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*update 9/5/07*
Please only message me; I have had bad experience chatting lately and I'm not interested in chatting. If you would like to speak with me, please jsut send me a message.
That said, I'm not entirely sure at this point where BDSM fits into my life and lifestyle and I want to be upfront about the fact that, I just don't know. Thanks in advance for your cooperation.

2007 is going to be a year of seeking and searching, I feel it. Already it has been a great year, with the universe showing me lots and lots of truth in the past three days (believe it or not)

I still believe in the idea of a soulmate and I am working on getting ready for that kind of partnership. In the meantime I appreciate good conversation and interesting questions.

I have explored the lifestyle and can say I am not necessarily sold on the idea of it. What gets me going is the feeling I crave to be dominated in the bedroom and sometimes out. I have done all sorts of crazy and irresponsible things to get that feeling and as I move forward I'm seeking that feeling in less irresponsible (yet still crazy) ways.

I have a huge weak spot for nerds and geeks and have a brilliant fantasy of a bespectacled man with unruly hair who can be at once shy and shuffling, or maybe is quiet and doesn't say much... but once in the bedroom all roles come undone and he fucks me like an animal, and then we talk about Socrates or Jeopardy or Borodin or something else nerdy like Popples. A Clark Kent if you will with a body of iron (haha). A sense of humor is very important to me, as are shared interests and life values. I will keep hoping you're out there and be patient as I begin my journey. Superheros welcome.

I'm bi... I think? I had a weird experience over my Christmas break with an ex-gf in New Orleans that kind of broke my heart. I do really enjoy meeting ladies however and having friends who understand...and maybe we fool around at and after parties? and still are friends? I enjoy those kinds of special girls.

I would love to make friends with other service-oriented submissives in particular, and I am also interested in learning about more people for which submission has a highly religious and spiritual subtext. Holla back! Peace! Love! Understanding!


8/31/2007 11:25:27 AM
Hipster Olympics
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8/29/2007 5:17:29 PM
Hmmmm. I was on tour with my band for six weeks and now I am finally back in Los Angeles. If anyone sent me mail in between then I really apologize as I wasn't on here for a very, very long time. Hope all of you are doing well. 
1/4/2007 9:14:43 PM
It looks like a friend of mine in LA and I will be having a joint art show in April. I'm very excited. There are a gazillion things I have to do in order to get ready (the first of which is get a new camera) but I'm looking forward to it. my photography is mostly self-portraits, which were actually started while I was with my former Master. He asked me to take a picture of myself in the morning, and at  night, and also while doing different activities (are y'all listening? Feel free to take this idea and run with it! lol) Anyhow the pictures started getting more and more interesting and friends of his began responding in a powerful way to the self-portraits. So, that is what I do and I look forward to sharing it with the world. I'm also told that if I keep the work between $30 and $50, PEOPLE WILL BUY MY ART! HURRAH! Off to bed. I have a cold and am feeling under the weather.
1/3/2007 8:32:52 PM
I went to New Orleans over my holiday break. I wasn't quite prepared for how intense it was. My special friend who took me is from there, and she knows how to get around. She'd been to the Lower 9th Ward several times before to do volunteer work. we went and I was just stunned. Nothing. It looked like open prairie. There was nothing there. All I could think was how it never should have happened, all of it. I am so glad I saw with my own eyes so I can have my own version of the truth instead of what the media wants us to believe about what happened during and after Katrina. I'm going to go back to volunteer sometime this summer with Habitat. I really look forward to spending some time picking up trash, meditating, photographing things and helping to ready the community for renewal....in whatever form it takes.
Amberr
 
 Age: 45
 Richmond, Virginia