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i am a Female to Male transsexual. i am pre-op. i still have female parts but i look like a man and live as one with my clothes on. i have had top surgery so the boobs are gone now. i am gay. Meaning i am sexually attracted to men. i am a submissive/bottom . I enjoy being blindfolded, bound and penetrated. I allow penetration in all my holes to the right people. I enjoy candle wax play, ice, flogging, figging, paddling, cutting, degradation, love to be photographed, and pushing my limits . I like group play and am open to serving as a group play toy/slut. I meld my spirituality with my sexuality a lot and would enjoy exploring the spiritual side some more with the right people.
I am now unattached and looking for a master.
My ideal Master would be Pagan, experienced and able to deal with me as a man despite the female anatomy. He should love the outdoors and have a mind of His own, not a blind follower. He should be someone who understands that the necessities of life sometimes may interfere with play... reality: work, home etc does encroach upon everyone's relationships... of course please be honest, responsible, employed, sane and stable.... am i asking for too much?? i hope not ...but i figured i'd put it all out there and maybe someone might fit at least a portion of my ideal.
1/27/2012 10:06:57 PM
i long for the one who will spur me to be better than i am. The One who will use me for His needs and in turn satisfy my deepest desire.
2/14/2011 12:02:46 AM

The continuation of my story

 

i lay there exhausted. He ripped the blindfold from my face. my eyes fluttered unable to bear the dim light. i melt into the table. He is still standing in front of me grinning. The bottle slips out of my cunt and rolls onto the floor.  The men around me were laughing, some pointing, others handling their meat turned on by my performance. i glance around best i can and surrender to my exhaustion again. “You think I’m done slut?” Master laughs.” I thought I said the bottle stays in!!” He growls. His boys splay me again i surrender to their control. my legs parting obediently. The Master walks up to me and smacks my cunt. i writher in abandon. He nods and His boys pull me up so my ass is bared for the Master to use. “Now you will abandon all control slut… Now you’re going to be raped… if you’re good in a few days I’ll show you what we did to you.” Having said that He spreads my ass with a funnel. “Do You give up control slut?... Do You?” He asks leaning into my face. “i belong to You…You do whatever You want Sir” i surrender. The Master straightens, smiles, caresses my face and pours a shot of alcohol into my ass. The high hits quickly. i’m floating more now from my journey into sub space and from the instant drunk i am experiencing. One of His boys puts a blunt to my lips and i suck the intoxicating smoke down eagerly….. i drift off into oblivion. Bits and pieces of reality dash before my mind a i remotely feel my cunt and ass being pounded. The blindfold is replaced but  i feel the movement as i am carried out of the bar and suspended in a sling in the back of a panel van. i float in my mind even further. The van drives off. It stops. The doors open and i am fucked again by uncountable cocks. The motions melt into my head. Every man who takes me is the same man. They are the Master.  i open to Him willingly. He cums in me again and again.  He calls me a whore, a slut, a dirty cunt. He laughs and smack my ass pinches my nipples and rams His cock into me as hard as He can.The van drives off. It stops the door opens the men cum inside me. He cums inside me. i am His i am… i exist.. i am fulfilled.  Time and again i sink into the sling i can feel myself trying to melt into it. The Van is moving again. The sling rocks back and forth. I am lulled by the motion by the hands rubbing my breasts and my thighs. My cunt is throbbing i am returning to the surface. Slowly i feel my mind rejoining my body. The Van stops once again. The doors open. i am slid out of the van and crumpled on the floor of a warehouse. The Master orders me to my knees. He wants me on all fours like the animal i am. i comply.. slowly i wobble and fall over. Eventually i am balance on my hands and knees. A cane cracks across my ass i fall to the ground. He orders me up again and the process repeats.  i manage to hold my position as the cane reignites the fire He had lit on my skin before in the bar. Eventually i crumple to the floor again. i’m unable to comply with His orders. Crying i beg for the ordeal to stop. “Finally” He laughs. “Now We can truly take you”… i’m dragged to a stack of pallets and dropped onto them bent over at the waist opening me up from behind. He parts me and pushes into me as He enters me He glides the cold steel of a blade across my back. i feel the bite as the steel cuts my skin. His boys hand Him things i do not know the nature of. He rubs the cuts He has made on my back He is working something into the wound. It feels gritty and enflames the pain of the cut. i moan again being taken by the pleasure His use of my flesh is triggering …. He lifts me to Him. i lean back into His chest. He grabs my breasts and pinches my nipples hard. Again i moan…”No Master please” i gasp.. i am at my limit … i can’t take anymore. I struggle and i am held firmly in place as many hands join to limit my motion. i cry and feel a ball gag shoved into my mouth and fastened firm behind my head. i writher and fight but He pushes Himself deeper into me as he slams me back face down  on the pallets. He pulls out and His boys fasten chains to the cuffs they place on my wrists and ankles. i feel myself being pulled up. Suspended spread eagle. It feels like my arms are going to pull out of their sockets. Abruptly the sting of a whip cracks on my chest stinging my tit. i struggle momentarily forgetting the pain the position i am forced into is causing. The struggle causes me to hurt more. i force myself to relax just as the whip hits me again. i bite down on the gag and groan. He places clamps on my nipples and slowly clips a zipper to my cunt lips. He starts to whip my ass. The pain is now unbearable i leave and float in another world. Time is now irrelevant. For a lifetime i am suspended, for mere seconds maybe. After hours or minutes the zipper is ripped from my cunt. i choke on the scream i can feel myself expel. Yet i can’t hear myself. i am lowered to the ground and once again the Master fucks me.

