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Have recently bought Edgeplay a med website with Sire....www.edgeplay.co.uk. Is excitings times and Wwe are looking forwards to seeing how far Wwe can go...though gracie does wanna keeps the needles for herself...dont worry she isn't alloweds to lolz!!!
Go check it out your bound to love it :) xxx |
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gah totally forgot i had to write a reference for one of my staff at work :( boo no sleep for gracie tonight it would appear!! loves it when i get a few hours notice to write something!!!
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Doesn't like to be forgotten about. Curls up in the corner and waits to see what happens =[
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laid up in bed in agony after having my tonsils lasered out....seemed like such a good idea at the time now im not so sure...ah well. tonsils removed on tuesday fingers crossed ill be over the worst of it next week and then i'll (hopefully) have a week of sun to play around with. ive not been able to enjoy any of the sun this week:( ive been asleep xxx
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Had a fun weekend got some new marks. Whilst I'm liking the marks they have not taken the top spot from my lip:)
thanks to the kind sir who helped put the marks on my body.
gracie xXx
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-Marks-
i had forgotten how much i enjoy marks.. both the getting but the enjoying after. i've got a few on my body at the moment and every time i see them it makes me smile...tho to see them i do have to twist around and stare at them in the mirror.
i have a new favourite mark now though, for ages my favourite was the cuts on my back from some cutting i took part in right at the very beginning of my entry into BDSM. Now though my favourite is a teeny tiny bruise on my lower lip....it isnt as in your face as my back was but it's enough to make me smile to look at it and it's far more delicate then any other marks ive had before and for that reason it's taken the number one slot for favourite marks of all times.
No doubt at some point it will be bumped down a space or two but for the time being it's my favourite mark of all time:)
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Not written in this in a while so just saying howdy and happy weekend.
I sure do love weekends. Anyways sleepy now so Ima gonna head to bed and watch a movie. And yes I know the time...but I have had a stressful day and Im currently looking at the three files worth of work I've got to do and It wanna curl up and sleep so :D
Ill write a proper entry soon :)
Gracie xXx
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Ok thanks for all the messages. My ankles are now nearly totally healed. I can walk, sit on the floor and get up again. I can't stamp or run at the minute still but I've finished physio and I'm back learning to drive.
To all who sent me messages about the ankles thanks, it's nice to not be in pain 24/7 any more
gracie xxx
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If anyone has -any- ideas on how to magically fix my two stupidly sprained ankles i'd be ever so grateful. Over a week later and i still can't walk right. I'm in constant pain (and not the good kind) and god knows when I'm gonna be able to get back on a floor, run or generally do my bloomin job.
I tells ya stupid blooming stairs, life would be brilliant if people didnt insist on building up and just gave me one floor to deal with.
I hurt, I've not slept right since the night before the fall and I'm a teensy bit grumpy.
So ideas and suggestions will be taken with a smile and a thankyou. No curtsey though cos it will hurt too much.
Gracie xx
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Life has been a bit funky recently with some random family life stuff going on making things difficult, but there you go. If people message me i will do my best to get back to them but im forgetful i seem to spend my life on solitaire at the moment or talking to like three people on msn.
people i have lost i miss you but if you can't get over yourself to recognise how things might be good for me then maybe i don't need you in my life.
people who are still here i love you with all my hearts.
to tattoos that decide to hurt me and wake me up at half nine in the morning wtf is all that about? stop it now. im not being dommed by a shoulder ffs.
smiles cutely and wanders off thinking maybe i shuld stop typing naked in bed.
hmmmmxxxxxx
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til the new law is sorted out over here i cant see that i'll be online cos who knows when we'll be breaking the law. so catch me on www.informedconsent.co.uk profile name is gracefulsub
bye for now cm and thanks for all the memories......in all honesty very very few are good ones
gracie x
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omg i wish for music and music comes to collarme how awesome is that!!! im too tired to do it tonight but im blates doing tht as soon as im better :D
gracie is a happy girlie x |
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if your gonna insult me could you at least make it a good one?
ok i hope u get cancer and die well ive heard better |
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Right,
i'm stuck at home, unable to go to work all due to stupid rules on illness and such like, and well i culd try and pretend that i was put out by my enforced days holiday but really i'm not. it's bliss, i'm still in bed and actually it's the best place for me cos i still feel fairly funky.
so yeah i'm in bed might have a nap later and stuff but its fantastic to be chatching up with my friends who don't work.:D
if anyone wants to chat cos i'm thinking i'm gonna start getting bored around three let me know :) x x x x |
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Have a wonderful new year.... i'm off for some fun and games woo |
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why do people leave their profiles empty? i mean i'm not saying go overboard like mine is kinda but to say nothing that just makes no sense. Do they honestly think they will get any interest?
and then when it's nothing with no picture its just meh.
