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I am writing my story related to my journey into bdsm lifestyle as slave
women. I am 35 year old Indian women, i am a traditional and
conservative housewife like most of the wife's here, i always have the
desire to be owned and treated as submissive by dominant person. i don't
know how i got interest in becoming a submissive women and start
liking the dominant man who knows how to control women and treat them as
they should be and keep women within their shoes. Having said this i
have the moral courage to know that the life in which i m going is not
considered good both as an Indian women and also while being wife and
mother but i decided to enter into this on my own risk and keeping my
interest limited to me and to my master.
In order to fulfill my
hidden desire i decided to put my profile on one of the BDSM personal
website and start searching for master. After going through long waiting
time i finally found a dominant; caring, honest and sincere man named
Master Rony. This story is about my journey into this lifestyle that i
took with and was only possible because of Master Rony.
Master
Rony is 35 year old, an Indian married man working in some MNC company
has decided to own me as his slave. That day i feel first time what the
real feeling of being submissive women and what the slave is all about.
He owns me 24x7 and i m his loyal and obedient slave.First thing master
order is to make new ID that i will use when chats to him, From the
first day till today master have sessions with his slave and i try to do
obediently all the things he orders, but being shy and conservative
women i was first taken by master for training of me in order to make me
a complete slave as he wants.
Since from the first day he owned
me i started to feel a special thoughts that comes from inside and made
me proud and delighted that i eventually found a master who knows how to
control and guide a submissive women. All the time spend with Master
bring a new learning and it helps me to be educated in order to become a
successful and obedient slave of Master Rony.
Master decided to
owns me completely and for 24/7, at first he asks all about me,my
family, my education, my married life, my location and most important my
body, colour and size. Master assures me that in any case he will not
put me in any danger and never harm me or my body. I started to trust
Master and eventually within 2-3 session i had a complete faith on him
more important was that Master also trusted me, i assure him of all my
loyalty, honesty, integrity and honesty to him. Master at first teach me
about various slave related words such as bitch, slut, whore, pony
etc. and made me understand the meaning & difference between them.
On first meeting Master had already told me that he is very possessive
and would not like to share her property with anyone and he also made me
clear that i have put aside my shame and open up on things that i never
ever done before like Master told me i have to be always ready to be
nude, he also made me mentally prepare to becoming his 24/7 slave; he
also told me that he only like the word nude not bare and naked. So in
the first 3 session he made me accustomed to all BDSM related things and
meaning and enrich me with his vast knowledge and wisdom.
The
first task Master ordered me was to strip naked and write on my breast
& on stomach while pointing on them that it belongs to Master Rony
and I sold myself to Sir Rony with black marker; to be honest it was so
so embarrassing and humiliating that i never before even think of it i
feels that i would die of shame, but Master took me to his arm and hold
me give me confidence. On the first few sessions i had developed some
misunderstanding and question Master sincerity and argued with him later
realizes that i was wrong that day Master was really wanted to punish
me for the first time by awarding 20 times sit-ups while holding my ears
but somehow i eventually manged to apologize him and later he
forgive.Later that day i was made to shave my body and told not to use
veet cream rather i was to ordered to use razor for shaving every part
that have unnecessary hair. Master also told me to note down the
frequency of using toilet in a day and keep a note of every day and says
that some day master also put restrictions in it; Master says that it
helps him to keep control and make me more obedient slave.
In
later days i was developing into a good slave according to master so to
test me he made me bring three white papers and told me to write on
first paper that "i am disobedient slave of Master Rony" on second paper
"i am worthless whore of Master Rony" and on third sheet i have to
write "i m useless slut for Master Rony" 25 times on each sheet and
later keep 2 sheet under cup of both side of brassier and one inside the
panty under pussy for 5 consecutive days without taking it out if
papers gets wet and spoiled i have rewrite it again and keep it again.