      i wake in a deep soft bed, i can barely open my eyes. He is lying beside me caressing the valley between my breasts. He traces the scars the new and  the old on my chest. He leans in and kisses my nipple. He smiles. i close my eyes in exhaustion. “You did well” He whispers. “Welcome to the family slut” . i smile and turn my head towards Him. He brushes his fingers through my hair. “Sleep now, you are going to be used again real soon.” He laughs as He lifts Himself off the bed, leaving me alone in the big room.

i take stock of where i am and how i am.. i feel my body aching and burning. My cunt aches. my muscles ache. The fog i was in is still lingering slightly. The cuffs are still on my wrists and ankles. i can feel the weight of the chains attached to them. Relieved at the continued bondage i take in the room. The dark, simple powerful furniture, the burgundy curtains, the blinking light of the camera seemingly focused on me. i smile and fall asleep.

1/28/2011 8:44:07 AM
I need cock
1/28/2011 8:20:47 AM

i dream that i meet Him in a dark leather bar. He beckons me closer .... " are you corey ?" he asks.... i nod ... "yes Sir" i answer. He slides His hand beneath my half open shirt grabs my tit and yanks me to Him. He spins me around and slide His other hand down the front of my pants ... His finger searching my cunt for access. He pinches my clit/cock and finds His way to my slippery hole. He slides his finger into me ... i lean back into him parting my legs further.... i love this... Several guys in the bar are looking at us now .... " you are a slut... Ain't you?" he asks me... i nod ... " i am Sir"... i  moan ... He fondles me further our audience starts commenting..." what a whore"... " fuck him"!!! Do the slut!!! " The master nods to the bouncer who goes to the door... " closing time " he announces... A few guys leave but , as the bouncer locks the door there are still a dozen or so men watching my ordeal ... The Master chuckles: " if you want to be my boi you're gonna have to pass a test" . i'm moaning now .. i nod vehemently... "Yes anything "i sigh... At that He nods to two men in front of us .. He pushes me away  back to my feet. i stagger. The men come up and quickly strip me naked and turn me to the Master. " these are two of my boys" the Master explains... twirling me around and pushing me back to their arms. "Once I warm you up with My cane they and My friends are gonna gang bang you... When they're done ... If I like what I see ... I'll fuck you.... Then you'll be mine".

i tremble as the callused hands of the Master's boys grab my arms and lead me to the pool table. my legs grow weak and they have to lift me up and spread my legs. i am a limp rag doll. They split up one to each side of me grabbing my ankles as i lay with my legs over the side of the table. They lift me up and slide me to the edge of the table, my holes accessible for all to fuck.

  A line had started to form in front of me... hot horny men all with cocks in hand. Some had stripped, otheres just opened their flies. "Not so fast " the Master uttered pushing past the line of hard cocks before me. He approached, tapping His cane on the palm of His hand. " Fifty strikes ... ten on each ass cheek, then ten on each tit then ten on your cunt so you don't enjoy the fucking too much." He stated. Then He began.

    The cane struck my exposed flesh and stung beyond belief. Within a few strikes i didn't think i could endure fifty of them. The bar was quiet except for the swoosh of the cane through the air and the smack of it impacting my flesh. After another strike my scream of pain was added. i tensed as the Master struck me over and over... two more men approached me and, grabbing my wrists pinned me to the table. As the Master struck his last blow on my ass i was crying. He moved up and caressed my face. "There is no going back now.. no safe words, no stopping this" He whispered to me. "You know this is what you are destined to endure" He spoke to me , His eyes meeting mine in understanding: My patron God required this sacrifice of me. The Master knew, he belonged to the same deity. He then backed away and abruptly  stuffed a gag in my mouth  and one of the boys secured it around my head. 

