freakallweek13

I dont think anyone really reads these things. But just to write a journal…….

Im that funny bitch at work that all the guys like to talk to as a "bro". They tell me all their sex stories because they know I could careless if its vulgar and wrong. 

Im the girl that you see walking on campus everyday by herself with her ipod in. Not really mysterious looking, but you wonder what Im like. Whats going in her head? What gives her that look on her face; a mixture of naive and wisdom? 

Im the odd girl in the family that everyone talks about as a freak and a weirdo for "disfiguring " her body. Though I am more intelligent than all the young woman in my family combined, but that means nothing to them.

But no one really knows me. Not my closest friends. Not my family. No one. They would be shocked to see the things that go on in my mind. They would shutter in their skin to know they've been alone with me. My thoughts are more than just being tied and fucked. More than imagining a strong man begging on his knees. The things I would do. The thing I would be if I were to let out these feelings and depraved fantasies. But for now, Im just a 20 year old girl you see everyday, and never think twice about who I really am.