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freefalla

Male Dominant, 38, Cherry Hill, New Jersey
Male Submissive, 41, singapore
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About freefalla

Sub male seeking life as a real slave. 100% slavery. I am looking for a life of pure slavery without any contact with the outside world or a life of my own.
"OWK style slavery"

I wish to sign a slavery contract and sign all my (human) rights away for unlimited use by my Mistress or Mistresses. Then living a slaves life, being locked up (caged) when not in use and used and tortured in any way the Mistress desires.

This sounds very extreme, but this is the only way for me. Real TPE as a 24/7 slave with no limits. Please destroy me completly and build me up the way You want Your slave to be.
I am a firm believer in total Femdom and am willing to sign my rights away for a life of service and submission.

Please contact me for any questions. I am open to suggestions.

Please read my story in my journal at the bottom of my page.

Fake, so called, Mistresses, please don't even try asking me for Yahoo or MSN contact. It is never going to happen. i am very serious and i don't have time for FAKE people. The fact that i am a slave to all Goddesses, doesn't mean that i am stupid or crazy. So stay away.

I wrote a little story about my greatest fantasy, becomming a real slave.

One day i see an add on a bdsm dating site that says: "Mistress, seeking slave for a weekend of hard torture, no limits"
This add atracts me very much and i make an appointment with this Mistress to talk things over first. The Mistress wants to meet me at a local cafe for a cup of coffee so we can make arrangements.

i arrive at the cafe first and order a coffee. A couple of minutes later, i see the Mistress arriving. She looks like a Goddess in every way. She has long black hair, a body to die for and is dressed in a dark suit. i can see that the Mistress is wearing patent leather boots under the suit with towering high and thin, elegant stilleto heels.
Instantly i get up and kiss the extended hand of the Mistress. Then i help her get seated and order a coffee for the Mistress.

i don't know anything about this Mistress other than a g-mail account. i don't even know her name, just Mistress.
i see the Mistress light a cigarette and slowly blow the smoke in my face while She examins me. During the e-mail contact i wrote the Mistress that i have a weakness for smoking Ladies, so the Mistress knows that She is making me weak by doing this.

The Mistress tells me that she wants me to sign a contract that gives Her complete ownership and rights over me for the weekend of the 23rd. She tells me that i will have no limits or save word and that i will be tortured extremely hard by her and maybe by some girlfriends of her. She takes a peace of paper out of her bag and throws a pen on the table. Then She says: "Sign it, slave".
While She does this, i feel that the Mistress places Her heel on my foot and starts to digg the heel into my flesh hard. i feel the heel twist and turn it's way into my flesh witch hurts very much. At the same time, the Mistress blows smoke in my face and repeats: "Sign it now, bitch" "Be mine and suffer like you are supposed to". i can't take it, the pain in my foot, the smoke in my face and the beautyfull Mistress saying these things to me.
 My slave instinct takes over, i take the pen and without reading, i sign the contract. Then the Mistress tells me to give Her my passport as a warranty.
i am still in heavy pain from the heel digging further and further into my foot and mentaly weakend by the beautyfull, smoking, Mistress so i give the Mistress my passport.

"Well done slave, see you at this adress on the 23rd at 20:00 hours" "Be sure to take a couple of days off afther the weekend, you will need to recover when I am done with you". The Mistress then put Her cigarette out in my coffee, left a note with an adress and walked away smiling with the signed contract.

i am left behind feeling helpless allready. i signed a contract without knowing the content, i gave up my passport and i have no idea what the Mistress is going to do to me that weekend.

It's the weekend of the 23rd and i haven't told anyone what i am going to do this weekend.
i took two weeks off from work to have enough time to recover after the weekend.
i drove to the adress on the note that the Mistress left me. When i arrived, i stopped a couple of hundred meters from the house. i could see that it is a house with a large propperty aroud it with the closest neighbours at about a five minute drive. No one will ever hear me scream and no one will know where i am. This thought frightens me very much. i don't know this Mistress, what will She do to me....These thoughts race trough my mind.
But i gave up my passport and signed a contract, so i have no choice but to surrender myself to the Mistress.
i drive up to the house and ring the bell. No way back, is what i am thinking.