This is because i was absent for 3 days without informing Master about
my disappearance. I was also made to wear a dog collar but because it
not easy to wear it every time and secondly it is not available here so i
requested master to let me wear a chain instead of it to show that i m
now owned slave of Sir Rony. In all i have lot of session with Master
Rony that truly explored me and my submissive tendency. This all was so
much learning and education for me and i consider myself a more mature
slave in a way and confidently feels that Master have a complete
knowledge and command over this relationship and he is a true master. I
does now feel my responsibility and obligation towards my Master. I now
transformed from a traditional Indian women to typical slave women, and i
really thanks my master for transforming me and helps me in meeting my
desire.
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I found my Owner months back but i not mention it on my journal. Now i m Owned slave of Master Rony.
Now i have decided to relocate myself with my Master for life and i wanted to become a proud slave of Sir Rony.
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Despite my serious effort to seek a serious master i could not find anyone here.
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After absence of 4 month since i was disowned by master, now i am owned by Master Ramesh.
I can assure myself that this relationship with my master will flourish and i find this person a decent man with good ability to dominate women like me who is not quite expressive.
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I was too worried for my relationship with master but on Saturday he made me understand that he is been committed to his work and his family and i respect his comments and now i realizes that i should put too much pressure on him for giving me the time and attention..saying all this i still feels i do needs his attention as i m in learning phase i need guidance at any step or stage.
On weekend master has time so he had a session with me. Session involves teasing and making me do task. he made me insert cork into my ass and stick tape over it so it cant come out. and tease me and lead me till end then order me to stop...this he does for 3 times during an hour.....then finally let me explode but on toilet floor and made me lick it from there......
I today walked for 45 min as i increase my time from 30 min to 45 min but not yet i loose weight; it has been a month since i m being walking on master orders...
Still facing massive power load shedding in my area usually 2-3 times a day power shut down for an hour.
This week i will be busy...so might not come daily.. i take permission from master for my absence. I today tells master my feelings that he not encourage me or not even pamper me...i likes to be pampered by him. he did not says anything on this.
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Master not having time for me every-time i come online he busy in office and in late at night he went to sleep... i not whining or complaining just expressing my feelings.
anyhow today i just posted my look alike picture which master asked in beginning of our relationship to post on my profile, so i posted one but she not exactly like me but closer to me if you make me more chubby and fatty.
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Master today not feeling well having a headache and this makes me sad, on Saturday night i was given a task to have have sex with husband on master orders. Hubby went to club that day and was dunked when he comes back, he wants me to dance for him, i just give it a try and in between he grab me and take to bed ( i m giving minor details as master want this) and then have sex with me. This all take 5 min........Next Day i was busy with house chores as its holiday so just went to market and buy some groceries and other stuff. Not able to go for walk on Sunday.
Note: Master Sorry if any thing hurts you in today's argument. You started it....even then i apologize.
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I just start my day in usual way, today not wake early as kids school are closed today. Secondly i am assigned to reduce my weight from 85 kgs to 70 kgs for this i m told to walk briskly every evening for 30 min and increase the duration gradually. So i m very actively following this task.
Today master made me do very absurd task. He told me to finger myself and cum on floor but becuase i have carpet on floor i cant do that,, so he told me to do it in bathroom floor. but in between this i cumed......but he not listened me and made me to finger myself again and was harsh on his orders...he fianaly made me cum on toilet floor and lick made me lick it....ugghhh...I hated it......ITS DIRTY ACT.........
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Today i again gone for a brisk walk as i have to reduce my weight from 85 kgs to 70 kgs.
Rest of the day i remained busy doing house chores.....just get hectic and tired as facing frequent power failures in my area.
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Yesterday i had long conversation with Master Reddy. He is nice and caring person and he understands me.
I am today writing about the activities that i did today, i wake up early morning at 7am, made breakfast and give it to my kids as they were going to school. it was start of long and hectic day, i worked all day long doing house work including cooking, washing, dusting and cleaning. and also went market to purchase groceries.
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Today is the one of saddest day of my life because the thing which i was expecting happened today. But still not known why i was made to gone through this. If my master has to do this same thing why he come to my life.? why he accepted me as his slave?. why he made me realize that he cares for me? and i thought finally i found a man who could be a very good master for me.
