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Strong beleiver that there really is someone for everyone.....

looking to meet like minded people and make some friends to chat with along the way.

if lucky enough find a rightful Owner that is everything i need!

Please no games
if Your real and serious and this is a way of life not just a intrest then im willing to chat and get to know eachother.

however if this is just a hobby, twisted attempt to find someone to abuse, some kind of game or just a sexual intrest for You then im "NOT" the one You should be checking out.

im very serious about my life choice and dont take it lightly one bit.
im seeking something real and meaningful something that is lasting and good for all involved.

life is too short to play games.

(please at least be in the united states if not my state)

4/11/2008 3:41:55 PM

If you just walked away

What could I really say?

Would it matter anyway?

Would it change how you feel?


I am the mess you chose

The closet you cannot close,

The devil in you I suppose

'Cause the wounds never heal.


 

But everything changes

If I could turn back the years

If you could learn to forgive me

Then I could learn to feel,


Sometimes the things I say

In moments of disarray

Succumbing to the games we play

To make sure that it's real.


 


When it's just me and you.

Who knows what we could do.

If we can just make it through

The toughest part of the day.


 


Stay here together

And we could

Conquer the world

If we could

Say that forever

Is more than just a word.


If you just walked away

What could I really say?

Would it matter anyway?.

It wouldn't change how you feel.

4/11/2008 3:40:42 PM
Somewhere I belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me


I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind

Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel


What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel


Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong


And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face


I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind


So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me


Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel


What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel


Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong


I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today



I wanna heal
I wanna feel


What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone


I wanna heal
I wanna feel


Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong


I wanna heal
I wanna feel


I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
 

I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong
Misskapoys92
 
 Age: 28
  California