The door opens and i see a young asian woman, about 25 years old, in the doorway. She is dressed in a maids uniform, leather thigh high boots with the highest heels i have ever seen and wears a collar around Her neck. The woman says: "Come in slave, you are expected". i walk in and the thick door is shut behind me with a loud thumping noise. i feel this sound going through my whole body because i know that i have completely no escape from now.

i follow the woman down some stairs into a large basement. This basement is huge, it covers the whole surface of the huge house. It looks to be almost as big as a football field. i see that it is divided into huge spaces that are filled with torture instruments, chains, whips, cages, anything a bdsm dungeon should have is there.
Then in an open space, the woman stops and tells me to undress completely. i do what i am told and i place my folded clothes on a chair that is standing there. "Get on your knees slave and put your arms out in front of you". Again i do as told and i see the woman put metal shackles on my wrists and then on my ankles. The shackles are closed with bolts that can only close once and that can't be opend anymore. This worries me but i signed a contract so i let go and see what happens.
The next thing i know, i see the woman walk up to me and press a stungun against my chest. Before i can say or do anything i hear the woman saying: "Good night" and i see that She is smiling. Then i feel the current rush trough my body and everything goes black.

i wake up standing in an open space with the shackles on my wrists attached to two chains that are hanging from the ceilling. My wrists are hanging loosly at chest hight. i see that the shackles round my ankles are chained to two hooks in the floor that are so far appart that my cross hurts because my leggs are pulled so far appart.
i have no idea how long i have been knocked out and how long i've been standing here. i can't see any windows so i don't know if it is day or night. Now i know that i am really helpless and that my faith is sealed.

Suddenly i hear two pairs of heels clicking and comming closer. Then i see Her, the Mistress that i had coffee with. She is wearing a leather corset over a leather pair of tight pants and beautyfull leather boots with a slim high heel. Her hair is bound back in a ponytail that makes Her face even more beautyfull than before. Right there is something to die for, i just want to serve this Mistress and suffer for Her pleasure.
The asian woman that opend the door is walking behind the Mistress, carrying a large bag. When the Mistress reaches me, She stands in front of me and just looks at me. i look back because i just can't take my eyes off Her, i'm frozen.

i see that the Mistress has a remote in Her hand and that She pushes a button on it. Then i feel how my arms are lifted because the chains attached to them start rolling up into the ceilling. The Mistress stops the chains when my arms are completely streched out and i am only standing on the tips of my toes. i feel the muscles in my leggs going crazy from this possition and it already hurts so much.
Meanwhile, the asian woman has brought a comfortable chair into the room and placed it right in front of me. i see and feel how the Mistress kicks me in my balls full force with Her pointy toe leather boot. Then i feel the nauseous feeling comming up from my balls into my stomach. The cramps force me to look down because i can't move anything else than my head. "Good, slave" "Never look a Mistress in the eye, bow your head and keep it that way when you are in the presence of supperior beiings".
The Mistress sits down in the chair and the asian woman leaves the basement.

"Oke slave, you can look up, you have my permission". i am affraid but i slowly look up at the Mistress. i see that She has my personal belongings in the bag that the asian woman carried in. "What do we have here slave". i see the asian woman comming back with a metal basket that She places next to the Mistress. She then leaves again.
i see the Mistress throwing my clothes in the basket and going through my papers. i see Her throwing my drivers licence and passport into the basket along with my wallet with everything in it. "Your car has been sold in Germany and wil be exported from there to Africa" "All your other personal belongings are in this basket witch i will set on fire now".
Then i see the Mistress lighting a match and putting my passport on fire. i see how She places the passport under my clothes witch start setting on fire. Slowly i see every evidence that i was ever here, burning.

i am still shocked when i hear the Mistress laughing. Then She says: "Remember the contract that you signed....You gave up your human rights for ever to me" "It says that i can do what i want with you and to you" "You are mine and mine alone and you wil be brainwashed into a complete slave very quickly" "No one knows where you are and no one will ever find you here, there is no escape, you are nothing more than propperty right now".
"I, no we, have our methods for that slave". "You wil be traind by me and my colleagues and later sold on the black market as propperty to be used for anything".