I don't understand some people lol |
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i am glad we're back to normal with the homepage lists, the picture boxes were starting to annoy me! :D |
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merry christmas and a happy new year -fingers crossed- my new year plans happen. what better way to see in a new year than with a good play!:) xx |
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finally taken the time to get rid of messages in my inbox, and its a release to get rid of some ..... they hold bad memories really considering they are from ppl who have hurt me and messed me about.
the end
xXx |
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First day back at work, after two whole wonderful weeks on annual leave and my god it was a culture shock....no more swearing no more internet no more mobile....not that i had that much nyways but no more. Only slipped up four times and nearly swore and managed to stop myself each time so i get points for that.
P/people seem to have stopped messaging me its odd nice but odd. wonders if its the calm before the storm or if im too old now im heading into the 23s i mean theres tonnes of budding 18yr old subbies out there all the Doms must be chasing pmsl.
i love this site its friggin fantastic.....makes me wonder how many real people there actually are.
answers on a postcard please
The End
xXx |
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Back looking -again- ho hum, one day i might meet someone who i can click with laugh with respond to and who likes me.......oh wait i met Him........well i thought i had ah well He didnt like me enough =) least i got a friend out of it all and friends are as i think i wrote somewhere else more important than finding that -Person- after all a friends gonna be there whatever...........is watching rent music clips online at the moment la vie boheme is an awesome song.
if theres anyone out there who loves electricity needles, breast play, top gear, music and who i can talk to please message me. i dont want -much- i just want it all :) xxx |
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now i know that ppl get emails to say ive written something new im sorely tempted to write in this -all- the time just to annoy Tthem but that would be cruel -coughs-
anyways jst a random thinking message. theres nothing on any importance in here. im going to get dressed good bye A/all
gracie
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P/people seem to be signing up to my journal, i dont know why but they are.
Oh and an update on the pretty bruises on my breasts they are still there -woop- i didnt think they'd take but they did i guess i've forgotten how easily i mark. and i've got scratches on my neck and it actually kinda hurts....now i was starting to reach my happy place with tiny bits of play ..... pathetic i know but its been a -long- time so i didnt think W/we did anything that major on my neck considering W/we were in a pub i must have been wrong. Its amazing its nice to jst have some feelings there to press and make hurt a lil bit, and also cool to look down and see the marks.
And huge step forward, ive come out so to speak to another vanilla friend, it now means that -three- non kink people know about my kink and its jst so much easier when you can be 100% truthful about who you are. i hate lieing i hate having to hedge questions and come up with excuses and reasons for my lifestyle choices, but with what i do with who i know its not possible to be open the friends i have chosen have been chosen because well in one case literally i would trust them with my life. without those friendships my life wuld not be as amazing as it is.
So yeah its just an update, why P/people are interested in my journal i dont know i spout a bunch of rubbish.
Marks and leftover pain -rock- and theres nothin better than being truthful with the people you love the most. just wish everyone was open and able to accept other peoples lifestyle choices.
Hey ho -shrugs- i is going to bed now.
nite nite A/all
xXx
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The new photos didnt get accepted, god knows why but there ya go.
i is kinda happy at the moment, twas a good night anyways i now need my sleep as im shattered.
im off to make my bruises hurt a lil bit, thankYou to the Man that gave them to me =)
nuh nite
gracie xXx |
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ive jst tried uploading a couple of photos, who knows if they will in actual fact load :| lol |
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is it me or has the site changed a little bit? |
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oh and before A/anyone asks yeah im kinda in a foul mood tonight, but oh well. im gonna hide a watch a movie if Y/you know me Y/you can catch me on msn otherwise bye for a while i think
xXx |
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It makes me sad that there isnt an option for adding music on this profile....and i i know i know its not myspace but -still- so here is the song im listening to a -lot- at the moment. means i can bounce to it Y/you see and i do like to bounce....ive been likened to tigger in my day=D
"Baby, It's Fact"
Just in case their wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Oh oh oh
It's true
Whoa oh oh
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Ohhh
Baby, it's fact
Our love is true
Baby, it's fact
Ohhh
Baby, it's fact
Our love
Our love is true |
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Im quite optimistic at the moment, theres the possibility that something truly good might happen....so keep Y/your fingers crossed for me and hold on tight...ive got a feeling its gonna be a painful but worthwhile trip.
