I am a married guy that has had much interest in this lifestyle for quite a while. My wife on the otherhand wants nothing to do with it. I guess what I want from all of this is maybe someone to talk to who understands what I go through wanting so bad to have this kind of relationship ,but knowing that I would never leave my wife . I would give anything to have this kind of relationship with her but know that it will never happen. I would love(on the other hand )to find a female in somewhat the same situation to maybe live out our fantasies . I am no sick person, I dont expect anything from anyone and to make things a little less complicated I would preferer a married woman who as I stated before is going through much the same situation as me. Someone who would like to get to know me and not have to worry about it causing problems. If there is such a woman and you dont think all of this is too goofy, I hope to hear from you soon.