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| I have something inside me that is just different - I know this will sound strange to people that are in the scene - but - I'm not someone who needs pain or restraints or even punishment. And while kink does truly turn me on its isn't what I'm about really.
To me it's all about power exchange. To know that you belong to someone with all your heart mind and soul and to feel that when you're around your significant other. A devotion to that person that needs no words to be expressed it just is.
To know that at any moment, at any time that you may be taken, completely swept away by the desire that your dominant stirs in th edepth of your soul and that you can do nothing but embrace it to be true to that person.
Acceptance, Surrender,Capitulation to a need with a depth that cannot be described.
I have resisted this terrible thing my entire life, it scares me because it consumes me.
One can only hope that one might find a dominant who is equally consumed with a need to possess and control this terrible thing that drive me...
I am a very real person, very respected member of the community, senior executive all of it means nothing compared to this. And yet I almost feel that I cannot do this that the right person will be strong enough to free me of this terrible burden.
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