Fugu69

Happy Holidays to everyone. 

Hope you're getting what is in your Kinkster's wish list.  

Still trying to find a Local Domme:   I enjoy live sessions with strong women, those who know what they love and like.  I've been involved in Ds and BDSM for quite a while.  I find that I'm drawn to Domme's who enjoy Bondage, CBT, Medical play (sounds, catheters, milking, etc), Body Worship/Queening and Breast Worship, Golden Shower and Humiliation (used pee panties in the mouth for example).  I have a variety of my own toys (medical sounds, ball stretchers and weights, chastity devices, urethral Estim toys, 4 channel Rimba Estim box, and floggers).  I've played with Domme's that are Pro and Non pro and enjoyed them both but do prefer the connection much more with non-Pro Domme's.  

I was introduced to Ds by a girlfriend about 20 years ago.  We dated for a while, and then she told me of her fantasies.  Long story short, she was more comfortable as a Domme while I was more comfortable as a masochist/submissive.  I've learned quite a bit about myself through being masochistic/submissive. Nothing like being in subspace.  I'm a single dad so playtime (me time) is immensely flexible during the weekdays!  I'm well educated and have a variety of vanilla interests (Dining, Hiking, etc.).  I don't smoke, and have only a few hard limits (kids and scat and knives).  Marks are no problem!   

Happy (and safe) holidays.  

Finishing up the root canal today - Finally!  

Guiche and Frenum are All healed up.  Now it's time to find someone (a special Domme) who wants to play and experiment.   

New photo just added:  1 Kg ball weights and 127g guiche weight.  Feels fun to have the weights 'clink' together. 

Root Canal ........... suck!

Just came back from Las Vegas (updated new photo from the trail to Mt Charleston), bought a new chastity device but can't use them until the frenum and guiche piercings heal a bit more. 

Squeeze-and-Tease ball busting

A long time ago with my ex GF Alison P.: Ode to Alison (she introduced me to Ds)

Alison P. used to chat with her GFs about ways to tease guys.
This was when she introduced me to real tease-and-denial.
I was tied tightly spread eagle on the bed, and she was between my legs near the end of the bed. She had stuffed my mouth with her one-day old panties which smelled just like her, not a real pungent smell but it smelled like her pussy when she was excited.

She pushed through my balls one at a time into a 2" metal ball stretcher to get them in position and then placed a gasket around the balls on the outer side to keep them in the ball stretcher so they wouldn't pop back through and keep them nice and tight. She then proceeded to tease the cock and balls with the penis whip, with a stronger flick of the whip to make the cock and balls sting. She really got excited by biting, squeezing, scratching and licking the balls sticking through the metal ball stretcher. She used to say, "you know I'm very oral... I like things in my mouth". She then would really tease the penis by licking it and get the penis ready to cum and then either bite the tip or hold the shaft hard and block the ejaculate from coming out. She determined that she got the best results by really squeezing the base of the penis just about the ball sack...under the shaft at the base. Alison Teased-And-Squeezed my cock and balls through multiple cycles, each time having me coming close to cumming but then absolutely ruining any ejaculation attempt by me. If I did get really close she did would bite the cock head and squeeze the underside of the penis simultaneously - really hurt and left teeth marks but didn't break the skin. I wasn't blindfolded, and her goal wasn't to get me to subspace - but it was exhausting to go through 1/2 - 1 hour of being on the edge and not being allowed to come. Totally wiped me out and I was dripping with sweat when she finally did allow me to cum. My cock and balls were so sore and there was a slight tear in the skin where it came in contact with the metal ball stretcher .... but it was well worth the experience.

Shakespeare Sonnet 57:

Being your slave, what should I do but tend Upon the hours and times of your desire? I have no precious time at all to spend, Nor services to do, till you require. Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you, Nor think the bitterness of absence sour When you have bid your servant once adieu; Nor dare I question with my jealous thought Where you may be, or your affairs suppose, But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought Save, where you are how happy you make those. So true a fool is love that in your will, Though you do any thing, he thinks no ill.

Finally......finally got pierced.  Went to Chicago last week and got a Frenum piercing and two Guiche piercings.   Can't wait for them to heal to play with them.  Should be interesting with the new chastity device and ball weights.  

Still looking for that special Domme whom I could connect with to attach a leash to the Guiche piercings - she would lead the way.