Today just 2 words was his commitment to me.Today he says he not wants me. he not want to own me. today i feels that life always shown pity on me and i hated this alot.
today i realize that all are fakes and pedophiles here.
Man are selfish animals.
Today i also assure him that not once after today he will get a single message from me. and this is a commitment of me to me.
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Hi! i dont know how to come out of my problems...master not giving time to me i feels neglected and deprived. if there any problem master have i like master should share to me. if i did anything wrong i want master to tell me so i can improve and learn. but master not showing any interest in me.
I want answer from my master.
Yesterday because of anger i misbehaved with my master for which i apologizes. i did not meant to be like that but it happened.i m sorry master.
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Hi! i really don't understand what wrong i done that master for long time is not taking interest in me also not informing me the reason. it makes me very upset and also made me to think that i m not worthwhile to be called a slave. But i wanted to learn from master but constantly ignoring me.
This is my honest feelings and i know master wont like this but i want to let him know how i feels for him.
i respect and regards him greatly and truly.
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Today my master is angry with me becuase in his absence i did not fill my journal entries on daily basis. So now i m trying to make up all that i left for no reason.
I usually wake up at 7:00am in morning to get up and prepare breakfast and kids for school. After their departure i got busy in household chores like cleaning,washing,mopping and dusting. After some time i have to give my husband breakfast and eat myself also. At 10:30am husband left for work. Then i go to market to buy vegetables and groceries. After coming from here i get busy in making lunch as kids be back from school by 2:30pm. After giving them lunch my inlaws and me eat lunch. After all this i take bath and iron clothes for tomorrow for kids and husband. Then kids awake after hour nap and then i sit with them for their studies. After some studies they left for play and come after 2 hours and then husband also comes back by then and then kids get busy in studies and me and husband watch television. then we eat dinner and finally went to bed after finishing all dirty dishes.
This all is my daily routine. All this information is posted on master orders.
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I feels that my master behaving little strangely i did not know why? i was trying to contact him but he was too busy or traveling so he ignored me. I not know how much my master believes me or trust me. But i want to assure him that i m totally honest and loyal to him.The only thing which made me to be his slave his dominating personality and loves that he shared with me.
even then i hopes that master will be busy or in some sort of tension...i respect my master every act.
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Master please tell me wht i did wrong .?i m trying to contact you....but you not available please contact me i m worried...is everything ok and fine?
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I find master day before yesterday..he was happy that i contacted him and i was worried for him,,,he was not here thats why he not contacted me....
Master made me do naughty things that day////he made cum for very first time.....i did disobedient but he was lenient thats why he not says anything to me...
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I find master day before yesterday..he was happy that i contacted him and i was worried for him,,,he was not here thats why he not contacted me....
Master made me do naughty things that day////he made cum for very first time.....i did disobedient but he was lenient thats why he not says anything to me...
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i am unable to find my master online for 3 days
i dont whts going on and i m getting worried now. |
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Today master is very happy with me becuz of the tasks he ordered is met sucessfully by me.... he also gives me kisses and i m very happy delighted
Thank you Master |
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Yesterday master ordered me for a task, also tolds me to report the task here in this journal.
He orders me to go to bed and get strip and suck husband penis who was sleeping that time.
I go to husband who was sleeping i strip naked and started lower husband lower and started to lick his penis by that time he was awake and surprissed as i never done before this to him. he let me do wht i was doing and when i lick and sucking for 2-3 min he moves and fuck me. stating that i get bad women and useed every bad words he know for me.
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Hi! yesterday when chating with Master electrcity went off. So its very bad and i think Master also feels irritated by it. Master did not like my effort for updating my journal as he says i wrote a bad english that with too spelling mistakes. Today i think i done better job..... waiting to see Master comments on it. |
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Hi! i m told by Master to update my journal...so i m doing it now! Master and i had a chat on Saturday night and we have nice session and i leanr lot of thngs from him. Master is nice and understandable. He realize the imporatnce of family in a slave life.
I hope to write more with passage of time....
This is my first ecperincing of filling up a journal. |
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I have been owned by Master Lionheart and I am his whore. |
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