galaxy83

Did you guys know that just because someone shows you a recent std test this does not include the guy or girl they fucked two weeks ago or five months ago unprotected and may have contracted the virus? makes me wonder if there are efficient tests that give you results that are accurate in a shorter time lapse. im not the one to sleep around but i am hesitant to trust people who want to be trained and some of these women that are just so sexually in need it seems as though they'll fuck a stray dog and have casual affairs, btw i was never one to have casual sex fyi ( for the narrow-minded thats not how i got an std). i hope to find someone with some sense of shame, self-worth and dignity... be safe people and smart or you may find tears of regret falling ceaselessly in your laps...galaxy

Beyond Darkness

Sunlight on my eyelids

She Knows My Pains: By A. Lynn aka Feather aka Galaxy

sore...stinging

scarlet eyes
white tear streaked cheeks
i wear in despair
near unbearable 
about to break
without a fix
in regression only to wish i did
scattered over the floor
i kneel stiffly
devastated
to pick up the pieces
betrayal has claimed its host
and my faith still remains 
felt by the earth; the bass of my heart beats
to the rhythm of my fear to move on 
and she lets me know i will be ok 
and she will remain as i travel
an affirmation of my stregth to succeed
despite the storm
i will be fruitful

this colored girl i have laid my eyes on

why has she not pawned her kinky locks for tresses that drape like silk curtains

to dress my window, for an arm and a leg

making Kim's family rich?

this colored girl is not what is see a colored girl to be

she?doesn't?look like a colored girl to me!

she has no round hind and her hips are just a little bigger than mine!

her hair is so different, her beauty striking and rare.

why is she not with child, poor, lonely and in despair

why... it is as if she?doesn't?have a care!

am i so shallow and ignorant i think black women are all the same

surely if she?surprised me there?must?be?others to do the same!

and she appears to me easy-going and kind

she can't be a ?club-hopping, leave my baby with my friend

party all night till nights end type of woman

but educated and with class

you know the type of woman that will be with her man and last

i want to know more about her

im sure we have something in common

"Hi, my name is Samantha, and yours?" "Almaaz"

"Somehow I noticed you are different than other black women I see. And there is something about you I feel that is very unique"

(Almaaz)"Every black woman you see is just as unique as you. I'm very unique, that?couldn't?be more true. Every fruit is fleshy and has seeds. Some are a little sweeter than others; you have to taste them to see. One may look more ripe than the other; but you won't know its?sweetness?by its color. have a seat next to me and we can share our understandings and take each other from this plain to higher landings...

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A Submissive's Desire

a million words cannot express what emotions run through me

they are many...and stirring

like autumn's leaves after they fall from its trees

and beautiful so they are

warm shades submitting to the sun

as i am inside...and anxious 

...anxious to kiss this creature's lips

to exchange the energy trapped beneath 

a long-awaited release

and tension ceases to hold me 

the world is ours to conquer

the world is ours to change

our souls to nurture

to love and grow

pulsing together three hearts to never part

in that moment we realize we are right

that moment our spirits unite

time will stand still

and birds will sing of our love

its melody so strong it will brighten the galaxies above

     A test it is to have two worlds collide! Exploring sometimes you stumble and fall and it hurts when you don't find a cushion to brace you  as you may expect.  I am less than one year into this lifestyle. It is a challenge, as everything is in life hahahaha but you can't cowardly get off in the middle of the ride now can you? It is not my position in my relationship that is so but the way we interact with one another outside of this that must be nurtured....

My First Spanking with His Flogger

Lol... I'm just giddy at times, bubbly I'd say... the thought of writing about this experience tickles me.  Well, my Masters' favorite toys to spank me with are the flogger and the crop.  As a matter of fact he just brought a new one today,  it's red and black :).  I'm not into the whole "beat me till I bleed" thing and he isn't either.  He's said to me, which I really admire his wisdom in, that he doesn't have to beat me ceaselessly to show his dominance :) or leave marks on me I simply like to feel at his mercy and for his pleasure and feel pleasure from him.  I like for him to seduce me.

My first experience with the leather flogger.

I bent over our bed and he began to spank me with his flogger.  It gradually began to sting, especially on my left cheek as he hit me in the same spot. At one time i felt numbness in that spot which didn't last oddly. He allowed me to rest periodically  (I didn't know this was his intention until we discussed the experience)   from the beating where at that time I worshiped him.  I appreciate him taking measures to ensure that I'm safe and that he doesn't go too far.  Because this was my first time being spanked with a flogger he began with my fishnet stockings over my tush and after some time he partially removed them exposing my astronaut lol. He really takes an interest in my emotions and making sure he understands my sensitivities.  

     The next day my hiney was sore, which made him smile... not very much but a bit which lasted three days. He is so funny. I love him very much.  I did not have visible bruises but the likes of a mosquito bite over the area I was spanked and redness he described over that area.