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What do I really want from d/s?
That's a good question. I am a 58 y/o professional man in Southern California, and am entirely new to d/s. I am happily married and generally quite satisfied with my life. Honestly, I don't need or want someone to run it. But I find the thought of being sexually submissive extremely erotic.
I am looking for an online relationship where I can explore that side of me. I do not insist that the relationship be exclusive on your part. In fact, I am open to just about anything, as long as it remains online and doesn't jeopardize my marriage.
I love role playing as a submissive or slave but anything must stay online. I will not do anything in reality that will be apparent to those outside. This is a part of me that at present I do not want to share with friends or family.
While i enjoy chatting on CM, i very much enjoy role playing in some of the rooms designed for it. (i have played in Torture and on occasion, i will open a room called Masters Slaves Role Playing.) In such rooms, i will submit to practically anything (at least i haven't found a limit yet); it is a safe way of exploring my limits. I especially enjoy humiliation, particularly if it is of a sexual nature.
Some of you will probably think that such play is not true D/s. You may be right. And were I not married, I probably would be open to doing things r/t (although there my limits would be much narrower and better defined). If you think that way, fine; I am not for you. But if you like the idea of playing online, it am willing to be your sub/slave.
I would love to hear from you.
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