WEnt to the beach yesterday.. it was nice.. not too many people in the picnic area.. I love that..

WEll

the beach was nice.. really chilly LOL.. but nice.. I love it when it is empty.. and I am all alone there.. it is peaceful.. then I rode around in the dunes and parked by the picnic area and just relaxed for a few.. then back home, cleaned the fish tanks.. fed my son... and now I am sitting my big butt on here LOL..

great.. now I got my period and cramps LOL.. this sucks.. but at least it is at the end of the week......But i am still gonna try to relax later. I wanted to hit the dunes yesterday.. but didnt get a chance to.. But at last it snowed a little. I love the snow...it is suppose to be warmer today.. maybe I will be able to go to the dunes afterall?  Love to hang out there watching the lake.... but who knows.. ttyl

Got lots going on.. I dont have much for my sons Birthday.. but I am trying to get it to stretch.. so I am running around today getting a few little things to wrap.. He is so cute and excited... I wish I could do more.. but I love on disablilty and it is really really hard to make it.  But I am sure he will be happy.. Plus I have to go to  his school here and dontate some clothes that he grew out of and his old winter coat... I am sure some one can use it.. and knowing it wil keep a child warm this winter is a good feeling..

Well, busy week.  and this coming one is busy too.  I have an inspecter coming on Monday, food pantries on tues, one is chesterton and one is valpo.., Wed is my son s Bday, and then some running around to do on thru and fri.  I have to call Abate and toys for tots to put My son on the list so he has toys for christmas.... and then try to find more food pantries. ..... But Iwill be  relaxng for a bit... I love to sit at the dunes...in my car and just close my eyes...and hear nothing ..LOL I do NOT get that at home. 

Bad Day yesterday.... I did a bunch of running around and then put away halloween stuff.. while I was out in the garage, my washer had a meltdown.  I came in to a total flood.. I am still pissed.  I had to buy a wet vac as I dotn have one and I had to use my sons Bday $ for it.. which of course.. SUCKS... but now the land lord will be here all day.  But I am told now I have to get a new washer... yea.. Like I have any $ for it.. Dunno what I am gonna do... this just sucks.. as my son is special needs and type 1 diabetic.  right in time for his bday and xmas...>*arg*....... so I wont be on here much.. but feel free to mail me if you like.... I am gonna be looking for a washer on CL and sites like that....wish me luck..

OK,

I am free for most o fthe day today if anyone wants to set up a session?  My cunt is really needing to be used.. Let me know.. so I can set up sessions for the week.. thanks

Well.. I am home..I had some drive bys.. but not sure if they were anyone on here?  So no, my cunt did not get used.. so if anyone is interested, let me know for sessions during the week.. mornings.. so agian. let me know ...and we can set up a session.....feel free to emiail me

helmuth.maria@yahoo.com

it will be much easier than checkingon here

Long day.. but nice.. Tomm I maybe free for a while in the morning around 10ish?  I maybe at the dunes.. But not positive yet.. Let me know if anyone wants to use my fat cunt tomm?  maybe some slapping the udders? face... humiliation?  Will befun..

Well today I am going downtown with my bf.. for the day..but I maybe able to zip off and meet for an hour tomm? will let you know later..

OK I am back home.. I ended up not being used, but that is ok.. I have a sinus headache anyway....But I did end up  helping someone out...I was laying there relaxing in my truck and I heard this car.. and it ended up being stuck in the sand.. I guess a grandpa was doing dounuts with his two little grandkids in the truck.. and he got stuck.. so I couldnt get him out. but drove them down to the ranger andthey ended up pulling them out of the sand.. SO I felt good about helping... The kids were cute.. So it was not a total loss.. Was hoping to get used a little but hey.. no biggie..I will be busy next  week with getting used.. I already know that.. so I guess this cunt will get no fist until next week.. pity..

