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| Update*** for brief while, i was a bit lost and confused.this is no longer the case! Please note im no-longer seeking i am here for friends only!!!i know my place and it is at her feet.i will be going West in 45 days for a visit with Ms.Dee and hoping She sees fit for me to earn Her Collar. if you have any Questions contact Ms.DeeinWA for i am under Her spell and happily there by choice. for She understands me as a submissive and all that goes with me, and She knows how to treat a submissive.
greetings ,,iam a 46yr submissive male, who is trust worthy,sincere and knows the meaning of loyalty,i seek a Mistress for a r/t realtionship. i have 3 years experience as a collared submissive. i am serious minded and want a Mistress that i can grow with and be allowed to discover and serve to my fullest potential. i have a picture but due to my employment situation i cannot share it with you here,thank You for your patience,understanding and the time it took to read my profile respectfully,,fun2bewith43
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Well its been a bit since i have written anything in here. i have been with Mistress now for a little over 8 months. it seems like its only been a few weeks that i have been with Mistress. I guess its true what they say " Time flies when your having fun!!!!" words cannot describe how happy that i am, nor can words describe how great Mistress is!  |
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Well what can i say the last five days, have been extreamly scarey. Mistress had taken me to the hospital last saturday, and i was quite ill, i was admitted, and underwent a battery of tests. Mistress never left my side and was so kind carring and comforting at a time that was so scarey and painfull for me. Without my MIstress there things im sure would have been worse and i am so happy that She was there to make a real bad time easier. I love my Mistress very much and i always will. |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR ,,UPDATE!!!!! This morning while opening presents with Mistress, in my stocking i got the best present a submissive could get!!!! my permant collar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes indeed its a very Merry Christmas!!!!!!! |
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****** well i have been told by Mistress that i have some spankies comming today!!!! cuz its my bithday, should i say ut oh! now or later? maybe i can apply for a quick change of name and DOB lol or go into the subbie protection program the only thing is i cant find the number giggles........................ |
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***** Well what can i say i have been at Ma'ams now for 10 days. and it doesn't even seem like it, and i haven't gotten into trouble once  and i am really trying to be good. !!!
i am very happy to be here with Mistress i just wish it would have been a hell of alot sooner, fore this is where i belong. my birthday is fast approaching and i couldnt have a better present than my Mistress. |
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********** what can i say. last evening was wonderful as have been the days i have spent here with Ma'am. Mistress has introduced me to one of her favorite toys! the singletail!!!!! i must say i liked it!!!! never experenced it before. and in equal time i was introduced to the the punishment whip! which is a rubber whip with a steel ball wrapped in rubber!!!!! the only thing i can say is dat really hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i will say its not fun nor is it pleasureable!!!!!!! i was given just 2 whacks with it and that was enough!!!!!!! i dont like it and i wont be feeling it again that is for sure, cuz i dont plan on being bad to get punished with that wicked painful article!!!!!.
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***** Everything is great at Mistress;s i so wish that i could have met Her, years ago when i first started this journey long ago. things would have been so much easier. Not to mention not having to waste a whole bunch of time on wanna-bes and loosers. but alas i am where i know i belong, and my Mistress has exceeded all my desires and dreams. and it is truly a pleasure to serve Her. |
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*******i made it to Ma'ams yesterday at 2pm and i am finally happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) the flight sucked and what could go wrong with an airline did but its all moot in the end. the end did in fact justify the means in this case... |
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The day has finally arrived!!!!!Getting ready to leave and go to the airport to catch my plane its 5.27 Am where im at ill soon be in the west, cant wait to see Ma'am :) |
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******Less than 21 hours and i will be flying west, and Tommorow is going to be a good day for flying!!!! but like everyone else i still have some last min details to take care of like,, ummm packing my bag lol and thats about it. oh yes and make sure i get to the airport on time Lmao :) |
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***** Flying outa here on Thurs Morning @ 10;25 Am Bound for da West Coast!!!!!!!!!whoooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo |
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Thirteen more days until i leave to go west, i cannot wait!!!! the anticaption i feel grows by the day. Its wonderful to find One that is real and knows how to treat a sub/slave. For me i
have found the perfect Mistress. and i shall be honered to serve Her |
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Quote,,,People dont know about the things i say or do,they dont understand about the shit that I've been thru,,,,Its been so long since Ive been home...I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long, maybe I forgot the things i missed Oh somehow i know that theres more to life than this......
Kid Rock
Only God Knows Why |
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i often wonder many things, who, what, where, and even why. Sometimes the answers come easy and other times they do not. this life is hard enough without others trying to complicate it by whatever means,
by decption, or by just being hurtful , as for
myself. i seek the one that i can trust with all
that i am, and serve with all my being. but i
also am very cautious like a mistreated animal
i am very leary, and will run when i feel something isnt right. and often do for self-
preservation, fore the only one to protect me is me, and i refuse to be sadistic hunters prey, that has no idea how to treat a goodboy. so if you see me run past,you will know why.... |
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They say that time can heal a broken heart is this in fact true, or do we become hardened with the so called healing? Or is it indeed a fact that the only way a broken heart can heal or even be mended is by the one who broke it to begin with. it is proven as of late that one can actually die of a broken heart, |
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alone
What i face, i face alone, my fears,
my hopes, my dreams, and more, no-one to laugh with, no-one to hold, no-one to say lil-one your actions are bold.
Alone is what i am , and has always what i have been, i cannot help but wonder for how long until the lonelyness ends.
i am not bitter though, but sad yes i am, for true lonelyness id wish on no
Ma'am or Man. but i shall press on and keep my faith,and walk this loong lonely road and see what awaits.
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It has been almost a year to the day since i have made an entry here, an yet so much has happened, and yet circumstances are still the same, unchanged, at one point i thought I was happy but only to find that i was not. and was led astray from my belief and pursuit.it has been almost a year to the day since I was last here,my question is was is Karma that has returned me to where i in fact belong and where i know i need to be, |
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Today I once again start a journey, but find myself going down a diffrent path,one of which i hope to find fullfillment,and longjevity, and not dissapointment and heartache. however rtime will tell what this road will bring |
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| Age: 42 |
| Covington,
Tennessee |
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