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....she flits, she flutters, she waves to her F/friends...
Hi F/friends!!!!
Enjoy the sun,
the flutterer
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G'day A/all......
i have not been on this site in a while.
The fun stuff of reality has been at the forefront, followed closely by other sites.
i do need to make mention that i am in a strange head space.
For the moment i am not interested in new F/folks. i am a part of the Chicago community, but that's about it. i patiently wait on pins & needles about goings-on this weekend.
Enjoy the fading sun,
flutter |
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So what does a flitty flirty flutty subby do when she's released from her Mentor.
she's goes on a hunt.
To find new friends.
To find new toys.
To find new playmates.
To find new feelings that she may not be ready for but is so looking forward to them.
i go on this with eyes, heart & mind wide open.
Enjoy the sun!!!
the flutterer |
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Hello.....
Yes she's back.
i've been trying to find work, that part of my lil experiment didn't work, but i am back. i did catch up with my Mentor & i definitely want to pursue my quest.
my question that i'm posing...
Are there still any Sloshes going on on Saturdays in the Chicagoland area?
i so wish there was one in the city limits, but alas, Y/y'all are a shy bunch (*ssss*).
i'm still in training, but i do want to talk to folks about how they're experiences are going. They're likes & dislikes. i like the thought of playing, i just don't want to deal with finding folks to do it with. It would be too mentally & emotionally taxing to me at this time.
This is my submission & that entails issues of the heart, mind, body & soul. Not a lite deal for me indulge in.
But..... on a lighter note.
Let's pray &/or chant for the warmth of Spring (Ostara in 3 days).
*f* |
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Hello,
If you see me here I'm plotting my course.
Let's face it, celibacy is boring. Besides I'm starting to think about tying myself up....
"Celibate Submissive gets snared in her own Shibari...Story at 6"
How would I explain that one?
But I am plotting & there are a lot of fun things to do in the Chicago area. Even though I won't be there until March. (8)
Yikes how many more days...YUM!!!
See you soon.
The "I'm not quite ready to lower case my name yet" Flutterer |
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if you saw me here, I'm just bored.
Stay warm
"F"
ps I'm so diggin' on the capitalization |
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Hello
This is a Dear John letter of sorts to those who have checked out my profile over the months.
I'm taking a sabitical from the lifestyle & will also take a vow of celibacy(it's not like I'm doing anything anyways).
Wish you all well & hope find as much Dom or sub space that one can endure.
See you when I get back.
The phantom flutterer
By the way please don't be afraid that I'm going to find God. I know my God & Goddess very well & I think they would approve. teeheehee |
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It's been a while.
This weekend is FLOG. i'm going, not sure how i'm getting to my Mentor's but i'm going.
Wish my lil car & me God Speed & maybe see you there. (i'm the short one, with the frizzy hair & glasses. LOL)
If Y/you're in Chicago, keep warm, naughty bits can get frost bitten in this kind of weather.
the hibbernating flutterer |
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YYAAAHHYYYYY,
Collar Me brought the former format back.
i for one am pleased, it means i can gleam through to see who i can see & not have to worry about going through page after page after page.
Happy New Year.
It's too soon to say "Gong Hay Fat Choy" but i'll say it again at the end of the month.
Hope Y/y'all got what you wanted for X-Mas.
i haven't used my pretties yet but soon....
i may have to try Shibari on my cats just to see how they work.
What a visual.
Be safe & see you around the various Munches & Sloshes in the Illinois area(my poor little car).
The still unrecognized but never forgotten,
flutterby
p.s. Sir can you take my picture for me this weekend |
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hello,
i just spent time with my Mentor. *sssssss*
But i just have to ask (& no i'm not in my normal SAMmy mode) is anybody else not liking the new layout here. Not enough F/folks with photogs to put that much emphasis on the site. Or maybe their hoping we take the que.
i for one asked if Y/y'all wanted to see my hideous likeness & got no takers(hey those who know me said i should but can Y/you really trust Them).
The Soltice is here & the days are going to get longer but it's going to get colder(i haven't quite figured out how that works, it does the opposite in Summer, BTW i'm a hard-core Earth Science so please don't write me telling me why it happens. i know already).
So enjoy whatever festivities you do, no matter where you're at. (Midnight Mass can be enlightening but the last time i went i got yelled at by the Priest, go figure)
Be safe & stay warm.
OH Oh For Christmas my Mentor gave me utilitarian pretties. i got ropes of all sizes, lengths & 2 colors. Shibari on me. *ssssssss*(this means big sub smile)
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BBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!COLD
Yeah whichever of my forefolk decided that it was a good idea to come to this part of the country must've came from the really cold part of Europe.
Sorry i've not been posting but i decided to check out another site, it's interesting but i like this one better. Not as many married men. Not even interested. Been there, did that, no collar can come of it.
Just trying to survive the Holidaze.
Hope all is warm & festive in your nex of the woods.
Enjoy the Nog. flutterer |
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i'm guessing Sweetness did what he could. Sorry Bears' Fan's. So i'm digging on the new Verizon wireless commercial(me thinks the "spokeman" lost his Actor's Guide card, he's been strangely quite these days) with the chick that got a pony for Xmas. Never wanted one, never understood why a girlie would want one. Well except riding a horse to work, back in the day, seemed like a good idea. Now, i'm more curious about "pony training" than anything. i may put an old pict up, i'm still debating. :) |
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Just to give Y/y'all the 411.