"I'm going out tonight, it's 23:00 hours right now. I will see you tommorow afthernoon, meanwhile i have arranged some things for you, so that you don't get bored".
i see the Mistress laughing and walking away.
Then i hear someone come closer. i don't hear high heels clicking, so maybe it's a man.
i am affraid of the unknowing that's comming. Then i see a beautyfull black Woman walking towards me. i still can't move a muscle and am hurting all over from the stretched possition. i have no feeling in my hands and arms anymore and i am affraid that i will have some permanent damage because of this.
The black Woman is dressed in a black t-shirt, blue jeans with knee high army boots that are laced up to the knee. i see that her hands are laced in tight black leather gloves. i can see that this Mistress is very muscular, She looks so powerfull and feminen at the same time.
She has a very friendly and beautyfull face, the face of an angel. But i will find out soon that She is really a butcher in disguise. She walks around and forces a ballgag in my mouth that is so big that it takes a lott of streanght to force it in my mouth. My teeth can justbarly come around this ballgag. My body starts shocking because i feel like i am choking and puking at the same time. Afther a couple of minutes i calm down and just drool away, helplessly.
"I will start your training tonight" "When I'm done with you, you will know the power of a reall Woman". Then She slaps my face so hard that i actually see stars. i hear a sough in my ear. Before i have time to redeem myself, i recieve the next slap on my other cheek. i try to move my head back inbetween my arms to cover up a little. At that moment in feel the hard boots of this Mistress land in my balls with incredable force. "give Me your face bitch" the Mistress says to me.
i have no escape and i know that i won't be able to take many kicks in my balls with this kind of force, so i do as i am told and give up my face. The second i do, smack, i get hit again with so much power that i pass out.

i awake with a shock and a banging headache because i am woken up by smelling salts that the Mistress is holding underneeth my nose. Then instantly i get slaped in the face by this extremely powerfull Goddess.
Afther what feels like days of faceslaps, passing out and waking up again, the Mistress stops. She kicks me in my balls again with the same force as before and walks away.
When She comes back, i see that She is holding a pair of nippers in Her gloved hand. She smiles and puts the nippers on my left nipple. Then i feel a completly different type of pain, this is a sharp, stinging and burning pain that starts in my nipple and flows thru my whole body.
i want to scream but the giant gag is doing it's job very well. i can't do a thing but suffer.
The Mistress strats twisting and turning the nippers while She squeezes my nipple harder and harder. Then afther a while, She does the same to my other nipple. i feel broken, my face is swollen from the hunderds of faceslaps, my balls really hurt, i can't feel my arms and my nipples feel like they are ripped of my body. This Mistress really did a number on me. i feel like an object and i am affraid that i will not survive this kind of torture very long. i decide that i will do anything that any Mistress wants me to and behave like a reall slave should. i am allready broken down and i have no fight in me left, afther just a couple hours.

When the Mistress is gone, my arms strat to come down to chest hight. It acctually hurts to feel my blood comming back into my arms and hands. Then afhter a while, i hear high heels comming closer. Then i see a Mistress that i haven't seen before. It's an older Mistress, about 50 years or so. She looks very Dominant with Her black leather skirt, top and ankle boots with very thin and high heels.
She walks up to me and puts a teazer against my chest, just like i had done before, i go to sleep afther the first shock.
i wake up, strapped down in a chair that is bolted to the floor. i can't move anything, even my head is strapped against a backboard by a thick leather strap. My arms, hands, legs, feet, chest and stomache are strapped down hard. i am helpless again.
Then i see the Mistress sitting in front of me in a chair, watching me and smiling. She doesn't speak but starts to shave my head, face and eyebrows away completly. Then She pickes up a mirror and makes me look at myself. i look like a bold worm, She laughs and says "You look like a worm and that is what you are, a worm, my worm now".
"I will mutilate you so that you won't ever recognize yourself" "Your looks are not important anymore, you will look exactly like what you are, and that's nothing"
The Mistress takes a cigarette and lights it. She slowly smokes the cigarette and takes long drags to heat it up propperly. Then She starts to burn my face, my nose, my cheeks, my eyebrows, my lips even my eyelids.
Time afther time, the Mistress takes a long drag so Her cigarette is really hot, then She presses it against my face and slowly twists it in between Her vingers so it burns me really deep and extremly painfull. Afther a couple of cigarettes, my allready swolen face looks like the moon with craters all over.
My face has burnmarks all over that will not dissapear any time soon. The Mistress shows me my face in the mirror and when i see myself i start to cry even harder then when i was tortured before. i don't look anything like i did a couple of hours before, i am repulsive. Now i am tottaly broken, i hurt all over, i am dead tired, hungry, thirsty and i look repulsive, even to myself.
Now i feel completly broken. Who would have thought that i could be broken so fast.




To be continued......

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