OK then,, I guess even pig cunts get a day off LOL..I will be back on in a bit to check my mail to see if anyone wants to meet up at the dunes for some jack off sessions?  Slaaping my udders... face..making me oink.. getting hands down my pants for a little torture.. lol Let me know I will be back in a bit..

OK,

He had to work today, so had to cancel... but he let me know early so that is cool... well I am open for sessions today.... let me know...it looks kinda nice out, maybe it will be a dunes day? lol......

what I cant understand is how some people on here think I am not real LOL. Comeon...?  I am very real...and I dont suck or fuck anyone...since some think I sleep around...those are the ones that know I am real.. *shaking head*   I mean really?  there are a few on here that have played with me.. not used me.. and if they want to feel free to post on here if you can that you did actually meet up with me.. at the dunes or somewhere else.. and that you used me....or played iwth me.. be graphic..?  I dont care.. Just so people know I am real... But I will let everyone know how it goes tomm...... as long as my bf goes to work that is... I will check mail agian later..

OK, I have someone that is going to get a room at the Pioneer motel tomm and use me for a while.. He will be taking pics too. and hopefully he will be posting them... So tomm I am in Lansing ... not here...I will see if he will let everyone know how it was with me.. as I hope others that use me will add their comments... I think you can on here.. not sure..

OK, it is getting late already.. so I guess no dunes today... I dont want to get there and sit and not be used.. it woudl be a good day too.. no one will be there.. lol Let mek now before it gets later?

OK I guess due to the weather he is not going to make it.. so I may tke a ride to the dunes later?  any takers? 

good morning..

Well I was up in the middle of the nite and added a few more pics.. and they are nice.and clear..wow. I reallyl have a huge cunt huh?  I love it..now I need somthing bigger to shove in it?  hmmmmm maybe an eggplant?  lol... well anyway.. I have one guy that wants to use me...but not sure due to the weather if he will be making it.. We would have to get a room...and he wants to fist the hell out of my cunt..But If you fist me to to hard.. I shit sometimes.. so we have to be careful unless that dont bother you.. Dunno why but I do.. I dont even know i do it LOL.. So, if anyone is interested, letm eknow.. Let me know how you like the new pics from last nite.. there is agreat one of my cunt with his fist up it.. ...

OK, new pics are up..I added 5 more different ones than before.. let me know how you like them? I loved them

Ok. I have to run for now.. But if anyone wants to set up an session, please feel free to email me  helmuth.maria@yahoo.co

that way I am getting the mail quicker.. plus if you want some other pics.. just email me there and I will forward them.. there are only a few more. but I dont have time to put them up..right now..So just let me know. . thanks ..

OK.. I got a few new pics up... I will put more later this week when I can.. let me know how you like them/.  I personally love them all... shows all my pig fat.. and openings..

OK well after 10 tomm I am going to a Doms house and being used  hard.. I cant wait... I will post when i am done... he said he will be using my cunt nad asshole nice adn hard..mmmm

I will back at the dunes today around 1ish... west lot..incase anyone is bored..lol.

LOL ok.. this was funny. lol I did post that I really want to beused today... fine.. and I even contacted some Doms on here... fine.. But there was one that actualy wanted me to pay him to use me?  LOL Yea.. liek that will ever happen.. I just found it funny as hell........I am willing to let someomne use me and they want me to pay them?  LOL. 

Ok.. I guess no one wants to use me today either.. this sucks.. I am thinking of just closeing my profile.. I have peopel that say they want to use me..I set it all up and then they cancel.. so I dunno... I have a nice fat cunt to be fisted.. and you can smack the shit out of me.. I love my udder slapped.. and my asshole played with.. you can jack off on me.. I wil oink or moo...I love  humilaiton.. but no one wants to use me? COme on..?

OK.. INEED A FIST UP MY FAT CUNT TODAY  lol I really do.....Please let me know when and where.. But hurry up.. thank you.

WEll, NO one showed up at the beach today.. so I cleaned my cars with mousetraps on my nipples lol. So far nothing is set up for tomm?  I am open right now.. let me know..