   Quickly without warning the cane struck me left breast. The tip impacting my nipple. i tensed in agony, my back arching, teeth biting into the gag,,, i groaned in pain... On and on the caning went. Now and then the men in the bar would gasp at a particularly brutal strike... i was quickly abandoning my struggle. i cried and cried when i thought i would pass out He stopped. My tits were on fire, my ass was throbbing. i felt the two boys at my ankles move. They brought my cunt to bare before the Master. Then as before the swoosh and the impact . i thought i was dying. The pain was unbearable. i bit into the gag and didn't have the breath to moan. i didn't struggle. Again and again He struck the lips of my hole. Occasionally His blow would land on my clit. i don't know what the count was when i blacked out. He was leaning over me tapping my cheek with small slaps. "you don't get to leave while I cane you boi" He chuckled... "now i have to start again... i lost count" He proclaimed..."I'll be kind though and only do your cunt over." So again He started to smack my cunt. This time i endured the torture until the count of 20. i was deep in sub space when He caressed my face again, smiling. He slid a blindfold over my eyes and i felt a cock nudging at my tortured hole. i ached for it and because of it. i wanted that cock in me. Most of all i wanted to have had all those cocks in me so i could finally have the Master inside me... i needed Him beyond belief. i pushed towards the cock that was searching for entry in to my cunt. He slid in. Never has something felt so good and so painful .... never until the next cock and the next .... and the next... a few of the men took me anally and shortly after the 5th or 6th man came in my aching hole i felt myself being lifted off the table. The men held me up on my side. Two of them then began to enter me at the same time .. my cunt and my ass being plunged simultaneously.. i was writhing in pain and ecstasy as i was double fucked. Then someone removed my gag. i knew what was coming as two more men pushed into my cunt and ass. i parted my lips and hungrily swallowed the cock that pushed into my mouth. The first TP of my life... i had fantasized about this for years.... it was really happening... i was floating in another world now... over and over again cocks exploded into my holes... i came close to orgasm over and over but never allowed myself to cum. He had not said i could not but i was unable to ask for permission, my mouth filled with cock, my eyes covered. After a while i realized i was lying back on the table. There were no cocks in me.. for how long i was in such a state i don't know... i began to hear people talking and laughing. i could detect the flash of pictures being taken through the blindfold. i moaned and moved a bit and felt a man standing between my dangling legs. he leaned over me and pulled my blindfold off. It was the Master. He was nude and his cock grazed my cunt. i flinched. He grabbed my tits and pinched my nipples... "I'm going to fuck you now" He stated , smiling. He pushed Himself into me . i parted myself eagerly. "Now you belong to me", The Master explained as He slowly pleasured Himself inside me. "From now on you will be fucked by whomever i chose. you are not allowed to refuse. you will be whored out when i feel like it." He exclaimed as he rammed into me.  "Yes Master" i moaned. " You will allow any of my friends and any of our leather family to fuck you or whore you out without question... do you understand? He asked grabbing my chin and forcing me to look into his eyes.  " yes Master" i gasped.. His cock pounded in and out of me.... i hurt so bad as He approached orgasm. He was bringing me close so close to orgasm..." don't you even think about it" He ordered... i stilled my self and forced the release of orgasm away. He came inside me furiously. He fucked me with complete abandon. He pulled out of me and smack my tits as He smacked His cock on my pubic bone. He nodded to two of His boys and they again grabbed my ankles lifting me open again... He turned towards the bar... "Hey guys" he shouted.... let's watch him cum now huh?"  He walked over to me and ordered me to masturbate... i reached down and began rubbing my clit... In a few minutes i started to moan and sigh.. He came over and pulled my hand away... "not so fast slut" He ordered... the bar erupted in laughter as i shook and gritted my teeth. i was in agony and  i never wanted it to end. He parted my nether lips and pushed a  beer bottle into me.. "Now you can cum" He announced ... " But that bottle stays in your cunt.... you got it?" He asked...." Yes Master" i manged to sigh. ... i began masturbating again... i closed my eyes  for the most part. i opened them occasionally, noticing the men watching me.. Some were stroking their cocks some were talking, some taking pictures and some videotaping my degradation.  The Master noticed me looking and He slid the blindfold over my eyes again.... " Smile slut" He laughed " we streamed this all live.... your cunt  has thousands of hits" he proclaimed as He smacked my ass and walked away..." Now cum whore!!!!" he shouted... shortly there after i did.

8/4/2008 2:22:57 AM
I am definitely not a normal sub. I have female body parts but I am a gay man. I know it is difficult for most people to understand but that is how it is. I am not a woman and I do not want to be treated as one. My gender identity is male. On the other hand I am a gay male and since I do not have a cock , and I love sex my pussy is ready for penetration a is my ass and my mouth.
I am willing and ready to answer any respectful and honest questions. I never mind trying to explain this to those who are honestly curious. Just be respectful and willing to be accepting. I understand I am not everyone's cup of tea but ....I may be someone's. somewhere out there there is a gay male dominant who doesn't mind his sub having the wrong parts....
lee2submit
 
 Age: 28
  Texas