GiftedGift

Sometimes things happen for a reason.  I'd been floating in and out of the lifestyle, not having much luck in finding what I wanted, and being unhappy the whole time.  Then I met the perfect Man, in of all places, a vanilla setting.

Turns out, He's a natural Dominant, who has twisted me around His little finger.  He has that perfect balance of caring and ruthlessness that I've been wanting.  We've been together a few months now, and I couldn't be happier.  One minute, He's making sure that I have everything I need, caring for me and making sure that I'm happy, showing me the greatest tenderness and affection imaginable, and the next He's giving me a look that makes me want to curl into a corner and hide in shame.  When I do wrong, He doesn't have to yell at me to let me know how disappointed He is.

The combination has me totally enthralled and I feel like I spend all my time panting after Him in some combination of adoration and desire.  I can't believe it but I'm begging Him to touch me, to do more with me, to let me do more for Him.  I'm in a constant state of want, and it's all because He's so amazing and wonderful.  With even His lightest touch in the most unlikely of places, I'm soon begging Him to let me come.

Well, it's sad when things don't work out.  I had met a very nice man who lives locally, and was really hoping things would develop between us but that didn't happen.  We tested the waters via an exclusive online relationship, but after a month determined it just wasn't right, and we are going to remain just friends.

He had access to this account during that time, and if He sent out any messages or removed any friendships, I apologize.  I do hope that people will forgive me any real or perceived slights, while I attempted to do the honorable thing and abide by a possible Master's wishes.

Passwords have been reset, and I'm back for the duration.  I do have a friend (a different friend) looking over my shoulder, but that's a different matter.

Hope everyone was well while I took my month off!

If You are a DOMINANT who is:

•  Self confident
• Have been told You have a strong "presence"
• Have integrity, are honest, open, and communicative
• Between the ages of 40 - 50
• Are naturally Dominant in all aspects of life
• Believe that a slave is property, but still deserves love and affection
• Are imaginative, flexible, and slightly evil
• See life as a series of fun challenges rather than obstacles
• Want a slave *only* for You - no sharing her around

And You are NOT:

• A submissive
• Egotistical
• Overly theatrical
• Using BDSM to be "different" from a real life where You are meek and submissive
• Abusive
• Looking for toilets, whores, or a slave to share with Your pals or strangers
• Into permanent physical, mental or emotional damage
• A drug user or a smoker

Then I may be right for You.

My philosophy: I am property. Like a cherished pet, or a beautiful Ferrari  however, I deserve the BEST treatment.

What is it with all of the sudden, secret profiles on here?  I have had three different people send me messages, but when I go to look at their profiles, it says, "Profile not found."

If for some reason you want to keep your profile private (I wasn't even aware you could do that), and you wish to know me better, please be kind and at least send me a copy of your profile so I can get a sense of whom I'm speaking to? 

A one-line message isn't always conducive to creating an accurate first impression.

giftedGift is a slave, and as such, expects to one day give up complete control to a Master. However, until that day, gifted is in control of her own destiny, and *must* be responsible and see to the safety of Master's property. she has established a procedure for doing this, and is dilligent about it.

1) giftedGift speaks to a person through CollarMail. 2) Things move to instant messenger, where longer conversations take place. 3) A testing phase ensues, where giftedGift allows the Dominant to exert some control over her behavior. (This is not the same as cyber, where things are roleplayed. This involves real-life assignments, which help to determine whether gifted's "style" of submission suits the Dominant.) 4) Phone calls. 5) Real-life meetings.

Obviously every situation is different. There is some flexibility to this procedure, depending on how much trust has been built. There are also Dominants who never make it to real-life (sometimes because they aren't who they say they are, sometimes because one or the other of us finds that we are not suited). The one thing giftedGift will NOT stint on is personal safety. gift will not meet with someone the first week, or after the first few conversations. she will not play during the first meeting; nor will she meet a Dominant in a private area the first time or so.

If You do not wish to go through giftedGift's procedure with her, that is Your choice. But giftedGift will not compromise the safety of Master's property, and it is her responsibility until He comes along.