OK it is 1:00 and I am on my way to the dunes. I will be in the west lot in a tan durango if anyone wanted to use my cunt or udders.. it is to hard to get fisted there.. or ass play.  ... But you are welcomed to smack my udders and try to fist me..and call me names..then if you wanted to jack off no prob... thn just leave... until the next person shows up.. I have been there before and lots have used me there.. I dont have anything to really stick in me.. but if you have somthing like a cuke.. or baseball bat we can try it..?  Just let me know.. I will have myk phone to check my mail.. helmuth.maria@yahoo.com

thanks so much I will be there until 2:20... west lot.... I will have on no bra or underwear.. and a tan hat..... so cum by and feel freee to play wiht me.. thanks

OK, if anyone wants to use me today for a little bit.. let me know.. I will be back later around 100..I can meet at the dunes for a little feel up or meet at your home for a good fisting.. Just let mek now.. I am really hoping to have a fist shoved in..

will be able to spread my fat legs and oepn my fat cunt and wait for that fist to be pushed in.. even oink..?? Let know.. asap..

WEll.. I am back and I thought maybe i would have some sessions.. but I guess not.. I suppose no one is on right now.. maybe they are all at church LOL.... I dont care.. as long as I get a fist up mky cunt sometime this week...

OK here is my week....

Monday closed....tue after 10am, wed after 10am, Thru and Fri... after 8 am.. No sessions can be far as I dont have gas $ or a lot of gas to get there..so they need to be close by. I have to be  at  home by 2:30 for my son.  Again, I cannot stress this enough.. this is NOT romance.. no kissing and cuddling..this is a session of abuse..no marks...and no fucking or sucking.... but you can cum an my udders... or ass if you like.... call me anything.. but everyone has limits... so please respect them. Thank you so much

you can open my fat pig cunt... and fist the hell out of it..try to get my rose bud to pop out..of my asshole... slap myk fat saggy udders around... things like that.. you can even take pics or movies..no prob.. just get me a mask to cover my face with... more than one perosn is fine.. agian. as long as my limits are met and everyone knows them..feel free to bring a friend.. but let meknow thanks so much..

ah.. well my bf just fucked my asshole.. but that was as quickie.. he always does that.. Now I need a good smacking on my udders.. ass and cunt and a nice big fist rammed upit..my cunt that it....Tomm I wont be open for use..as I have to take my son to the docs.....but tuesday should be fine.. if any one wants to have a session, let me know.. when and where.. just rememeber  I dont have gas $ so I cant go far.... needs to be nearby...and then I will be happy to pull my fat legs back and open.. to see that big fat cunt of mine..and start opening it up.. and I will even oink if you like

OK.. I guess my fat cuntis on bread and water for the weekend.... I still have an hour of two to meetup with someone.... as long as you host.. this cunt will be open and ready for your fist..or a large veggie...lol.. let me know...oink oink...

OK.. well,,, the other Dom that usually uses my cunt is not gonna be home today..so I guess I am out of luck... oh well.. everyone that wants to use me is so far away..lol...... nd the ones that are close... cant or dont respond... I am a good pig...

OK pics r up..let me knwo how you like them..

.... I am SO BORED..... I really wanted to have a hand up my fat pig cunt for a while today.. But I supposed I am gonna have to go all weekend with out it.... That sucks... I love to behumilaiated...and used.....I cant believe there is no one near by that can host and use my cunt for a fisting session...lol..

Well,

not getting used today.. Sir cancelled...so we will have to make it for next week.. *sigh* my cunt needs a fist today.. that sucks.. I guess no one will use me today...maybe if anyone looks at the pics on my porfile.. they may change their mind? 

good morning..

