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Out with the old in with the New, That is the way of the world. Well Here I am sitting here wondering how I got down this path but we all start from somewhere. Mine was long and difficult.?
I'm Looking for a submissive/slave. No more Dom's/ Masters , or what ever they choose to call them selves. Its time for me to return to the life style and return what I learned. Only refined and polished.
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Learning to adjust to new people is what I use to thrive on , now after meeting people that just dont have a clue im reminded that my 18year old said to me once . MOM People in Society can be such a downer. Man Now i know im old she is right , I thought it was the partent that could be right not the child. |
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Been a long year, thought I had the perfect Dominate to play with , and instead of listening and helping, I feel like I have been out to pasture. Getting old but dam! just might not have been when we where looking for if he is so willing to just let me go. and not find out what is going down at my place. its easyer for him to just accuse and complain. fine what ever, this is a subbie that dont care. I know its a bad additude but other than locking everything out and hiding in a bad habbit im not sure what to do any mroe. I can only give and give so much.But for Dominates when did it become in a stressfull situation. a one sided thing. |
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Its been a while sence i have writen anything , found a lot of Doms that like to play games, but I guess that is noramal for most to play games , I have been Playing with very good Dominates tho. I have felt different range of emotions. and have figured to take some time out for a bit , I go to the play parties , and such but I have found a Regular Dominate to play with, and I think that is good thing to stay stable for a bit . |
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Well after not getting paid for 2 monuths I finaly quiit my job .... or slave job I should say , but all is well time of year for things to start going in the right direction
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Well its one of them days , I have a stressful job. but its fun with the rest of the people I work with , who woudl ever think that Customer service actualy would be fun ?
thank you for warmer weather makes the skirts for work wear able with out the draft :)
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im sooooooooooo tired to day, I wish that my body would catch up to the day , dang , well have met serval very sweet people on here and thank you all for your enchoragement. as life turns on its getting easyer to deal with my heart break and my soul is finaly healing ... Time for once is usefull :) |
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Well my heart stopped breaking as much as it felt it was breaking Tuesday night , Break ups suck but I will not put down the Man I was involved in , he did teach me a lot about live and how people no matter where they come from can still be a vital part of your life. even after a breake up.
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Well its been awhile sence I have been on , life seems to be nothing more then a tornado , but thanks to some special friends its a ride I can look at my self and say Hey! there is more to life out there then you think .Going to the wicked tonight and hopefuly will get my mind off of life .off to see the movies , YAY!
found that there are real people out there in this lifestyle ones that I can relate to , ones I can understand , that are human lol not the animals , i like my animals in bed on in life .
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| Age: 26 |
| Sacramento,
California |
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