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Tell me that you'll do me
That you'll do me real
I'll leave you if you break my pretty little heart, I will
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I hope he realizes I was referring to him, he knows who he is...light! |
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Someone took a peek at me. Was I interesting? Was I odd? What made him look? Perhaps he wants to see if I have written some prose in his honor...have I waxed poetic over him yet? Maybe he wants to see something as simple as my proportions, make sure I'm hwp...hmm, I wonder. I do hope he peeks again. Perhaps he will send a message and tell me why he's peeking, I would love to know... |
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When someone shows you who they are, believe them... |
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infatuation: a foolish and usually extravagant passion or love or admiration
yes, it's true. Woody Allen was right, "to be happy is to suffer.." i suffer because of my propensity to be infatuated with someone. and in most cases with those who think they are willing, but in reality are incapable of understanding the ridiculous, extravagant, exceedingly foolish ME...i am unapologetic! i submit to you (and this is my own quote) that "if one has never experienced infatuation, particularly the loss of it, they have never seen the truth in themselves". in understanding myself i unfortunately have a steep, steep curve! it's occured to me that infatuation is my poison and my cure...Eureka!!
i could quote poets, song writers, etc. all day long...but just a couple.
"Oh no,not again! It hurts so GOOD, I don't understand! Infatuation"...~~Rod Stewart
"Each hour her infatuation for him grew, until her desire to possess him gained almost the proportions of madness.~~Edgar Rice |
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...it's not worth having. |
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attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity... |
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never chase love, affection, or attention. if it isn't given freely it isn't worth having---some wise person once said |
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...if he really wants to be with you he will make it happen....otherwise, he's just not into you |
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Hard: when someone special ignores you.
Harder: pretending that you don't give a shit... |
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I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart
---Sting
It wasn't me, that's not the shape of my heart...yes, i'm putting my fists down, my weapons down... |
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Why do we hurt people we love? |
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Is that the BEST you've got?! I relish in my age, experience, and my charm... |
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yes, i'm uncomfortable... |
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...is it real, is it fool 's gold? ...she sits home and dreams that her man will leave his mark on her hand (heart), |
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....all I could ever be to you is the darkness that we know and this regret I got accustomed to ...I don't know why I got so attached, its my responsibility but you don't owe nothing to me but to walk away I have no capacity ...(winehouse, of course) |
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"... it serves to condition me and smoothen my kinks" why does this have to be so HARD! |
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In her strawberry eyes
The way she sees you signifies
That she's susceptible to your velvet lies
But if you must lay her down
May a butterscotch glow be her dressing gown
And please do not lead her on when you leave town
Even though there's nothing I can say
To cheat you and nature any way
Let her down easy
Her heart is on the line
Let her down easy
And you'll grow up in time
...and he sang |
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"love, the strongest poison and medicine of all"...joni mitchell -- what seems to be medicine is truly poison, and yet they are one in the same; a cure, a killer, a savior, the ides of march;
odd that i saw this quote today, today is the ides of march; march 15th on the roman calendar, the day julius ceasar was assassinated in 44 b.c.; in shakespeare the soothsayer said to ceasar, "beware the ides of march". |
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a phrase, a very good one: "let's weave a course of grace and havoc"... |
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The only men who are attracted to me are elderly, white, men....there's no ageism at play here, but everyone has their preference ...*sigh |
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Tremendous, overwhelming, deep like an ocean...that's how I felt about that encounter so of course I had to let it go...how can something be so painful yet beautiful ..pain is beauty and beauty is pain
Truer words were never spoken...must move forward now...onward
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...sometimes people are in your life for but a season ... |
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this situation makes me call to mind my favorite word in the english language. ambivalent: to be simultaneously repulsed and attracted to something. i'm ambivalent about things right now. |
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If I say I'm not interested don't allow it to bruise your ego. don't go away mad, just go away! |
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The only time I get a new chat request its from male switches! There is nothing more abhorrent to me than a dominant who switches! When I say I abhor them I mean the type of disgust that makes me want to throw up in my mouth! Please, allow me to keep my lunch down and refrain from looking at my profile, sending me messages and for Gods sake, DON'T ask me to chat! |
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I sometimes wonder why people become admirers. I sometimes think I want to ask them to explain their reasoning. Particularly the admirers who seemingly don't even like me! ...very odd indeed |
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Couldn't we be happily ever after? |
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It seems I have an admirer |
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Where oh where is my bliss ... |
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at the root of it, a man will always be a man; and thus my love for them. (straight men of course -- i felt i had to clarify) |
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Some men are a sad lot when their ego is bruised. Don't take it personal if i say i'm not interested. |
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Messages from male subs and male switches will be deleted unread; good day. |
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Black men, come hither :) |
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