercourse!  Serving is very seductive in its own right and very fulfilling when they are serving someone they respect and admire.  People can and DO have intense orgasms by either recieving or giving pain by giving or recieving complete submission/Control.  The list is endless and it doesnt include intercourse.  Im disappointed at all the focus on sex and not the hugely vast opportunities that bd/sm really has to offer.

BD/SM
bondage, domination/Sadist,masochist.  This again does not have to be intercourse, in fact most fullfilling in the MIND SPIRIT and body is when one is getting what they need, the dominance of thier soul by someone stronger than themself.  Last time I checked, I havent met a cock that made me worship it and it alone.  A pussy either.  I absolutely refuse to have someone with me that worships my pussy and nothing else....what a waste.

Switches
There is nothing wrong with having the best of both worlds, of being able to deal with the roles of both not at the same time.  DUH.  I have topped dominants and have never thought of them as switching, their personality wont allow it.  Its who you ARE that matters.  I am comfortable in my skin, with some I am submissive to I cant help it.  I know power when I see it (challenge it uh huh yes I do).  When around a submissive the dominance in me comes out and Im rather good at it.  (so Ive been told).  I have no problem with either its dealing with the narrow minds and the false preconceptions on what folks like me ARE.  There are some hugely talented people that are both,,,,,some you would be amazed to find out.  No wonder they dont talk about it much.  Some dont have to for thier name preceeds them.
Oh for you onliners Im talking REAL FLESH.