Well after that sesson yesterday. I was thinking I wokuld be sore .. but NOPE>. I feel amazing.. my asshole is still a little swollen.. and that is great.. mly cunt.. fine...and my udders are saggy as always.. So it was a great nite....I am supposed to be getting used today.. but not sure if I can make it.... He is outin Demotte.. and the weather is really nasty here by the lake....Plus I have to think of an excuse...otherwise I woudl LOVE to be used again.. This Dom used me several times..he is the one that takes the pics... with the dildos and beer bnottle up my asshole....it is always a great session... But the weather is really nasty...Now the other Dom took LOTS of pics yesterday... I cant wait to see them.. and share them on here.....that way you can all see me with a pig snout and how great of a pig I am.. People dont seem to understand somthing on here.. I am a pig... not a slut.. I dont have sex with anyone..and I dont suck cock... but yet they ....people that see the pics and read my journal..think I sleep around..LOL>  Come on.. reallY?  If I say no sex and BJs.. then no is no.. I am notlooking for sex.. I am looking for humilation and some abuse.. the real Doms understand that and or fine with it.. They just jack off on my udders... but the ones that want me to suck them.. or to fuck them..I know are not real Doms...they have no control.....real Doms have total control of me and of themselves... Plus they respect limits... I am  a clean and healthy piggy.. and i will keep it that way.. I dont care if you shove things in my cunt.. but they will be clean and sanitized... I am not looking to catch anything....LOL

Well.. it was a great session... long story short as my bf will be home soon... my ass , cunt and udders were very very well used.. and are pretty sore..lol.  He had his hand up my cunt up past his wrist...lol he got pics and will post some.. also worked my asshole really good...got a rosebud going on..... it was nice and swollen...he got pics of that too.... and I was on my knees too...crawling all around.... with a piggy nose on....LOL 

Well.. it was a great session... long story short as my bf will be home soon... my ass , cunt and udders were very very well used.. and are pretty sore..lol.  He had his hand up my cunt up past his wrist...lol he got pics and will post some.. also worked my asshole really good...got a rosebud going on..... it was nice and swollen...he got pics of that too.... and I was on my knees too...crawling all around.... with a piggy nose on....LOL 

well,One canceled for Friday.. that really sucks.. I think that it would have been a really great time too...but as far as I know today is still on....I really hope so...I dont  have $ for gas.. I am using change to get to the motel.....Plus I really need a fist up mly cunt.. it has been like a week....i will let evreyone one know how it goes.. plus he should be taking pics...whoo hoo...more cunt and asshole pics for everyone to look and jack off to...

OK looks like Thrusday is filled up too..w hoo hoo.. I wont be abel to walk after this week lol.. this Dom I have seen several times.. and he is very good at it.. He willbe fisting my cunt.. up to his wrist... shoving a few dildos up my cunt and asshole.... even a beer bottle...slapping my udders around and even has a milker for them.. This will be great.. LOL....

OK.. so far I am having a session tomm and on Friday.. so we will see how it all goes. I will be happy to report when I get home.. I am sure I will be nice and sore... at least I hope to be lol..

Oh and I am picking up myk sister laster today.. so I will have child care to meet.  But that will be tomm... as I cant today...So again... if anyone wants to set up a session, please let me know.. Dont forget, I cannot host....and I cannot travel far due to gas $..otherwise My udders, cunt and asshole are waiting.. and I know for sure that cunt hole is waiting to be used... and I know for sure I am waiting to be humiliated.......let me know.

Great news,,, my period is almost over....whoo hoo.. I can have someones fist shoved in my cunt now.. or maybe some other item?   baseball bat,,,,cuke,,,,corn...any ideas?

I wil be on my period for like two moe days.....then i will be able to be used again...whew...lol Plus my bf is home sick today... now I cant watch my Xtube movie clips....lol  But if you wanted to use my fat pig cunt or ass let me know....thanks

There are not many People out there that want to use me.. But maybe it is just becasue my period is starting.... plus I was not able to get away today.. but i am hoping my period does not last long so I can get used well next week and maybe get some pics put up..

right now I have my period... cant play for a week...unless you are into this.. let me know.