Im currently in the process of seeing where things go with a really rather wonderful Man and as such i dont really wanna chat to other Doms, so unless Ur offering friendship and -just- friendship please dont expect me to respond.
This subbie is in a rare moment of happiness...lets not ruin it now G/guys =Dxxx |
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so here i am, saturday. nope strike that sunday morning and im on my own in my bed wondering if the hopes of yesterday were just a lie and in actual fact im still alone waiting to try and find someone to be with.
im hoping that yesterday wasnt a dream, that the potential is there still. i want it to be there, but im starting to think maybe not.
please keep those fingers crossed that the hope is still there i want it more than anything ive wanted in a -long- time.
-The End-
xXx
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Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us that we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return, but knowing that some would be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows. Swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?
It's not suppose to be this way. The artists, and the scientists, and the poets - none of them fitted in at 17. We're suppose to get passed it. Adults - they see kids killing kids, and they know it's a tragedy because they used to be those kids - the bullies, and the beaten, and the loners. We're supposed to get passed it. You're supposed to live long enough to take it back.
-If Y/you can guess where these quotes come from Y/you win a prize- nah not really, but they moved me they said something to me and so i posted them
The End
xXx |
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Well, i tried and i failed and really i'm not surprised, i don't think that i would have been all to keen on listening if i had been the other person. i do regret my decisions though i think i possibly lost something kinda good. But now i know, i can start to actively seek rather than treading water, just to see if anything could happen.
The End
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so i am back and looking, Masterion is a wonderful man and im sure for the right submissive He will make a wonderful Dom, He is however not right for me, and W/we both accepted that i wish Him luck in His future searches.
However, this means im back ....so all you trolls watch out lol.
i know what i am looking for, im just hoping i havnt totally messed it up and missed my chance. if i have cest la vie i will accept it and move on, otherwise keep those fingers crossed that something can be salvaged.
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i am currently under consideration to Masterion, He asked that i put a note on my profile to show this, but Doms do not seem to be paying attention to it. Maybe this will help.
Being under consideration means that i am no longer looking for a Dom to consider me, i am very happy with my Master and not seeking anyOne any more.
Therefore, if You are looking for a submissive to own, please move on, if however You are just looking for friendship please state that in the message and i will see if i can gain permission to talk to You.
ThankYou
gracie
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A/anyone who read that last message that has now been deleated. Ignore it, i was in a stupidly foul mood. im over it now. fluffy sparkly things made me smile =] |
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i've come across a few Doms lately who seem to want to isolate Their subs from others on the scene. now im lucky, i have a 100 and 1 friends on the scene, who protect me and lead me down the right path. but i cant help and worry about the subs who are new to this all and dont have the support network that i do. my first Dom was a guy who if i hadnt had my friends around me, would have ended up destroying me. friendships in the scene are just as important as finding the right Dom or sub. so dont meet up with a Dom who says all you need is Him. that would be a lie. having friends around you is always always a good thing. never forget that.
sorry for the mini rant but i am concerned that newbies *even more new than me* will end up hurt and scared away from the scene. x x |
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i've put some photos up -fingers crossed- they load this time. wouldnt that be nice lol.
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please please pay attention to my age limits and my likes and dislikes. i may be a newbie but i know wot i am looking for, and do not see the point in wasting E/everyone's time by talking to Someone who does not share the same interests as myself. ultimatly it means that it would not work.
also please note that i seem to be getting a silly amount of messages at the moment. so if i do not reply straight away, i am not being rude, i am just inundated with messages and it is taking some time to respond.
thankYou.
gracie
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OK i know i had photos somewhere, and i kno that cm has ok'd them so i have no idea where they have gone. im not hiding honest:)
ill try and work it out some other day
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