The 34 in my name is not my age or when i was born.
It's was the "favorite" number of my first puppy love crush in grammar school. His favorite football player was Walter Payton.
Sweetness hope you're rutting for Da Bears on this foggy day. Peace be with you.
And G'day to all others. |
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OK i can't ask for tribute. Saying that, i just think of that corny yet somewhat cool song by Tenacious D. Now i'm in the SAMmy spirit.
i've not gotten many responses to the "should i put my pict on my profile?" poll.
So Y/y'all are gonna have to deal with my Christmas list.
Dear Santa,
i've been a little naughty but not as much as i would've like to have been so i'm guessing that means i've been an unbeknowst to me "good girl".
i'm really trying hard to work on my Karma even giving to a charity or 2.
i as a habit don't give to Chicago beggars because..well...they make more money than me.
So for Winter Soltice (i'm a Pagan) i'd like the following:
Whatever the new kind of Walkman is. Not the I-Pod i don't have a Mac. i will pay for all my down loads, especially since most of the music i listen to i would've bought on 45 if i still had my record player(remember those). Besides the folks i'd be buying from could use the money since i didn't get the music when it came out.
A digital camera so i can take more pictures of my cats. ;)
A nutcracker made in Germany. enough said.
A lottery ticket that will pay of at least one off my credit cards. Victoria Secret is expensive & they don't even have my bra size, go figure.
If all fails, peace on earth & a halt on the Global Warming. (i have a better chance of paying off my Student Loan).
i have a feeling Santa is trolling these kinds of web sites just to see how naughty we've been.
Thanks for reading,
the Phantom flutterer
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Sir, i'm tempting the Fates. All those in favor of seeing my hideous likeness say "Yey". Once the Pandora's Box is open, there's no turning back. (That i learned in grammar school. Gotta love the Chicago Public School system-strikes & all. Teacher's strikes that is!!!!! ) All those stupid Emoticons & this is all i could find, but thank you CM!!!!
All those in favor of not seeing my hideous likeness, let me know gently. Because as Y/you know everyone lies about themselves on the internet. ;) |
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hey Y/y'all,
No i'm not from the south but i do tend to revert to a southern accent when i get pissed. i guess my way of getting ethnic(i cannot do a German accent to save my life).
i'm so digging on the Munches & Sloshes. This is where i should've started off in the first place. i highly recommend newbies looking into going & checking them out before getting boob or chest deep in rope or whatever else is out there. Talk to the pros before engaging in any hard-core play.
A word from the wise & somewhat jaded, but looking forward for more.
Yeah for two weeks i'll be vibrating with excitement. So if you're in the Chicagoland area & you're feeling tremours, it's not an earthquake or aftershock, it's me.
"I see you shiver in antici.." Say it!!! Say it!! "pation"
Men in make-up, gotta love them. ;)
But that's another fetish.
Happy turkey day. i'm on another forum & there's a lot of folks out there who wouldn't mind getting the butterball treatment. Namely plucked & stuffed. HHmmm on second thought sounds good to me too.
Enjoy!!!! |
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With all the funkdefied news of late.
i just really want to say thank you to the folks at GD2 on Saturday.
The seminar they had touched a nerve, coupled with the fact i hadn't eaten. i had to book before i broke down (which i ended up doing when i got outside). Gotta love those low-blood sugar episodes.
i so hope come back, if anything just to go to another seminar.
Gratsi
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*sniffle*
i take back the coffee offer, my temp assignment just ended.
A broke subbie i be.
So is a sub allowed to ask for...whatever the term is that ProDomme's use to ask for money for not doing anything.
Hey i like working hard(Sir can vouch for that-tee hee hee) but it doesn't seem to be as easy finding gigs as it used to be.
Any job advice for a temping (office) sub would be awesomely appreciated. |
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To those that are interested my Mentor is Canislupus. i've noticed many folks naming their significant others of sorts & i thought i'd better do mine too.
Thank you for your time & continue enjoying my musings
*f* |
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Hello out there in cyber-space. Not to be confused with subspace(which i enjoy better). my deepest apologies to those ladies i contacted in the beginning of summer & never got back to. i quit my job thinking i would temp & there was no temp work to be had, i felt it would be inappropriate to say "how about coffee? By the way i have no money." Not cool in the least.
But i'm working at the moment (temp work gotta love it) so... "How about coffee?"
At the moment going through stuff so if you'd just like to drop a line, say "hi" & chat please do, i'm prefectly fine with that.
Though it does seem that because i haven't put my photo up no one's "viewing" me. :(
Let's just say i'm cute. :) |
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G'day all. i guess maybe the thing to ask those that have comitted is, what is it like to be collared & to truly give yourself to that One.
In my head & heart the ultimate is to belong. To be owned. And i'm hoping it's all that & a bag of chips.
But if anyone would care to chime in that would be incredbily generous. i really don't want anymore invites from Tops, i'm on a quest & this is the part where it's not just the cooch that's involved but also the heart. |
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"What a long strange trip it's been."
Who would have thought that 2 years after thinking i wanted to try something different that i'd still be interested, let alone become a part of the lifestyle. Still learning, still playing. Still hungry(Thank you, Sir).
To all-Enjoy!!!! |
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Hello. Still training & learning.
i have been told that i could find another female but in that department i'm a lot too shy.
Enjoy the sun. |
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Just a note-i am currently in training.
Thank you for the responses.
"f" |
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