I was into bondage years before I learned how babies were made. It was intense and perverted, yet, somehow, innocent. For a long, long time, I thought myself the only one.
I believe I'm straight, even if, in my fantasies, the gender of my captor isn't important. The Internet introduced me to the concept of feminization without the stigma of caricature. It was an extreme sort of submission.
While on cam, the reaction of viewers to my slim body and their requests that I wear panties and bra led me to add feminization to my bondage fantasies.
I still don't know if I'm ready to be deflowered by a male in real life. I don't like the sight of men. It may be that I'll only keep discussing the matter with "suitors" online. I may still change. Or not. |